It's better to say fear than anger(1/2)
Xiao Yao winced, turned around subconsciously, took a few steps forward, pulled Shen Zui back, and protected him safely behind him.
"Who?"
At the corner ahead, a person responded and walked out slowly.
When Shenzui saw the man clearly, his whole body became stiff, as if turned to stone, and he could no longer move.
A gentle breeze blew through the alley, slightly blowing the corners of the man's pure white clothes. At that moment of intoxication, my mind went blank.
Huai Mo's eyes looked past Xiao Yao indifferently and captured her accurately.
.................................................................
.................................................................
Xiao Yao had just walked out of the deep alleyway, raised his eyes, and saw two guards stopping him in front of him.
"His Royal Highness King Yu, the princess invites you."
Xiao Yao's lips curled up slightly in mockery, and he followed the two of them away without saying a word.
The chariot was parked not far away, with guards around it, cutting off other passers-by. The curtains of the chariot were lowered, so it was not clear who was sitting inside.
Xiao Yao approached, and an indifferent voice came from inside, "Why, you're the only one?"
"Are you going too far by doing this?" Xiao Yao was indifferent.
As soon as the sound fell, the curtain of the carriage opened, and a bright and beautiful face came into view, it was Xiao Yunluo.
She looked at the man in front of the car, her usual smile still in her eyes, but it was sarcastic. She winked at the maid who was close to her, and the maid understood, then saluted and took the other guards away.
"Changsun Changfeng told me that you chased Shen Zui out of the city. Yes, the assassin was sent by me, but am I going too far?" There were only two people around, Xiao Yunluo said calmly and calmly, his eyes straight and clear.
Looking at Xiao Yao.
Xiao Yao remained silent.
Xiao Yunluo was always calm and reminded him lightly, "Don't forget, you married me, and you and I are now husband and wife."
"Since we are husband and wife, shouldn't we support each other?" Xiao Yao asked with a sneer, "I only know that if you want to save someone today, I will not set an ambush halfway."
Xiao Yunluo nodded, "Well, as long as it's not her, no matter who you save today, even if it's a traitor to the country, I will send someone to rescue you. But, Xiao Yao, remember, apart from her, she is the only one who can't do it.
." Xiao Yunluo chewed every word of the last sentence particularly deeply.
Xiao Yao's deep eyes were half-squinted.
"Xiao Yao, I know, maybe what I do will make you feel that you have no freedom, but before you marry me, you should know that this does not mean that you have no freedom, this is your responsibility, as long as you and I are still here
You shouldn't have treated me like this after just one day together."
"Then, before you agree to marry me, you should also understand that relationships cannot be established overnight. By the same token, love cannot be eradicated overnight," Xiao Yao said slowly.
"Yes, but I thought that you would at least restrain yourself bit by bit, even if it was slow. As long as you did, I would patiently wait for the entertainment counterattack. But you didn't. You really should have seen yourself chasing her out.
The way you looked, so impatient, and when you protected her and left... As cruel as you are to the person who hurt her, you are also gentle to her. I can't see you restraining yourself at all, or planning to restrain yourself. Xiao
Yao, you shouldn’t be like this.”
Xiao Yunluo was very calm, so she quietly looked into Xiao Yao's eyes and pointed out his inappropriateness and her displeasure.
Xiao Yao looked at her and remained silent for a long time. Finally he nodded, "Okay, I will remember it. I have to go back to the city gate to take a look. Do you want to go back to the house first?"
Xiao Yunluo's eyes were expressionless and he said a faint "Hmm".
Xiao Yao left without any hesitation. Xiao Yunluo looked at his back without any hesitation, his eyes filled with silence.
Xiao Yao, I regret it. I really shouldn't have left here for three years.
Is it just a few steps too late in life that the situation is really irreversible?
.................................................................
.................................................................
.
"I went to chase my mother and met him on the way back."
Huai Mo walked in front and deliberately distanced himself from Shen Zui. The aura around him was too cold, and Shen Zui's heart sank inch by inch. Feeling uneasy, she finally couldn't bear it anymore and opened her mouth to explain.
Huai Mo didn't respond. He didn't say a word from beginning to end. Even when he saw her and Xiao Yao together, he just looked at her indifferently without saying a word. She couldn't bear that look, and she
She walked back to him silently, held her hand, and left. She just said "hold", which was really the most tactful thing on her part.
She tried her best to ignore the pain in her hand, even though he grabbed her harder and harder. She even thought angrily, just let him hold her. When he realized that he had scratched her, he regretted it.
, then he would calm down and listen to her explanation.
Huai Mo held her hand and walked quickly. As soon as she entered the Prime Minister's Mansion, some servants came up to salute. Huai Mo looked at her coldly, and immediately he did not even dare to make a sound, for fear of adding fuel to the fire.
He shrank back a few steps to get out of the way.
Shenzui almost jogged to keep up, while continuing to explain, "The city gate was closed when I came back, so I got on his carriage."
"Then the assassin suddenly appeared, and I had to protect myself... Alas!"
"Bang!"
Before she could finish her words, Huai Mo had already pulled her back into the room, and kicked the door open as if to vent his anger. At that sound, Shen Zui almost wanted to cover his ears. Just a move of his hand caused
He restrained her harder.
He pulled her into the room forcefully, staggering unsteadily for two steps, and then was pressed heavily against the door.
In front of him, Huai Mo's eyes seemed to want to crush her, and he controlled her tightly between him and the door.
"Do you know why I'm there?" He seemed to have tried his best to control his voice, but his anger and hatred were too intense at the moment, so the restraint was not only in vain, but made him look even more sinister and evil.
Shen Zui looked at him.
"I was dealing with Wuyu's affairs when I suddenly heard a report from a servant saying that you had left in a hurry. I immediately guessed that your mother had woken up early and caused trouble, so I immediately went out of the city to look for you, for fear that you would
There is something wrong. But when I arrived, you had just boarded Xiao Yao's carriage."
Shen Zui couldn't help but want to inhale, but the air between his nose was thin.
"Then why didn't you call me?" Shen Zui looked at him heartbrokenly, with disappointment in his eyes, "If you were here, I wouldn't be afraid of someone chasing me behind. With you here, I wouldn't be forced to do anything.
I still have the opportunity to get closer to Xiao Yao."
"Why didn't I call you?" Huai Mo smiled sarcastically, "Because... I want to pretend that I haven't seen the full text of Dragon War Qiankun. As long as you think I don't know, you will soon forget to see him again.
However, if I show up, it will help him deepen his memory in your heart. I followed you all the way back, and I have been waiting since I entered the city, hoping that the next moment you would come down from above and go home obediently.
"But what I'm waiting for is for you to come down together, you hold him tightly and bury your head in his arms." Shen Zui opened his eyes slightly, "You know..."
"You really should have seen what you looked like back then." Huai Mo interrupted Shenzui's explanation sarcastically, "You trusted him wholeheartedly. Anyone who sees what you looked like at that time will be sure in their hearts that you trust him.
Trust me enough to give yourself to him."
"You're talking nonsense!"
Shenzui finally couldn't bear it anymore and shouted angrily, "Huaimo, do you want to be fair? Give yourself all to him? Why don't you speak more sensationally? There are so many touching words. Since you have identified what he and I have,
Why don't you find something more cruel to say? Can't you think of it? Do you want me to help you think about it? Why don't you say that I want to live and die with him? Or you can be more cruel to me and simply
I think I made a date with him early in the morning! Chasing after my mother is all an excuse, an excuse, an excuse! My mother is just a prop for me to meet him!"
The more Huai Mo listened, the more the veins on his forehead beat more violently. The eyes that stared at her were like those of a trapped animal. He was like the king of ten thousand forests, but he was once imprisoned in a cage. Not only that, but also the eyes that imprisoned him.
One man kept cutting his flesh with a sword.
He squeezed her wrist tightly and pressed her against the door. He almost wanted to crush her like this.
However, seeing her angry eyes welling up with sparkling crystals, his heart throbbed uncontrollably, and the pain was so painful that he was helpless and helpless.
He stared closely at her tears. Her face was pale and her tears were falling.
After all, I couldn't control the grievances in my heart, and shed tears in front of him, showing weakness. Once the emotions were revealed, the grievances that followed came in a surge and collapsed like a wave.
Shen Zui cried softly, "You clearly know why I want to leave the city. That is my mother, the mother I have been dependent on for eighteen years. She is going to die. Can I pretend that I haven't seen you? You and I have been together for a day.
She was so angry that she refused to say a word to me. I don’t know where you are, and I don’t know when you will come back. I can only chase her by myself. I know that I will be in danger as soon as I go out, but if it is dangerous, I will
Do you care about my mother? As for her decision to follow Wu Yu without hesitation, that was her decision, and at least that was what I was willing to fulfill, rather than letting her leave in an unknown way. After that, I was hunted down, so of course I
I hope it was you I met then, but weren’t you unwilling to show up? Xiao Yao could save me, so why should I risk dying with my child and refuse his help? My child and I both have only one life, and I also
Afraid of death! You have no confidence in me, so do you really want me to risk my own life and the life of my child to deepen your trust?"
At the end of the story, every word was almost inaudible, and it was all suppressed by crying. She had to cry even louder, "Huaimo, you are so selfish. It's you who didn't trust me from the beginning to the end.
In the end, he blamed me entirely. Huaimo, I hate you, I hate you!"
At some point, Huaimo's grip on her wrist loosened, and his hand stiffly clenched into a fist. Shen Zui didn't notice it, but subconsciously raised his hand to wipe her tears vigorously.
"If you want to be angry with me, get angry with me. If you want to wrong me, then accuse me wrongly. If you want to ignore me, just ignore me... If I had known that loving you would be so painful, I...well!"
Before he could finish speaking the angry words he was in so much pain and drunkenness, his lips were tightly blocked by him.
Huai Mo seemed to know what she was going to say. That was what he was most afraid of hearing. He was even more afraid than seeing her and Xiao Yao so intimately together today. He almost panicked and lowered his head to kiss her and suck her hard.
Her lips fell, and she lost her voice in an instant. She couldn't say one more word that he didn't want to hear.
To be continued...