Where to Go

Guan Yani seemed to have not heard his scream, and there was no expression on her pale face. She slowly walked to Yu Yan and sneered coldly: "Okay, very good, I finally saw your true face."

Yu Yan said strangely: "Yani, what are you talking about, what are your true faces?"

A miserable smile appeared on Guan Yani's face and said in a deep voice: "Don't you understand your own face? You rely on your ability, and don't know how many girls you have deceived and how many girls you have played with? These people are so stupid. They were deceived by you, but they are willing to give you. I just don't want to give up, so today I hope to see what kind of person you know is. Unfortunately, I have seen some things that I will never want to see. I hate the people who play with feelings the most in my life. Do you know what the people you play with? They will be ruined by you throughout their lives. Do you still have a little compassion?"

Under the cold moonlight, tears fell on Guan Yani's pale cheeks, as if she was sighing about the infatuation of the girls, but she was also sighing about her own life experience.

Yu Yan frowned. He knew that Guan Yani had taken all the things that happened tonight. She always thought that Yu Yan was with Zeng Rou, so she would definitely not accept it when she saw him and Wanruo's intimacy tonight. Thinking about her own personal experience, she must be deeply moved and treated Yu Yan as a big liar who plays with feelings.

Guan Yani was hit by her mother's abandonment by her father since she was a child. She had a cold personality and had a natural prejudice towards men. She finally met a boy she loved, but came late when she needed him the most. All of this made her personality more extreme, so she became a saint. Looking at Yu Yan's rushing towards her, she jumped into the holy pool with a smile. She wanted him to regret it for the rest of her life. At that moment, she actually felt the pleasure of revenge on her. However, what she saw today completely overturned the conclusion in her heart. He was so intimate to every girl, and seemed to be completely unaffected by her. If he really had himself in his heart, he should have come to find herself. She had a extreme personality and thought she was good to him, he must have treated herself well. Under this preconceived concept, she naturally became even more angry at what Yu Yan did.

Due to family reasons, Guan Yani is cold and arrogant but introverted. She almost never confessed her feelings when dating Yu Yan, but she thought she would definitely feel her sincerity. She didn't know that the person she met was in a lot of trouble and stayed away from the girl, which led to the ending of today.

Yu Yan could probably guess what she was thinking. He sighed at her previous dullness, and at the same time he was sure that no one dared to tell Guan Yani that she was the Holy Lord of the Demon Sect, for fear of irritating her, so she still didn't know Yu Yan's true identity. Guan Minqing and others were certainly for her good and afraid of irritating her, but the more this matter was delayed, the more the stimulation she might be for her, the more it would be for her.

Yu Yan also knew this very well, but he didn't know how to explain it to her, and it was not appropriate to explain it to her. Guan Yani saw that she was with different girls, and she was indeed true. However, she only saw the surface, but she didn't know the inside story in the middle, nor did she know the many twists and turns that happened in the middle. Even if she knew all the inside stories, based on her personality and performance at this time, it would be difficult for her to accept being with so many girls. It's ridiculous that she had also had a shameless dream of two generations of saints around her. Now it seems that she is not only shameless, but also ignorant.

Thinking about the fragile Du Wanruo, she could die in front of her eyes at any time. The infatuated No. 9 sent her away with a sweet smile, the cute Zeng Rou, the tears-filled eyes, and Guan Yani in front of her, the cold and painful face. Yu Yan suddenly had a not-so-real feeling. Life and death, joy and suffering, as if it was just one step away. In the face of the almost cruel reality, with these beautiful things now, I don’t cherish them, and I still want to hope for more?

Thinking of this, Yu Yan was completely open to some things. If they were happy and they were happy, then it would be a happy thing for everyone to get along. But if she doesn't like this kind of life, even if she forced her over, what's the point? Whether it's coming or going, as long as she fights for herself and has a clear conscience, it will be exhausted if she is too forced.

Looking at Yanni, who was crying but with a firm expression, her eyes seemed full of hatred. Yu Yan sighed softly and said slowly: "Yanni, I'm very happy to see you appear in front of me. No matter how you look at me, I have no objection, because what you see in your eyes must be the facts you have already determined."

Guan Yani looked at him, a trace of pain flashed across her face and said, "Is that so? You finally admit that what I saw is the fact? Hehe, is this the fact I saw?" Her laughter was filled with sobs, and there was an indelible heartbreaking feeling on this quiet path.

"Yes, I want to be with Wanruo. Compared to what she has paid for me, I will never be able to repay it in my life." Yu Yan smiled softly. He was handsome under the moonlight, with intoxicating charm in his confidence.

"I still want to be with Rourou because she is a little stupid girl," Yu Yan's face showed a warm smile.

"Of course, there are two girls, you have never seen them, and I want to be with them, as long as they want, there is nothing wrong with them."

"Shameless!" Guan Yani looked at his extraordinary style and bit her lips and cursed angrily.

"Yes, I also know it's shameless. There are too many hypocritical people in this world. Even if it's a little shameless, as long as you have a clear conscience and don't hurt anyone, what's wrong?" Yu Yan smiled and threw out a strange theory.

"The greater the ability of a person, the greater the responsibility. This is not only a moral responsibility, but also an emotional responsibility. Each of them and I have a long story, which cannot be erased by the word shameless. If we are together and can be happy, I am willing to make such an attempt. Even if it fails, at worst, it will be back to its original appearance. Only then will someone cry, which is better than being in pain from the beginning." Yu Yan's strange theory kept talking, and Guan Yanni's ears were naturally shameless, but she also felt a little curious. What made this person become so shameless.

"Yanni, what do you think of me?" Yu Yan suddenly stopped talking and looked at Guan Yanni and said with a smile.

Guan Yani was shocked by his shamelessness. She suddenly heard him ask this question, she was stunned for a moment, gritted her teeth and said, "You——"

"You need to say nothing, I know everything," Yu Yan interrupted her with a smile, "I am already completely shameless, right?" His thinking seemed to be unrestrained. Although he repeatedly warned himself not to think about his fallacies, Guan Yani still felt that her mind was a little insufficient under his unknowingly.

"Yani, do you believe in your feelings?" Guan Yani was about to answer his previous question, but when he heard another headless word appear, he was stunned for a moment.

"What are you doing?" Guan Yani suddenly felt her soft palm fall into a rough but soft palm. Her heart trembled slightly, but her reaction was particularly strong: "Let me go, let me go."

She tried hard to throw away his palm, but she felt that the palm was getting stronger and stronger, and she couldn't even break free. In anger, Guan Yani seemed to have forgotten that she was carrying martial arts. The warm feeling from the friction of her palm made her vaguely seem to return to the warmth of her heartbeat when she was healing him in R country that day. While she was nostalgic, her struggle became more and more intense.

Yu Yan struggled hard despite her hard work, held her hand firmly, stared at her eyes and said, "Yani, tell me, do you believe in your feelings?"

His eyes were sincere and clear, with no trace of hypocrisy in the middle, like a quiet pool of water. In his honest gaze, Guan Yani could not resist his bright eyes for some reason, forgot to struggle, slowly lowered her head and whispered: "I, I don't know, don't ask me."

"Yani, maybe I ignored a lot of things before, but I understand now. No matter what, I still thank you." Yu Yan let go of her hand and said sincerely.

Guan Yani looked at his calm face and her heart was completely in chaos. He clearly said nothing, why was she completely in chaos? Where did the hatred just now go?

"What do you understand? Don't thank me. I don't listen, I don't listen." Guan Yani covered her cheeks with her hands and sobbed helplessly.

Yu Yan sighed and said, "Yanni, we have been together for a long time. You should know what kind of person I am. If you still believe in your feelings, maybe you can understand me. Believe me, I am not the kind of person you imagined, at least--" Yu Yan smiled bitterly on his face: "It's not bad enough yet."

Guan Yani seemed to have not heard him at all. She covered her face and cried, and her thin shoulders were trembling violently.

Yu Yan gently stroked her hair and said softly: "There are many things that have consequences with precedents. I can't predict them, and you can't imagine or even accept them. If you don't know what to do, then ask yourself the most real feeling in your heart. Where the heart belongs, what I want, is just like me-"

Yu Yan smiled softly, never looked at Yan Ni again, took a step forward, and seemed to forget her completely in the blink of an eye.
Chapter completed!