【617】It's okay
Is what he did really right? Even though he succeeded in making her hate him and successfully occupy a place in her heart, how much time should we make up for the harm caused to her?
Or, it can never be made up for it?
My heart started to hurt, and he gently hugged her stiff body, "Haixin, no, I won't hurt you anymore, so don't think about those unpleasant things anymore. I will only treat you well in the future. I will not do anything you don't like me to do. If you don't want me to touch you, I can never touch you for the rest of my life."
He said softly, as long as the fragility on her face could disappear, he could do whatever he wanted!
His voice finally made her come back to her senses a little, and her stiff body became softer little by little.
Taking a deep breath, Jun Haixin said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."
But he did not let go of his arms, but instead put his lips on her ears, muttering with a hint of nervousness, "Will you hate me?"
Hate? "No." She replied to him, and when she was willing to make him the father of her child, she no longer hated him.
Everything he did for her, the little things, had wiped out the hatred. What was left was sympathy, guilt, and... overwhelmed.
She didn't know how to face his feelings.
No one taught her the love class, nor did anyone teach her how to cultivate feelings. She always thought that love should be recognized by the other person at a glance, and when she saw that person, she knew that the other person would fall in love with him.
Instead of relying on the accumulation of time, you can slowly fall in love with the other person.
"Bai Zhuyun, I no longer hate you. Just now, I just couldn't adapt to the current situation at once." Jun Hai said in his heart.
He straightened up and stared at her, "Did you think of the things I forced you?"
She did not hide it and responded lightly. Her thoughts could not hide it from him, so she didn't want to hide it from it at all.
His lips moved, and there seemed to be thousands of words in his mind to say to her, but what he had spit out of his mouth was, "I'm sorry..." and he only said to her! "Tell me, what should I do to make you forget the harm I have brought to you? I can make you forget all that?"
Jun Haixin looked at the man in front of her calmly. This man who had hurt her deeply and loved her deeply, at this moment, was like a sinner, repenting on the past and begging for her forgiveness.
And she has the right to forgive him? Who is more sorry for her and who is more sorry for?
——Haixin, your life will definitely be a very gentle person, and will always be with you.
The eldest brother's voice seemed to sound in her ears again.
Bai Zhuyun, although he was cruel and cruel, he could give all the gentleness to her. Brother, what should she do if someone who was not her life but was gentle to her and would always accompany her to her?
The phoenix eyes were slightly lowered, and her eyes fell on the collar of his chest, "Take off your clothes." She said.
He was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to say this suddenly. However, he didn't say anything, but simply unbuttoned his shirt and took off the clothes as she wanted.
Bai Zhuyun's body shape is standard, with wide shoulders and narrow waist. Due to years of exercise, the muscles of the body naturally end up evenly, which is considered a perfect physique. However, the scars on the body look a bit hideous and shocking, destroying the original beauty of the body.
Jun Haixin's fingers gently stroked the scars on his body. He said that most of these scars were cut out by himself when the moon was full.
This man is like a big brother who will accompany her to pain!
"It doesn't matter anymore." Jun Haixin said, "Even if the memories of those years will remain in my mind, they will not disappear, but... it doesn't matter anymore, so you don't need to make up for anything."
He was a little surprised in his eyes, and only heard her voice continue to say, "Bai Zhuyun, although I can't say the oath of marriage, I will try my best to love you, and there will be no change in this."
"I know." He was not in a hurry, he would wait slowly. After all, he had been waiting for more than ten years, so he never lacked his patience.
Maybe one day, she will fall in love with him, maybe one day, she will be willing to say the marriage vow to him, and he is waiting with such thoughts.
And the only thing he was afraid of was her time... not enough for him to wait.
I wanted her to live, so much, so much...
———
In the end, in the bathroom, Bai Zhuyun took a bath for Jun Haixin. Even though she was embarrassed and uncomfortable, she did not refuse him.
Bai Zhuyun carefully cleansed Jun Haixin's body, although he had made up for many books on caring for pregnant women before, and knew what to pay attention to and what to be careful about.
The words on those books were all printed in his mind, and he could even memorize them. However, when he really did, he would still be unable to let go of his hands and feet, and would be afraid that he would accidentally hurt her or the child in her belly.
So, after taking a shower, Jun Haixin's face was blushed, and Bai Zhuyun was sweating profusely and her face turned red.
But his blushing was essentially different from her blushing.
After taking a shower and putting on the clothes, the servant knocked in the door and said that it was a meal.
Although Jun Haixin went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register today and did not let the Jun family go there, it does not mean that the Jun family is unaware of it.
Therefore, for dinner at this moment, everyone in the Jun family was here, and even Lu Xiaoxu came here.
When Jun Haixin and Bai Zhuyun came downstairs to the restaurant, the long table in the restaurant was already full of people, and there were two other empty seats, so they were naturally left for both of them.
Bai Zhuyun sat down with Jun Haixin, and then sat down next to Jun Haixin.
Mr. Jun glanced at the two men and asked the servants to serve the dishes. Bai Zhuyun naturally helped Jun Haixin to dress the dishes, while the others present looked at the two men. Of course, there was an exception, that was Jun Jinyan.
Chapter completed!