【712】
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." The words of apology kept flowing out of her mouth, and she looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"Why are you saying sorry?" He murmured, the brokenness in his eyes increasing. Is it because she couldn't accept it? That's why she said sorry to him like this.
But, does she know? What he wanted to hear was never her apology, "Xi, even if you can't accept me, there's no need to say sorry. People like me shouldn't be accepted in the first place. My
Existence is like a god's prank, and it should not exist at all." His existence is only because of his mother's crazy obsession.
"What shouldn't exist? What a prank by God!" Her tears fell even more fiercely, and she rushed forward suddenly and pushed him to the ground. The toys around him rolled away as a result.
She leaned on him, tears falling even more fiercely in her eyes, "I never said that I couldn't accept you. I always felt that your existence was a gift given to me by God. If I didn't have you,
, there would be no me. Because you are my life, so... I was born in this world for you!"
Her tears kept falling on his face, big drops, warm and burning him!
From his angle, he could clearly see her face covered with tears. Her crying, her tears, were familiar yet unfamiliar to him. She rarely cried, although she looked like a tender and caring greenhouse.
Flowers, but she is strong in her bones and rarely sheds tears. In the ten years they have been together, every time she sheds tears, he will be by her side.
If there is anyone in the world who has seen her cry the most, it must be him.
But he had never seen her cry so sadly and shed so many tears. It seemed that he had only seen her crying in this way when she was very young.
At this moment, he was not even sure whether what he heard in his ears was a real voice or just his imagination. He was hallucinating because he was too eager.
She said she accepted him!
She said that his existence was a gift from God to her.
She also said that she was born in this world because of him.
"You... still want me?" he murmured, his voice hoarse and frightening.
Her lips covered his, and she answered him with her actual actions. The tip of her tongue forcefully squeezed into his mouth, and her breath spread on the tip of his nose and mouth. Tears were mixed with it.
A kiss is both lingering and redemption.
"It's not that I want it again, it's that I want it all the time." She pressed her lips against his, sniffled and choked, "Have you forgotten what I said before so quickly? I love you, since I was a child.
As I said, we will always be together. Unless you don’t want to be with me, I will never leave you!"
She looked at him with wide eyes, as if to declare how serious her words were.
His face was covered with her tears. He slowly raised his hand, touched her face, and wiped her tears with his fingertips, "Will you really love me for the rest of your life?"
She nodded vigorously.
"Being able to be with you forever is my biggest wish in this life, Xi." He said this. The back of his hand and the fingertips looked so hot because of her tears. And his face was probably already too.
They were all her tears, "I love you, more deeply than anyone else in this world."
She is his angel and his only salvation. Therefore, he will no longer be afraid of anything or worry about anything in the future, because it was she who led him through the confusion and gave him face again.
The right courage.
She laughed through her tears, pulled his finger, and her little finger hooked his little finger, "Then we made an agreement that we will stay together for the rest of our lives. Hanging yourself with a hook will not change for a hundred years."
"Well, we made a deal, and it won't change for a hundred years." His lips gently kissed her little finger, "Until the moment I die, we will always be together."
If he hadn't met her, maybe his whole life would have been lost in darkness.
If he hadn't met her, maybe he still wouldn't understand what it feels like to fall in love with someone.
If he hadn't met her, maybe he would be a madman now, a complete madman.
So, fortunately, he met her, and she pulled him away from the darkness, made him understand love, and pulled him back from the edge of madness.
Xi, you know? I really, really love you.
Maybe my love for you is as crazy as my mother's love for Ling Jiyue, and this madness will continue...
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I have cried, hugged, kissed, confessed, these are all precious experiences in life.
Ling Pengtian looked at his son in front of him and felt that compared to the son he had seen in the hospital before, he seemed to be reborn. He no longer wore black contact lenses, although the expression on his face was still the same as usual.
Almost, but the lifeless look in his eyes has disappeared.
"It seems that Xiao Xi is indeed the only one who can save you." Ling Pengtian said with a smile. Seeing his son like this, he could finally let go of the big stone in his heart.
"Father, have you ever hated your mother?" Ling Jing asked abruptly.
"Hate?" Ling Pengtian was silent for a moment and then said, "When I first knew that Daisy married me not because she truly loved me, but because she really loved me, but for another man, I had hated it. But after her death,
I discovered that my love for her is far more than my hatred. As long as she can stay by my side, I don't care about anything else."
However, this discovery was too late. He only understood everything after her death!
After a pause, Ling Pengtian said, "Ajing, your name was given by your mother. Do you know why she gave you this name?"
Ling Jing didn't say anything. Before, he had never thought about who gave his name and what the name meant.
"It means pure and innocent." Ling Pengtian said, "Your mother loves you, maybe she loves Ling Jiyue more, but she also loves you, and she was also worried that one day you would know the secret of her birth.
Eventually, you won't be able to accept it. She hopes you don't think you are dirty, because in her mind, you are extremely clean and a child filled with her love."
Chapter completed!