Chapter 149 Face the Blood Bite

Author: Book Eater

Chapter 149 Face the Blood Bite

I never think I am not the one who is more than dead.

When Sabertooth asked me for his life for the second time, if I hadn't been worried about involving Bluebird and Siren, I would probably have handed over my life as if it was the first time. At this moment, Qiao Licorice seemed to have temporarily given up persuading me on whether I was a bad person, but then he also settled on the second best, trying to make me feel that I was at least not a damn person through other methods. I could understand her words and intentions. Although I understood, I couldn't find a way to argue her head.

However, I still feel that there are some problems with her words. What is the problem? For example, human life should not be measured by numbers? Just this seems to be insufficient, but I can't find more powerful opinions for a while. I think, maybe I was surrounded by her opinions; or, I was despicable inside and unconsciously wanted to follow her words. Therefore, I couldn't refute her eloquently here.

"For the relatives and friends of the people I killed, even if I save many people from afar, I can't compare to the important people who spend time with them day and night." In the end, I could only avoid her words a little and responded to her again from a less positive angle.

And this is not empty talk. In fact, the saber teeth cannot forgive me because of this. Even if I join the camp of the righteous, it cannot be changed. No, perhaps in his opinion, it is because of this that it is even worse. Although using evil moves as an example is not appropriate enough, I did think of the experience of evil moves at this time.

For victims, if there is anything more evil than "increasing harm", it may be the perpetrator's transformation into a wrongdoer.

My shame that hated my sins is true, but was it false that the desire that had prompted me to commit sins in the past?

"Do you still remember Xiao Jing's parents' thanks for saving Xiao Jing?" Qiao Gancao asked.

"Of course." I answered.

"You have also sacrificed your life to save me from the hands of Lao Gu. Do you still remember this?" she asked again.

"Remember." I recalled the memories of my memories of being at a loss in the face of her thanks and being teased by the blue bird with a smile.

"The relatives and friends of those who were killed in the past must still curse you in the distance." She said, "But is it that only the curse is real and gratitude is false?"

I felt like she had penetrated her heart, and even the thoughts she had just been taken, and I didn't know how to respond, "How... How can this be the same? Besides, no matter how much I save others in the future, people from the past will not be resurrected. There are faults in this world that are destined to be irreversible."

Suddenly, she stood up, walked to the sitting me, and looked at me condescendingly. I thought she was going to say something else that attempted to invade my heart, and even felt a little uneasy. She was so eloquent and tempted, and I was very worried that I would be shaken by her words. She must have many opinions in her heart, knowing how to package it into a form that I cannot refute, leaving me speechless.

But in the end, she did not pour out the words of admonition as I expected, but just gently hugged my head and slowly touched my hair. I was shocked, but there was no sensational meaning in her action, and even made me subconsciously think that if I had a sister, she might be like this. Now she seems to have really become my sister.

"But, I still hope that you and the bluebird can be happy, and I hope you can have a good ending like a dream." She said slowly, "It's not 'should' or not'. I'll beat you from the bottom of my heart and hope you will be happy. Only the bluebird can bring you true happiness, and only you can make the bluebird happy."

"I..." I was speechless again.

"This is neither a reason nor a debate. This is my wish." She let go of my head, stretched out her finger, gently tapped my forehead, and a smile appeared on her face, "So, be happy, Li Duo. Then bring your happiness to the blue bird."

——

Joe Licorice's words tangled in my mind.

Can I really make the blue bird happy?

Of course, this is not a question of whether it can be done or not. Even if Qiao Licorice doesn't say it, I know very well that this is something I have to do no matter what. It is just to implement it in a specific direction, but I only have entanglements. Whether it is my own good and evil or how to make the bluebird happy, I always do this. It seems that what I said to myself in the past came true, and the intense entanglements are entangled in my remaining life like punishment at any time.

I think I must be sorry for the Bluebird.

This has been the case from the beginning. When she was lost on the mountain in the past, I just had to wait honestly, but I had to do extra things and get her and me into a painful world.

Nowadays, after the joy of turning and rain every night, I can capture the strong loneliness hidden deep in her, who embraces her closely.

Because I could not give her correct feedback to her body, she seemed to feel the strong physical pleasure, but she also felt the feeling of shouting at the wall in vain in despair. Even if a sound came back, it was nothing more than a lonely echo. Sometimes I wanted to act, which made her think I was doing very happily, but she was too keen, and my poor acting skills would only make her even more sad.

Due to the radical physical transformation on a physiological level, I can't even give her a child. When I die in the near future, she will become alone. What should I do?

Even if I find a way to extend my lifespan in the future, should I accept it shamelessly? Or, just as Qiao Licorice said, this is actually not a question of whether it should be or not, but a question of whether I want it?

I slept for a while, but it was not for rest, but for checking the memories of those magicians in the dream to see if there were clues that would help break through the fog or defeat the crazy believers. Unfortunately, such clues were not found casually. I had to wake up from the dream, then walked out of the room, and wanted to go to the window of the corridor on the second floor to see the scenery outside.

There is no difference between day and night outside. Until now, it is still during the day. Through the window, you can see the ruins of the city shrouded in the gloomy mist. In front of the window, there was a first person. It was a girl wearing thin white clothes and looking weak. Although she turned her back to me, I recognized her as Xiao Jing.

I did not hide my footsteps, she looked back alertly. Seeing that it was me, she relaxed and said hello unskilledly, "Li Duo."

I noticed that her face looked tired and even had obvious depression. This was not like the happy girl who had finally reunited with her parents before. Is something happening? I tried to ask her to see if there was anything I could.

I don’t know if the effect of the “Quick Talk” talisman is still there. She is more at ease with me, or she also wants a person who can consult with her worries. After a few words, she expressed her worries.

"Dad saved thousands of people here, and everyone said he was an amazing person, and I thought so too. To the people in this refuge, he was like a savior," she said.

"That's true." I also agree with Natsuyi's achievements.

"But I used to think he was a bad gambler who was drunk and a bad father who was ashamed of his family's expectations." She said, "Even my mother thinks he is a husband who will bring danger to the family and is engaged in so-called work," she said.

"You can't think so, it's force majeure." I said.

"Yes, force majeure. So..." She turned her head and looked straight at me, "After we left the fog, my mother and I will return to the same life as before, forget everything that happened here, and then treat my dad as a bad person again, is that true?"

Although I really want to tell her that things won't turn out like that, unfortunately, she guessed it almost exactly.

The reason why she can correctly understand so many very conscious situations is because she is in the process of a secret event. It is like a creature that will show stress responses when facing life danger. Even people without advanced awareness can continue to recognize secrets before returning to the normal world, which can also be regarded as a kind of survival instinct.

Conversely, once she leaves this environment full of great consciousness, her consciousness will inevitably return to a common sense form.

If there is something wrong, it is that after the incident is over, although she will not be able to recognize the secret, she will not really continue to regard Naruto as a bad gambling person. Because the secret memories are not really forgotten, they will just be deposited in the unconscious. So she will unconsciously understand that her father is a powerful character.

However, such cognition will deteriorate over time.

After returning to the normal world, Naruto will continue to work as dangerous as they don’t think they are known as so-called dangerous work, and they are destined to be out of reach with the world where Naruto lives. The two sides are like intersecting lines, but they just happen to be intersecting at a certain point, and then the distance between them will only become farther and farther.

Naruto was not an ordinary person from the beginning. He had advanced awareness, so he could become a part of the secret world after encountering a secret event. For their mother and daughter, encountering a secret event, or even Naruto, it was just a disharmonious accident in life.

Over time, the memories of "think Naruto is a dangerous man who doesn't know what's called it" have been accumulated in large quantities. Sooner or later, they will regard Naruto as a dangerous man who doesn't know what's called it.

In common sense in secular society, the word "yin and yang separation" represents the inability to contact between the living and the dead. However, in the tradition of sorcerers, secret represents the negative side of nature, while the separation of yin and yang means that the inhabitants of the secret world and the people of secular society are destined to be destined to be undestined.

I could only tell Xiao Jing what I knew. She showed a sad expression and looked at the scenery outside the window, but didn't speak for a long time.

——

Naruto found me, and he said he planned to go out to collect supplies and asked for my help.

He had also collected supplies outside before, but unfortunately he met us halfway through, so he had to interrupt the work at hand and take us to the shelter. However, he still had to do what he had to do, and he had no intention of being lazy because of this. However, his strength is not strong even if it is a compliment. There are often dangers in the process of collecting supplies. With my help, the action will become both quick and safe.

I had no intention of eating rice in the shelter. I had told him before that I would try my best to help with any troubles in shelter. Although I was worried about whether there would be any problems with Qiao Licorice staying alone in the shelter, I could not break my promise in such a small trouble. After repeatedly discussing with Qiao Licorice with Qiao Licorice how to deal with hidden dangers in safety, I set out with Mingyi.

While walking in front, Naruto mentioned to me that the demand for food and water in the shelter is not so urgent. They store enough survival supplies in the shelter that can cope with more than twenty days. However, it is always bad to sit and eat empty-handed. In addition to collecting supplies, there is also a part of searching and rescuing survivors.

The shelter is not so positive about joining newcomers. After all, one more person means one more mouth to eat. There is no need to expand the manpower and power. If the shelter is invaded by demons, or some demon warriors defeat Naruto, there will be no decisive difference between the number of people in the shelter of 1,000 and ten thousand.

Half an hour later, we arrived on an empty street. After a brief inspection, there seemed to be not many demons in this area, probably because there were no prey here. Naruto lent me the container model he used to store supplies, and took another storage prop and temporarily collected supplies with me. Soon, I found a convenience store and prepared to start from here.

And at this moment, the strongest and most fierce crisis broke out since my debut as a law enforcement warlock.

Before I could enter the store, an extremely huge, even unprecedented sense of danger suddenly arose in my heart. A large group of bats like ink droplets rushed out of the dim shop. Suddenly, even I couldn't react. The bats submerged me like tsunamis, and when I summoned the Siren Blade, the bat groups flew behind me.

Under my rapid turn, all the bats quickly gathered in the middle of the road into a dark matter that could not be distinguished from each other, and formed a non-human outline. Then, the black of the matter slipped like ink on glass, turned into a black dress, and revealed deeper white long hair and red eyes, as well as the face of a girl with magical charm.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, the demon Li Duo."

The blood bite showed a malicious smile.

(End of this chapter)
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