Chapter 117: Both
Chapter 117 Both of them need
Zeng Rou looked at him blankly, as if she had lost all her consciousness, and Yu Yan seemed to be able to hear the sound of her heart breaking.
Anger, sadness, despair, Zeng Rou's eyes contained too many things, and all Yu Yan could do was to hold her hand tightly.
Zeng Rou looked like a petrified statue, her eyes were empty, and she no longer knew where the eyes should fall. She closed her eyes weakly, her long eyelashes trembled, and two crystal tears fell from her eyes. She seemed to have no strength in her body. Her bright red lips had already bitten blood marks, and her shoulders were trembling weakly. She finally couldn't bear it and cried out and said, "Why————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
She broke away from Yu Yan's arm like crazy, and her delicate fists slammed heavily on his familiar and powerful chest again and again. The familiar warm feeling made her feel like a needle prick in her heart, and she felt that she had been hollowed out. Her hands were even more forceful, as if she wanted to smash the once warm chest into pieces.
Yu Yan let her hammer her, even if she killed herself, she would never move her fingers. Zeng Rou was already in a state of madness, pressed his chest with both hands, and threw herself on his arm and bit her deep bit.
Yu Yan seemed to have lost all his feelings, and he did not frown. Seeing Zeng Rou crying like a tearful person, he felt even more uncomfortable. He was sorry for her. If he could, I really hope that none of this happened.
This unrealistic thought was just a passing pass. Now that I have no meaning to say these things, Zeng Rou bit her and it hurts him.
I don’t know how long it took to make trouble, Zeng Rou’s hair was messy, her face was covered with tears, and her bright red lips were covered with blood. She had no strength in her body. She fell into his arms and her body twitched gently. Yu Yan patted her shoulder lightly, unable to say a word.
The familiar person in front of her turned out to be the one whose sister really loves. Zeng Rou was in a state of great confusion. When she learned the truth, she had the urge to snatch the door. But she didn't know why she didn't rush out. Maybe she could really end it with him after stepping out of this door, but is this what she needed? How could the entanglement of love these days be cut off?
Tonight I was going to be kind to him, but I didn't expect that this would be a bolt from the blue that greeted me. Zeng Rou was not prepared at all. After venting pain, she felt that her heart was empty, as if there was no shadow of anyone, but it seemed that there was a deeper shadow.
Zeng Rou felt a tingling pain in her heart, and tears fell down again. In her tears, she saw him hugging her tightly. The familiar embrace had a warm feeling of familiarity, but at this moment, why did this warmth become so far away? Zeng Rou really hoped that she hadn't come tonight, and she really hoped that she would forget everything that happened today, and that she would be better forgot who she was.
Seeing Yu Yan's painful expression, Zeng Rou's heart was dripping with blood. She finally gritted her teeth and struggled to sit up from his arms.
She had lost all her strength, and at this stop, she was dizzy. Yu Yan hurriedly held her body and said anxiously: "Rou Rou--"
Zeng Rou gently pushed him away, stood up slowly, and walked slowly towards the door. Yu Yan looked at her back and wanted to reach out to stop her, but she felt that there was a weight of a thousand pounds on her arm.
Zeng Rou walked to the door and shook her. Yu Yan hurriedly rushed over and supported her and said, "Rourou, where are you going?"
Zeng Rou turned around and looked at him blankly, murmured, "Where am I going? It must not be here anymore. This is my sister. I can't steal her things."
Yu Yan held her in his arms and said, "Rou Rou, this is yours. I said that as long as you are willing, I will never let you go in my life."
Zeng Rou smiled miserably and said, "For the rest of your life? It's your sister, not me." She leaned into his arms, and tears slowly filled his chest.
"Xiong Bing?" Zeng Rou smiled palely, "Do you like my sister?" Yu Yan nodded without hesitation, "Yes, I like Qianqian."
"What about me?" Zeng Rou smiled self-deprecatingly: "Am I a beautiful mistake you encountered? It's like a soap bubble, and it will be broken with a slight poke."
Yu Yan felt her body tremble slightly, and his heart tightly, holding her tightly in his arms and said, "Rou Rou, I admit that it was indeed an accident when we first got together. But accidents are not all. People are flesh and blood and emotional. After we have been together for so long, do you really think I am a stone?"
Zeng Rou thought of the little things she had with him, and her heart felt like a knife cut, her eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at him and said softly: "Then, Xiong Bing, tell me, have you ever liked me, even a little bit."
Yu Yan stroked her soft hair and said, "Rou, not a little bit, but a lot. Maybe it was because of responsibility before, but gradually I didn't know even myself. When did you start to enter my heart? We are a kind of blood-thicker than water. Don't you feel it?"
Zeng Rou cried again, and cried intermittently and said, "Ayan, yes, I will be content with your words in this life. I will never blame anything again. Really, I have no regrets."
Zeng Rou covered her face with her hands and cried as she felt sobbing. Her weak shoulders kept trembling. Yu Yan could only hug her tightly and let her vent her heart.
Zeng Rou hugged him and burst into tears: "Ayan, what should I do? What should I do? I can't do without you, what should I do? Why do you tell me this? Why? I would rather treat it as if I didn't hear anything, and I would rather you hide it for the rest of your life."
Yu Yan sighed and patted her shoulder and said, "Rou Rou, I have always wanted to tell you, but I am really worried about you. If it weren't for my mistake, you wouldn't be as uncomfortable as you are now. All the mistakes were caused by me alone and have nothing to do with you. You shouldn't bear this kind of pain."
Zeng Rou shook her head firmly in his arms and said, "Ayan, I didn't blame you. Thank you for your confession. This is not your fault alone. I will never regret what happened that night. Really, I am very happy. At least I am really satisfied with such a happy day."
Yu Yan pulled her shoulders and gently wiped away the tears from her face and said, "Rou Rou, I said, as long as you are willing, I will never leave you, I will always be with you."
Zeng Rou shook her head desperately and cried, "No, I can't be so selfish. You belong to your sister, not mine, me, I--" She couldn't continue and cried desperately. The suppressed crying made Yu Yan feel like a big stone that had been crushed by a thousand pounds in his heart.
Yu Yan grabbed her shoulder and stared at her eyes and said, "Rou Rou, look at me." Zeng Rou stared at him with red eyes. Yu Yan grabbed her shoulder and said, "I said, as long as you are willing, I will not leave you. Do you tell me now if you are willing?"
Zeng Rou shook her head desperately and screamed in tears: "I don't want to, I don't want to, I can't let my sister down. You and my sister have been together for so many years, and you are the most suitable ones, and I can't let her down."
No matter what she said, Yu Yan hugged her tightly in his arms and said, "No matter what you say, I will not let you go, and I will never let you go in my life."
Zeng Rou felt that he had pinched his shoulders so much that he felt contented. His domineeringness made her feel a little surrendered. She unconsciously leaned her head against his chest and sobbed gently: "But what if we are really together, what should I do? She likes you so much! You like her too!" Speaking of this, even though Zeng Qian was the real sister of her own twin mothers, she still couldn't help but feel a sour smell in her heart.
Yu Yan was silent for a long time, and suddenly looked at Zeng Rou and said seriously: "Rou Rou, maybe I am a fool, but I hope you and Qianqian will not be hurt. I will not give up either of you or Qianqian."
Zeng Rou was stunned for a moment and said, "You - what do you mean?" Yu Yan looked at her, mustered up all the courage and said, "I want both you and Qianqian."
Zeng Rou was stunned and suddenly screamed, "You are shameless!" She struggled from his arms, and Yu Yan hugged her tightly. Zeng Rou couldn't move, but her small fist kept falling on him. Zeng Rou was really angry and used all her strength in her hands. Yu Yan was hit hard a few times, but she didn't dare to let go. As soon as she let go, all her previous efforts would be wasted.
Zeng Rou's anger this time was different from what she had just happened. She was so sad that she was ashamed, but now she was simply angry and came back from her death state, and her attention was successfully diverted.
Yu Yan waited until she was tired of fighting, and then held her hand and said, "Rou Rou, whether you believe it or not, I have never thought like this before. Although everything is my fault, I have tried every means to remedy it. I cannot be without Qianqian, nor will I leave you. If you leave me and let Qianqian know about this, will she be happy in this life? If she leaves, can you be happy in this life? Since that's the case, why can't the three of us be together? I will definitely find a way. I will marry you openly. If China doesn't work, go abroad. If the earth doesn't work, go to Mars. Anyway, I have made up my mind and I want both."
Yu Yan finished speaking in one breath and let out a long sigh. Such shameless things can become so righteous when they say them out of their mouths. It seems that they are really trying to solve the happiness problem of the next life of their three.
Zeng Rou was frightened by his thoughts and could hardly believe her ears. Is this what modern people living in a legal society say? Yu Yan didn't care what she thought, and held her hand and said, "A lifetime is only a few decades. If you spend twenty years in sadness and despair, it's better to live your life as you please. You can laugh at my ridiculousness, but I just want to do this, no one can stop me."
Zeng Rou shook her head and said, "This is what you call the solution? It's really ridiculous. This is the modern society of the 20th century. Do you think there will be two more women willing to share a husband?"
Yu Yan sighed and said, "Now this society is bizarre and everything, and I don't need to list many things. I really like you and Qianqian. I can't lose any of you. If you choose three people, it's painful, why don't you think of a new way to make everyone happy? We are open and honest, and don't have to sneak in. I must marry you and Qianqian. I decided to do it like this. Let me tell you and my sister-in-law, even if my senior brother thrust me with a machine gun, I will never regret it." Yu Yan felt more and more admiring himself. It was obviously his shameless thought, but he was said so well-sounding. It was really a clever tongue.
Zeng Rou didn't expect that his words were so righteous and strict, unlike his usual gentle and gentle appearance. Although this idea is a bit "beast", just as he said, the three of them will never have to separate for the rest of their lives. If there is really a way to marry him openly with his sister, then perhaps no one will have to suffer.
Zeng Rou was shocked as she thought about it. Is this still a modern woman with higher education? Why is she so much influenced by him? Besides, even if she agrees, can her sister agree? What's wrong with me? Is this so much influenced by this Xiong Bing? Is it really a close-to-the-blue person who is close to the red and close to the black? Zeng Rou thought about his strength in some aspects, and she really couldn't bear it alone. Although she had thought of turning a blind eye to him and Yu Zitong, it's really hard to accept that Yu Zitong has changed to his own sister.
Zeng Rou thought about these messy things, her face turned red, and she was also surprised. When she first heard about him and her sister, she was heartbroken. Why did she feel much more comfortable at this time? Did she really believe in his solution?
Zeng Rou's face turned red and white, and she glared at him fiercely and said, "Don't dream, no matter how much my sister likes you, she will never allow another person to exist."
Yu Yan looked at her and said, "What about you?"
Zeng Rou's face turned red and she hurriedly said, "Don't even think about it, hum, I've never seen someone as shameless as you."
Seeing that it had successfully attracted her attention, Yu Yan felt relieved. If this matter was successful so easily, then there would be a lot of men with three wives and four concubines in this world, and Yu Yan naturally did not have the fantasy of being able to succeed easily.
Zeng Rou's attention has been successfully diverted. Although she still feels sad when she thinks of Zeng Qian's Yu Yan, Yu Yan's idea of "being worse than beasts" will always suddenly pop up in her heart, causing her to feel upset and have a faint expectation. Perhaps, her hope is really not completely shattered.
The scene now is obviously no longer suitable for staying. Zeng Rou felt chaotic. This warm hut was arranged by herself, and every corner was filled with her happy smile. Could it be that she really wanted to give up like this?
Yu Yan looked at her nostalgic eyes, a gentle smell flashed in her eyes, and she grabbed her hand and said, "Rou Rou, don't leave, okay?" Zeng Rou shook his hand away and glared at him. Why is this guy getting thicker and thicker?
Yu Yan didn't expect this little pepper to stay tonight, just a test. Seeing Zeng Rou's reaction was so great, she was a little surprised, and hope was still there. At least she didn't cut the mess with a quick knife, and it was obvious that she didn't block the road. Yu Yan also wiped her cold sweat. Why is this man and woman more tired than going to the battlefield?
Yu Yan sighed and said, "Rourou, if you really want to leave, I won't keep you. I will go directly to Hong Kong Island in two days. Don't miss me too much."
Zeng Rou was so amused that she was so angry that she was getting more and more frustrated. Yu Yan looked at her and said softly: "It's dark, don't wander around, just go back to the dormitory, be careful on the way."
Zeng Rou didn't expect that before he asked to leave, he drove the person directly. He felt angry. Thinking about the grievances he suffered, tears rolled in his eyes, and he pushed the door and ran out.
On September night, it was hard to say that it was hot. Walking under the quiet and dark tree-lined avenue, the dim street lights flashed with faint lights. Zeng Rou remembered the clever tricks he had when he drove him away, and felt infinite grievances in her heart. She simply stopped and stopped leaving. She sat on the side of the road, hugged her legs and started crying gently.
The evening breeze blew, with a faint chill, Zeng Rou cried sadly, and unconsciously hugged her hands tightly in front of her chest. Compared with her grievances, what does this early autumn chill count?
A thin coat was gently put on her body, and a gentle voice rang in her ear: "Where is this Little Red Riding Hood from? Are you not afraid of being taken away by the big bad wolf?"
As soon as the familiar voice fell into Zeng Rou's ears, a hot stream rolled down her eyes, and her nose was already blocked by crying. Zeng Rou choked and said, "Don't worry, go quickly, go quickly, I don't want to see you."
Yu Yan said softly: "It's so late, I don't worry about you, so I'd better send you back." After saying that, he held Zeng Rou in his arms and moved forward slowly.
Zeng Rou knew that the effect was not great, but she still struggled in his arms with a "reserved attitude", as if she wanted to prove that she was leaning against him in her arms. The warm feeling made her fascinated and awakened her. It was not the past now. How could she be worthy of her sister like him?
One voice told himself to leave his arms, the other voice told him that he needed his warmth. The two factions could not stand stalemate until the downstairs of the dormitory had not decided a final opinion, and Zeng Rou also "reluctantly" surrendered in his arms.
Yu Yan watched Zeng Rou slowly walk upstairs, tilted his lips, but didn't laugh out loud. If he lost Rou Rou, he and No. 9 would probably not be at ease in their entire lives.
Yu Yan leaned against the big tree in front of the building and took out a cigarette. The long-lost feeling of smoke slowly calmed down his heart. He leaned on the tree and kept motionless, allowing the sky to slowly reveal a glimmer of dawn...
Chapter completed!