also lost
The cool wind came in through the cracks in the screen, and I woke up
Nangong Yi hugged Xiao Yiyue and went back to sleep. Suddenly, he found that the dormitory was a bit scary. He was used to the sense of fulfillment of a family together, but suddenly he was not used to their absence.
I felt a cold gaze staring at me. It was wet and uncomfortable. I couldn't help but look up.
At first glance, it turned out to be the monster Gao Zige, standing there with an expressionless face. His dark red robe made him look lonely and empty.
I took a breath, supported myself with my hands and tried to sit up. I clenched my fists with my nails and dug them deeply into my palms, forcing myself to calm down. "What are you doing here again?"
Gao Zige seemed not to have heard my words and stood quietly with a look of deep thought, despair and sadness on his face...
"Are you coming...to kill me?" Seeing that he didn't speak, I couldn't help but speak.
As if he had made up his mind, Gao Zige said calmly, "I have always thought...if I met you before Nangong Yi, would you give me a chance to compete fairly...I have always been unwilling...I love you so much, I love you so much.
Everyone in the world loves you, but why don’t you love me and not even get a trace of your attention..."
"Gao Zige... There has never been an if in this world. I said, when you know that there is such a me in this world, I have already fallen in love with Nangong Yi. I love him so much... But, there are always so many people who want to
To break us up, to hurt us, I often asked why...but God never gave me an answer. Later, I thought, if this is a test of our love, then I should accept it bravely and calmly. I want to tell everyone
, No difficulty can separate us. You love me, but what have you done to me? You just keep hurting me, hurting the people I love, and making me suffer. And what did Nangong Yi do for me? He
He kept giving to me, kept protecting and tolerating me, and kept getting hurt because he loved me... However, he never complained at all. I wonder, who else in this world can do what he does?"
"Yes..." Gao Zige smiled bitterly, "I love you, but I always hurt you. I obviously want to get closer to you, but I push you further away..."
"Thank you for loving me, but I don't love you... I can't bear your love. I just want a simple and pure relationship, a simple and happy life. In the world of love, there are never rules.
I mean, it’s not that you love me, I have to love you too. It’s never been like this for two people to be happy, loyal, and stay together for a lifetime... Very few people can insist on achieving these beautiful endings in love. But, if
If the outside world can be more tolerant and understanding of people who are struggling in love, then I think there will be more consummations."
"I really envy Nangong Yi... In this life, he is so lucky to have you and get all your love..." Gao Zige said quietly, his eyes a little blurred
"No, it should be said that I am the lucky one! I am so lucky to meet him in this life and have him love me wholeheartedly. At the right time and in the right place, I meet the right person and let love bloom in the most beautiful way.
"Fruit" As long as I think of Nangong Yi, I feel happy from the bottom of my heart
"Do you... feel happy?"
"I'm very happy!" I smiled and nodded heavily, I couldn't be more sure.
"That night... I'm sorry, that night, I had already decided to let you be happy, but... I'm sorry... I'm still very happy. I met you in this life, and I feel very happy. I can fall in love with you in this life..." Gao Zige said as he spoke.
Tears come
"Just think about it. My child and I are fine. You don't have to say sorry to me." I finally let go of the big stone in my heart and felt extremely relaxed.
"I'm sorry..." Gao Zige repeated with empty eyes.
"Gao Zige, I said... if you can, can you please stop appearing in my life again? Please let go of your feelings for me. We will never meet again in the future, and you should also let go of yourself.
, go find your own happiness! I firmly believe that there are two people in this world who are destined to be together. You should also go find that destined person. As long as you let go of hatred, feel and experience with your heart, you will find that you are actually
You will also be very happy and satisfied.”
"Okay, okay...I promise you..." Gao Zige looked sad, but nodded with a smile and tears.
I couldn't bear it for a moment. Am I being too cruel to him?
"Thank you!" I don't know what to say
"No, please forget all the harm I have done to you, please remember... I once loved you, very much... and please, don't hate me!" Gao Zige closed his eyes deeply.
"...Why should I hate you?" Gao Zige's change of attitude made me feel inexplicably uneasy.
"I really... didn't mean it. I really just couldn't let it go, but I forced myself to let it go... I really didn't mean to push you down the steps or cause you to fall... I really didn't want to hurt you, I just
, it’s just...I love you so much...I love you so much that I don’t want to let go even to death..."
"Didn't I say that I don't blame you anymore..." I was a little stunned.
"Really, really...I'm sorry...for making you lose your child..."
"Gao Zige, what are you doing here again?" Nangong Yi pushed the door open and knocked him to the ground angrily. Gao Zige immediately spat out a mouthful of blood, but smiled without any sense of resistance.
"Jin, he just came to apologize to us, don't..." I was startled and hurriedly got out of bed to stop him.
"Apologise? What's the use of apologizing? Will my Yi Xun come back to life if I apologize?" Nangong Yi roared at the top of his lungs, and hit Gao Zige on the chest with a heavy palm.
I stumbled and fell off the edge of the bed. I stood up in embarrassment and stood barefoot on the cold floor. I covered my chest with heartache, "What did you say? What happened to my Yi Xun?"
There must be a mistake somewhere, or I heard it wrong and got the wrong meaning...
Didn't my Yi Xun just suffer a slight injury and was taken to be treated by Cen Qingfeng? In three days it will be the full moon feast, and he will be back, back to me...
I heard that he looks similar to Yiyue...
"I'm sorry...ahem..." Gao Zige vomited blood numbly, sat on the ground dejectedly and apologized, his eyes dim.
"Yue'er, don't get excited, just listen to me..." Nangong Yi hurriedly stepped forward to support me, "The ground is cold, let's sit down first and put on our shoes..."
"Tell me! Jin, tell me, what happened to my child?" The extreme fear made me lose my mind. I have never been so scared and panicked in my life.
"Gao Zige, get out now and never appear in front of us again!" Nangong Yi hugged me and said in a cold tone without even looking up.
"I know, I will never appear in front of you two again in this life!" Gao Zige stood up unsteadily and slowly walked out of the door.
"Jin, Jin... tell me, you... tell me... Yi Xun, Yi Xun... He is still fine, alive... right?" I asked with a trembling voice, holding on to the last glimmer of hope.
Chapter completed!