163 Love me, okay? (There is love)(1/2)
"Shenzui, tell me. If there is a man, you once loved him so deeply that no matter what hardships you two went through, you would be with him life and death. However, he ultimately made you die of despair. If you
Fortunately, you will have the opportunity to regain your life. Would you like to think of him again? "
Huai Mo stared at her closely and heard his own heart beating like a drum.
Shen Zui, do you know what it means to give up?
You are about to regain your memory, and tonight is the last step. However, as long as you tell me now that you are unwilling, then I will give up. No matter how heavy the consequences of giving up are, this time, even if I let myself be wiped out, I will not
I will force you again.
You must congratulate me because I have begun to understand fulfillment. For your wishes, no matter what the price, I will fulfill them for you.[
However, Shenzui obviously didn't know what was going on in his heart at this moment.
She blinked, her eyes were misty, and she asked with a smile: "What does life and death mean?"
At that moment, he felt mixed emotions.
The past three years have never been forgotten, only become clearer.
From the first time he saw her, he wanted to tell her everything. However, he had no strength to talk about their past.
He doesn't deserve to mention it.
Their past, two lives, both ended with him killing her.
Even if his heart is as strong as his, no matter how hard he tries, Yan Ti can still do it.
"Huh? What does life and death mean?" Shen Zui asked with a smile.
Huai Mo stared at her quietly, paused, and said softly: "She once told me that she loved her so much that she couldn't love anymore, and she did it. She never gave up on me, no matter how cruel I was to her, she still loved her.
I loved her until she could do nothing more."
"How can I help it?"
"Loss of life."
Shen Zui opened her eyes wide and took a breath. It was obvious that she was frightened. But when she was drunk, her cheeks were red and her eyes were watery. Her frightened look seemed like she was pretending to cooperate.
So cute.
A smile appeared on the corners of Huaimo's lips, and he couldn't help but reach out to touch her face.
Shen Zui did not refuse.
I was still a little tired after thinking about it, so I tilted my head and leaned on his palm, closing my eyes as if I was intoxicated.
"Zui Zui hasn't answered my question yet." Huai Mo's gentle and slow voice didn't sound like a reminder, but like a hypnosis.
Shen Zui squinted his eyes and rubbed it into Huai Mo's palm again.
The soft feeling in the palm of his hand was like the sharpest sword wrapped in honey. One sword could kill him, but he was obsessed with the sweetness on the tip of the sword. So, he still could not avoid it.[
At this moment, he suddenly understood the reason why he had been waiting for three years but still refused to give up.
It turned out that just for the little bit of sweetness that made him obsessed, even if the price was to be pierced by thousands of arrows, he would be happy with it.
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"Oh," Shen Zui struggled to recall the conversation just now, and finally remembered, "Do you think she wants to recover her memory?"
"Um."
"Then do you want her to regain her memory?" Don't skip the words.
"I... naturally think so," Huai Mo smiled bitterly, "but I'm even more afraid."
"Well, you're scared?"
"Well, I'm afraid. I only have a very small step to make her think of me, but I'm afraid, I don't dare to do it." Admitting his inner demons, Huai Mo's voice choked up. Shen Zui squinted his eyes,
Half asleep and half awake, I couldn't see that his eyes were red at the moment.
"What are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid that she will not forgive me after all. If she still can't forgive me, then our past has hurt her too deeply. If the outcome is destined to be that she and I can't be together, then I will remind her of a period
The painful past only harmed her, causing her to have no peace for the rest of her life and could only live in pain and suffering."
"Pain and suffering, do you know what that is?" Don't skip the words.
"Well, I know, I know it all too well. Just because I know, I can't bear to let her suffer that kind of torture." Looking at her face that was about to fall asleep, Huai Mo slowly smiled in his eyes. In fact, he already had
Decide.
"Then what do you want to do?"
The feeling in the palm of his hand was getting heavier and heavier. Shen Zui had obviously put all the weight of his head on Huai Mo's hand. He thought that Shen Zui's insistence on talking to him at this moment was definitely caused by the conversation with him in the previous six nights.
Conditioned reflex, otherwise, she must have fallen asleep long ago.
"I think... if it ends like that, then it's enough for me to bear all the pain, torture and tragedy by myself. I think... let her go from now on."
"Let her go...what about you?"
"Me?" Just go to hell, "and let myself go."
Going to hell might be another way to forget her and let go of herself, he thought.
"Tell me, if you were her, would you be willing to remember her?" Don't skip the words.
Shen Zui didn't make a sound for a long time this time. It was so long that Huai Mo thought she had fallen asleep. He gently rubbed her soft and delicate skin with his fingertips, gently and slowly, not fast or slow. He actually didn't want to wake her up.
She could sleep like this all the time, and she was lucky to be able to get along like this on the last night.
Shenzui suddenly whimpered, "Since she has spent her life to prove that she cannot love, then she really can't love anymore. Just let her go." [
Huai Mo's hands became cold for a moment, and there was no movement in his eyes.
Will that section of bone and that section of tendon have to be completely removed?
There was a violent surge of movement in the body, and a stream of blood slowly flowed out from the corner of Huaimo's lips.
At the same time, City B.
Xiao Yao didn't get through Shen Zui's phone for six days and asked Shen's mother, but Shen's mother was reassured and only said that Shen Zui went to the city on a business trip with the principal and reported that he was safe and would naturally come back in a week.
The impatience in Xiao Yao's heart could not be calmed down.
I was on a business trip, why couldn't I get through on my phone? Six days was a long time, but there was no news from her at all.
I sent someone to check on the newly appointed principal of B University, and the result I got was like a bolt from the blue.
Huai Mo!
It turned out to be Huaimo, Huaimo is here! He took Shenzui away!
Xiao Yao could no longer sit still, and everything inside was burned.
Shen Zui said he went to the market, but most of them were not markets at all, but the world was so big, how could he find it?
Shen Zui has been with Huai Mo for such a long time, what will Huai Mo do to Shen Zui? Now he has taken her away.
Xiao Yao couldn't imagine that he was so confused that his hands and feet were cold. He couldn't wait, he must find intoxication in the shortest possible time.
He remembered Yi Xin
On the last night, Huai Mo did not take Shen Zui back to bed.
When the sun shines through the room, Huaimo sits quietly on the sofa, lying intoxicated on his lap. He lowers his head and stares at the woman in his arms, with such depth and attachment, as if he wants to take her away.
From now on, I will remember her face once and for all my life.
How long had it been since they had been this... even remotely close?
He was so drunk that he still didn't wake up. Huai Mo's figure remained motionless, like a sculpture.
The sun's rays near the sea are always bright. The sun slowly rises from the east to the middle of the day, and then gradually sets from the middle of the day to the west. It lasts a whole day.
Lying on Huai Mo's lap drunkenly and calmly, there was not even the slightest movement.
There was something wrong, but Huai Mo noticed it, or maybe he knew the reason.
When the door of the villa was suddenly kicked open from the outside, Huai Mo finally slowly raised his head.
Outside the door, Xiao Yao rushed in fiercely, with a furious look on his face, and that anger seemed familiar to Huai Mo.
In fact, there is not so much anger. Under the anger, there is more fear and panic. But I dare not reveal it, so the fear and panic will turn into double or even many times the anger.
"Give her back to me!"
Xiao Yao rushed towards Huai Mo.
Huai Mo didn't move at all, he just lowered his head and just had time to take one last look at the woman in his arms.
Shen Zui was snatched away by Xiao Yao.
Seeing Xiao Yao carefully protecting her in his arms, as soon as she came into his arms, all the emotions in his eyes, whether they were anger or fear, were annihilated in an instant, and then they all turned into tenderness and disappeared.
Huai Mo smiled.
In fact, if fate could be a little kinder to him and allow there to be a little less obstacle between him and Shenzui, as long as that little bit was needed, he would definitely do better than Xiao Yao.
To be continued...