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198 This time I choose you

In panic, she asked casually, "Why do you want to die with me?"

"Because our destiny is wrong in this life, I want to be reborn with you and change our destiny again."

Shen Zui was stunned, unable to understand what he was saying for a moment, but seeing that although he was weak, he looked more serious than he was talking nonsense. She didn't dare to provoke him, so she could only persuade him patiently, "It's not about fate.

You and I have the final say, maybe this is our fate?"

"No, our destiny shouldn't be like this!" His eyes suddenly became sharp, and he stared at her tightly, "We should love each other and be together well, instead of like now, when I hurt you so deeply, you will never hurt me again.

You want to be with me. If you don’t want to be with me, then my life as a human being will have no meaning at all.”

Being a human in this life... has no meaning at all. Her heart skipped a beat. She looked at him and saw that his eyes were so excited that he looked like a child who didn't know how to hide it. Did he... know what he was talking about? [

Those words were different from the most coaxing words of love. Especially, his expression seemed as if she was not aware of it. Such words of love in her consciousness were shockingly lethal. Her heart was sore and hot, beating so hard that she could hardly control it.

He stared at her and explained softly, "I want us to go back to the beginning. I thought about it when I came here, either you forgive me and we start over and try to reverse the fate of this life; or we die together,

Let’s start over again. I don’t believe that our fate will be wrong in the next life. We must always be together."

Her eyes became wet and hot, and his face was blurred before her eyes.

We always have to be together?

He was so serious and his eyes were so pious, she almost believed him. But she knew that he was just drunk. She had never been the protagonist in his life.

She blinked her eyes hard, blinking away the heat and moisture in her eyes, forcing herself to wake up. She asked him, "If I don't forgive you, do you really want to die with me?"

He stared at her with eyes as dark as night, without saying a word. He just handed the pill in his hand to her mouth, "Take it, and we will die together."

She was frightened by his actions. After all, she couldn't resist at all at the moment. If he got excited and forcefully fed her... she hurriedly gritted her teeth.

When he saw her resisting, his eyes instantly softened, and he stared at her tenderly and dotingly, "Don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt. You know, my medicine won't make you suffer."

As he spoke, he brought the pill in his hand closer to her lips, and she looked at him in horror.

Seeing that she still resisted, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled, suddenly realized, and said dotingly, "It's not bitter either."

He was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, so he hurriedly said, "If you don't believe it, I'll eat it first and then feed it to you."

As he spoke, he immediately retracted his hand and was about to put it in his mouth. The pressure in front of her stopped, and she dared to stop her, "Wait a minute!"

He stopped and looked at her.

"I have one more question."

"you say."

"If you die, what will you do with your big things? What will you do with all the suffering and efforts you have made in the past ten years? Is this all in vain?"

His brows slowly knitted together.

Seeing this, Shen Zui felt relieved.[

But he suddenly looked at her seriously again, and it was his seriousness tonight that made her hair stand on end. When she saw his eyes, she felt bad. Sure enough, she just heard him say, "Luoxi, I know you hate me."

, I hate that I didn’t choose you before, so I choose you this time. I don’t want anything except you.”

I don't want anything but you...

When he said such words to her, it was at such a time that her heart felt hot and cold, and the sky was filled with ice and fire. If he had said such words to her when he was awake, how overjoyed would she have been? But

It happened to be this time... For a moment, she believed what Huaimo said - their fate was really wrong!

If it weren't for their chaotic fate, what else could explain their absurd and unruly lives?

The sadness in her heart suddenly surged up. At the moment when she was struck by the sadness and lost her consciousness, she thought to forget it... Since she made a mistake in this life, she can change it in the next life.

But she couldn't. She looked at him, tears finally flowed out, and his face became clear in front of her. She choked and told him, "Huaimo, you are drunk. If you act like this, even if we are under the Nine Springs, you will wake up."

You will regret it too, and you will hate me."

"No, no..." He shook his head violently and touched her face with his palms. He was obviously excited, but he was cautious, "I will not regret dying with you. I have never regretted it in so many years. There is only one thing.

That's the only thing that makes me regret it, and makes me regret it forever..."

"What's the matter?" She looked at him carefully.

His brows suddenly tightened, and for a long time, he looked at her with frustration, "I forgot, I don't remember."

Shen Zui couldn't laugh or cry.

Seeing the sorrow in his eyes, she thought it was so devastating, but in the end, he even forgot about it.

Seeing that she was disappointed, and as if he was afraid of making her unhappy, he hurriedly said to her, "Don't be angry, don't worry, as long as we die together, I will remember. Once I remember, we can escape from this."

The chaotic fate of tormenting each other, we start again... Luoxi, we

It was good, I love you, you love me, we could have stayed together for eternity, but I did something wrong, so we ended up like this. Luoxi, I regret it, I really regret it

Now, give me a chance and let’s start over, okay?”

His voice began to please, but then became almost pleading. His eyes stared straight at her, cautiously and fearfully, as if he was afraid that she would reject him.

She looked at him and couldn't figure out what she was feeling in her heart for a moment.

The way he looked at her looked like a completely different person... It reminded her of that night three years ago. He was the same way that night, he was careful to please her in every way, for fear of making her unhappy.

Thinking of this, her heart froze.

She asked carefully, "Do you know who you are?"

He smiled lowly, "Luoxi, are you testing me? If you answer correctly, what reward will you give me?"

"You say it first."

"I am Huai Mo."

Shen Zui frowned, "Who is Huai Mo?"

"It's your husband."[

"..." Shenzui's lips twitched, "What else?"

"Prime Minister."

"...Okay." Shen Zui made sure that he still remembered who he was, and then asked, "Then who am I?"

"You are my wife."

"...What else?"

"Luoxi."

"Besides Luoxi, what else is my name?" Shen Zui's heart almost jumped when he asked this, and sure enough, he saw Huai Mo's brows twisting slightly.

Sure enough, he...didn't remember it again?

Huai Mo's brows furrowed more and more tightly. He looked at Shen Zui as if there was a layer of fog in front of his eyes. He blinked hard and couldn't see clearly.

Shen Zui's heart felt cold, and a tear fell down, "It turns out that you don't know who I am... your words were not meant for me in the first place."

Huaimo panicked and reached out to hug her. She was touched by him and her whole body became stiff. He hugged her hard and whispered in her ear, "I know, I know... Luoxi, I know you."

Who are you, you are Luoxi..."

"Who is Luoxi?" she almost shouted.

He suddenly fell silent.

She was filled with grief and yelled fiercely, "Who is Luoxi? Huaimo, you don't even know who I am, so you want to die with me? Even if you don't feel sorry for yourself, how can you be worthy of me? You

Who do you think of me as a substitute, so that I have the unlucky chance of being with you instead of her?

Go to death? I don’t want to die with you, I don’t want to be with you, you don’t even know who I am, why do you say you love me, and why do you have me in this life and the next? Huaimo, you don’t deserve it, you don’t deserve it!

Let me go, I don’t want to be with you, you don’t even know who I am..."

She screamed and cried bitterly.

He didn't know who she was? When he was drunk, the rare tenderness was not for her at all, and she was shamefully trembling for his tenderness...

Listening to her cries, Huai Mo felt his heart aching as if he was being strangled inch by inch. He endured the pain and held her tightly in his arms. Every time she said another word about not being with him, his heart hurt.

The more his heart ached, the tighter he held her. He gritted his teeth tightly and said nothing. He didn't want to say sorry to her. He knew who she was and always knew that he shouldn't say sorry.

"You don't even know who I am..." She still complained in his ear, "I don't want to be with you, I don't want to be with you..."

"No!" He suddenly shouted, feeling a splitting headache. He opened her door and looked at her face carefully with red eyes, almost fiercely. After looking at her for a long time, his eyes suddenly became clear again. He gritted his teeth and faced her face.

She said, "You are Shenzui, Luoxi is Shenzui, Shenzui is Luoxi, Shenzui is Luoxi! The person I love is Shenzui, and the person I love has always been Shenzui!"

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