Shenzui didn't answer, only smiled and asked, "What do you think? Can't you see how much I cherish you?"

Huai Mo's heart skipped a beat, as if he was thrown heavily into the sky, but he didn't catch it when he fell again, so he fell to the ground in an awkward manner. The pain was unspeakable.

At that moment of overwhelming self-torture, Huaimo finally said, "Chen Yu..."

"Do you know where I met?"

He was interrupted by her directly before he finished speaking. When she interrupted him, she didn't hesitate at all and looked at him with penetrating eyes.[

Huai Mo suddenly felt frustrated, and at the same time he felt fiercely irritated. He frowned. He originally wanted to explain to her, but she clearly didn't want to hear it. He laughed at himself in his heart, so he just didn't listen.

He sneered.

She smiled faintly and said, "You said it, this matter ends here, just leave her. If she leaves, I will never mention this matter again, and you should not mention her again, okay?"

"good!"

He should have been happy about her indifference and her refusal to accept her move. After all, this was the result he wanted. He didn't want her to dwell on the life-saving grace again and again. However, when she really calmly told him that she would never do it again.

At that moment, his heart was inexplicably filled with unspeakable anger.

After telling her through gritted teeth, he turned and left.

Shen Zui stood there quietly, looking at his furious back, slowly closing his eyes, and a tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Don’t blame him, it’s hard to make him believe it. Didn’t you know it from the beginning? So you never dared to tell him. His reaction was just expected and reasonable.

I was immersed in my heart and said it to myself again and again, suppressing the bitterness in my heart with all my strength.

She stood there for a long time, and the door was suddenly opened cautiously. Hongjiu tilted his head from the outside and came in to see, "Where is Huaimo?"

Seeing Hong Jiu's thief-like expression, Shen Zui forced a smile and said, "He's gone."

Hongjiu nodded and walked in swaggeringly.

"What's up?"

"Are you hungry?" Hong Jiu blinked her big eyes and asked her innocently.

Shen Zui's nose suddenly became sore. She looked at Hong Jiu and nodded aggrievedly.

Hongjiu chuckled and took her hand, "I knew it, I'm hungry too."

Indulge in a feeling of warmth in my heart.

"Then go and help me make food. I miss your tasteless cooking skills."

Intoxicated, "..." [

Should I do it? It’s useless?

Shen Zui glanced at her and walked away proudly.

/

Hong Jiu quickly smiled and pulled her, "Okay, I've sent someone to bring it over. I can't finish it by myself if you leave."

Shenzui snorted softly before giving up.

The servants soon brought food. It was already dark by then, and Hongjiu was really hungry. He ate like a wolf. He was so drunk and influenced by her that the entanglements in his heart were much less. He followed her like a storm.

Finished eating.

Finally, Hongjiu stroked her round belly and sighed, "I haven't eaten like this for a long time."

"Didn't the Prime Minister's Mansion let you have enough to eat?" Shen Zui smiled.

"Yes, but I don't have a sense of belonging."

A sense of belonging... Shen Zui couldn't laugh or cry, "You are so demanding. Your life is not here, yet you still demand a sense of belonging."

"Then do you have a sense of belonging?" Hong Jiu suddenly asked.

Shen Zui was stunned and could not answer for a long time.

"Where's the sense of security?" Hongjiu asked again.

He was so drunk that he didn't make a sound.

Hongjiu finally burst out laughing, "Your life is not here either."

When Shen Zui heard this, his body trembled suddenly, as if he was hit by something. He raised his eyes and looked at Hong Jiu.

Hong Jiu spread her hands, "You said it yourself, life is not here, so you don't have a sense of belonging."

Shen Zui shook his head, "No, my life is here, my husband and children are here." He slowly stroked his bulging belly with his hand.

Hongjiu didn't argue with her, "Then you can continue to think so."

Hong Jiu stood up, walked to Shen Zui, squatted down slowly, and carefully touched Shen Zui's belly with her hands. She smiled and stared at Shen Zui's belly, "Baby, you have to thank me. If you don't have anything tonight,

I, you will be hungry."

Shen Zui felt a chill in her heart when she was told that it hurt her. She looked at Hong Jiu and saw that Hong Jiu was also looking at her, smiling with schadenfreude.

Yes, Huai Mo ignored her, and she probably wasn't in the mood to eat. If Hong Jiu hadn't turned back, the child would have starved with her.

"Chenzui, do you still remember Xiaoyun in the West Tower?" Hong Jiu asked with a sudden look on his face.[

Shen Zui nodded.

"Then do you still remember how she learned to play chess?"

"Well, she has written down all the chess games she has ever encountered. There is a stack of paper in her room that is as high as a person, and it is full of various chess games. She has to open it every day and review it. Every time she plays chess, she

Step by step, she followed the steps above. Her good memory allowed her to deal with ordinary people, and she was lucky enough to have never met a real master, so she always thought it was just playing chess. She even wanted to just play chess.

The book will carry forward her path to success."

"Do you remember what you said before?"

"Well, she entered a bad cycle through the wrong path, and that cycle gave her the illusion of success. Your Majesty, I want to get married. But the cycle is a cycle after all, and it won't last long. One day she will get out of it.

Whether it’s a breakthrough or being knocked back to its original shape.”

Hong Jiu nodded and held Shenzui's hand, "It's good that you know. A strange circle is a strange circle after all, and it won't last long, whether it's a breakthrough or being beaten back to its original shape."

Shen Zui frowned, and she understood what Hong Jiu meant. Hong Jiu meant that her single-minded dedication to Huai Mo now was just like Xiao Yun's back then. She had fallen into a bad trap through the wrong path and would not last long after all.

She didn't like hearing this and said in a deep voice, "You don't like him that much?"

"Do you like him?"

"certainly."

"Do you love him?"

"certainly."

"Does he love you?"

"certainly."

"Does he only love you?"

Drunk and fell into silence.

"Shen Zui, it's not that I don't like him, I just think he doesn't deserve you. All half-hearted love is not worthy of single-minded love."

Shenzui didn't say anything anymore, he just stared at Hongjiu blankly, the light in his eyes was dim and struggling.

Outside the door, a tall and tall man clasped his hands tightly behind his back. His eyes seemed to have no focus, but his eyes were fixed on the woman with her head hanging down inside. Then, he turned around and left.

After he left, the four maids stood there in confusion. On the trays in their hands was dinner. When they were laid out, it became a feast.

The four of them looked at each other, looked at the silence in the room, then looked at the man's unrelenting back, and finally left silently.

When Shen Zui returned to his room, Huai Mo was still reading under the lamp.

Shen Zui walked over slowly and sat quietly opposite him. Huaimo never raised his head to look at her.

After pondering for a moment, he finally said, "Are you still angry?"

Huai Mo didn't answer her.

"I..." Shen Zui paused and forced a smile, "I didn't mean it, I just..."

She closed her eyes and said cruelly, "I'm just not willing to meet you later than her."

If she goes against her will, it turns out that saying it is not as difficult as she imagined. Yes, she wants to sue for peace and doesn't want him to ignore her.

Huai Mo suddenly raised his eyes to look at her, and saw her smiling softly, reaching out and holding his hand, "Stop being angry, just... pamper me for once?"

Huai Mo looked into her eyes quietly without saying a word. He didn't break away from her hand or hold it back. He just looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to see through her.

Shenzui kept smiling at him flatteringly.

For a long time, Huai Mo withdrew his hand without saying a word, stood up, and walked to the bed.

Shen Zui looked at his back quietly, feeling a throbbing pain in her heart.

After Hongjiu told her that she and Huaimo were just in a strange circle now, and the light she thought was just a flash in the pan, she became afraid. She didn't want this, she didn't want to be separated from him, she couldn't bear to leave Huaimo, and she hoped that Huaimo could

Do something to make her see clearly that Hongjiu was wrong about Kuang Xiao. So she would rather admit her mistake randomly than reconcile with him. But... he doesn't seem to appreciate it.
To be continued...