He had never seen Xiaolu's cheerful smile since that day again.

Thinking of this, Chu Hao walked up to his son and asked, "Do you still like Bai Yueran?"

Chu Lubie started, avoiding his father's eyes, "I didn't."

"Then why do you insist on placing yourself in the same class as Bai Yueran?" Chu Hao said, "I originally thought that you would apply to other schools in high school."

Chu Lu pursed his lips, but this time, he didn't have any rebuttal. When he knew that she planned to go directly to high school, he also filled in the high school department of the school as his first choice on the application form.

He also went to the teacher and told him that he must be in the same class as Bai Yueran. Is it because he is used to being in the same class as her? Or maybe he doesn't want to not see her even if they break up.

And in the final analysis, it's because in my heart... do I still like her?

"Xiao Lu, take a good look at your heart and figure out what you really want." Chu Hao patted his son on the shoulder, turned around and walked out of the room.

What he really wanted... Chu Lu turned his head and stared blankly at the chocolates packed in glass vessels. He had seen those chocolates countless times over the years, so clearly that even with his eyes closed

, you can also draw the shape of each piece of chocolate.

He has clearly made up his mind, and no matter what, he will never suffer the worry of gain or loss again. He has had enough of the feeling of having others control all his joys and sorrows.

But why... he felt so uncomfortable when he saw her and Cang Yao together...

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It seems that since breaking up with Bai Yueran, Chu Lu has developed a habit of always glancing at Bai Yueran's seat from the corner of his eye seemingly inadvertently, and looking at her back every time she leaves the classroom.

, and even more so when the two of them pass by each other inadvertently, their bodies tighten unconsciously.

The more deliberately you want to ignore her, the more you will care about her.

The soft female body was held in his arms, and the scent of expensive perfume surrounded the tip of his nose. But why in his mind at the moment, all he could think about was her who he pulled to the corner that day? Thinking about him

The touch that held her, the light and elegant breath on her body, and the calm expression that made him angry and irritable.

And the feeling when he sucked her fingers in his mouth was so wonderful.

The girl in his arms raised her hand and caressed his cheek. There was a kind of obsession and vanity in her eyes that stared at him.

He has seen this kind of eyes too many times. Even if the girls around him don't look at him with such eyes at first, they will still have the same eyes after getting along for a long time.

What is he looking for? Is he hoping to find the same calm and calm eyes among these girls? Just one glance can make his heart beat faster and make him unable to control himself.

He turned away and looked out the window. From where he stood at the moment, he could see the tree-lined avenue outside the teaching building from a high position.

Students were walking along the avenue, and among those people, two figures suddenly jumped into his eyes, making him look at them in rapt attention.

Those were Bai Yueran and Cang Yao, and the direction they were walking in should be towards the school gymnasium. It was time for club activities. It seemed that Cang Yao was going to participate in club activities, and Bai Yueran was accompanying them.

Suddenly, Bai Yueran stopped for a moment, as if she was saying something to Cang Yao, then she raised her hand and brushed the bangs from his forehead.

When she did this action, Cang Yao naturally bent down to match her height, so that she could stroke his hair more conveniently.

Her fingers were inserted into his hair, stroking it gently. Even though such an abrupt movement made the people around them look sideways, the two of them seemed not to notice it at all.

They didn't care about other people's eyes at all. The atmosphere between Cangyao and her seemed to be difficult for others to integrate into.

Chu Lu stared intently, pursed her thin lips tightly, and clenched her teeth until the roots of her teeth ached. In the past, she had said that she would only touch his hair in the future, but... this

Promises, after all, just become a mirror.

She had broken up with him, so it was natural that this promise was invalid. But why did his uncomfortable feeling increase exponentially when he saw this scene?

He would even think about whether she would not have stroked Cang Yao's hair today if he and her had not broken up...

"Master Lu, what are you looking at?" the girl in his arms asked aloud.

"Nothing." He lowered his eyes as if casually, and caught a glimpse of the girl's carefully maintained fingers from the corner of his eye.

But he had no desire to put such fingers into his mouth.

The only finger that he could hold in his mouth was Bai Yue, who he cared about all the time. He was addicted to it, and his body instinctively... wanted to please her...

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Chu Lu was confused, what did he want? To forget Bai Yueran? Or to find another girlfriend who would love him deeply, so that he wouldn't have to pursue her blindly like before?

Not wanting anyone's company, Chu Lu came to the library alone. I don't know when he started to develop the habit of coming to the library when he was extremely depressed.

Perhaps the silence here can bring some peace to his troubled mood.

There were very few people in the library after school, only a few scattered people. He casually pulled out a book from the rows of bookshelves and walked towards the empty long table.

However, when he reached the long table, he suddenly froze.

It's Bai Yueran!

She was lying on the table with a book as her pillow, as if she was taking a nap. Her long hair was spread on her shoulders, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell through the window on her sleeping face, making her look like a sleeping elf.

Generally, breathtakingly beautiful.

Unconsciously walking forward with gentle steps, Chu Lu sat on the chair opposite Bai Yueran, looking at her sleeping across the table.

A few strands of her hair were hanging on the table, and he could touch them as long as he stretched out his hand.

How long has she been sleeping here? Did she fall asleep because she was tired from reading? Chu Lu held his chin with one hand and watched quietly while thinking about various possibilities in his mind.

He thought she went to the gymnasium with Cang Yao, but he didn't expect her to show up alone in the library, still in such a posture.
Chapter completed!