Let... to him, is it let? He is not qualified to say the word let at all! It is a mistake! He personally pushed the person he loved away from him, just to chase him

Thinking about the figure in reason, but not paying attention to the reminders sent by emotions.

At that time, when he thought Mei Xinyi was the one he was looking for, he didn't break up with her. But when Xia Qi said she wanted to break up, he was angry and angry, but he never thought about the relationship. At that time, his

Emotions were truly reminding him, telling him that he loved this woman and that he couldn't let go of this woman.

It's just that he didn't pay attention to this reminder, and it wasn't until all the truth was revealed in front of him, and it wasn't until he realized what he had really missed that he regretted it. That kind of regret was so devastating that it almost destroyed him.

The whole person was drowned.

Every time, when he recalled the sweet memories with her in his dreams, at the last moment of sweetness, all the sweetness was like a broken mirror, shattering into nothingness in front of his eyes, and he seemed to fall into

A bottomless abyss. So, the dream turned into a nightmare. When he woke up from the dream, tears were streaming down his face, but his hands were empty and he couldn't grasp anything.

"I regret, but what I regret is that I have made mistakes." Ye Nanqing said quietly, "Some mistakes can be made countless times in a lifetime, but some mistakes can only be made once in a lifetime." Because once made,

Well, maybe what's waiting for me is the endless torment and regret.

Bai Zhuyun smiled and said, "Is it a mistake that you can't make once in your life?" If he had it, what would it be? Was it falling in love with Hai Xin? Was it forcing him to get Hai Xin's first time, or was it?

...and let Hai Xin leave her?

"For me, no matter whether I make mistakes or not, as long as the result is what I want, that's all!" Bai Zhuyun said. He didn't care how difficult the process was or how many mistakes he made during the process. He

As long as Hai Xin is his in the end, that's all. Even if the ending is when she is 45 years old and he dies with her, it doesn't matter to him!

Even if he could die with her, wouldn't it be a kind of perfection for him?

Bai Zhuyun turned around and walked towards the other side of the banquet hall alone, while Ye Nanqing looked at Jun Jinyan with a smile on his face as he pulled Xia Qi away, but because of Shen Yeding, the deputy director of the Propaganda Department

My wife and I came up to talk and had to stop.

After Ye Nanqing's eyes briefly met Jun Jinyan's in the air, he turned to Xia Qi's face. She seemed to be talking to Shen Yeding and the others, with a shallow smile on her face. Such a smile was once far away from him.

It was so close, so close that he could reach out and touch it. But now it was so far away from him, so far away that he might not be able to touch it again even if he chased it all his life.

However, he still wanted it so much... He thought that if he quietly watched her walk into the church and saw her marry another man, he would give up. But it turns out... his heart did not die, but

It only became more painful, so painful that every day and every breath was a pain to him.

If the process is not important, but the result is important, then what will be the result?

"Xia Qi, let me see how happy you will be, and how much Jun Jinyan will love you." Ye Nanqing muttered to herself, knowing full well what he was saying now, there was no way she would listen. See.

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Shen Yeding was chatting with Gu Meien and Xia Qi. Gu Meien smiled and looked close to her, but her eyes did not miss the slightest bit of Xia Qi's body. This was her husband's illegitimate daughter, and She was completely kept in the dark (year.

When her friends' husbands were dating starlets, she had disdained them and told them that she would never encounter such a thing in the future! But she didn't expect what happened to her. , but it is more serious than those things.

However, now that things have happened, what needs to be done now is how to use it to obtain the highest benefits. Not only does she want Qili's illness to get better, but she also wants Qili to marry into the Jun family in the future.

In this way, even if she has an illegitimate daughter, she, Gu Meien, can still feel proud!

"By the way, Qiqi, you and San Shao have been married for some time, right. When do you plan to become a mother?" Gu Meien asked pretending to be casual.

Xia Qi was a little embarrassed, "Let it take its course." After all, she and Gu Meien were not familiar with each other, and she was embarrassed to tell her that she actually wanted to be a mother, but there was no news about her belly.

"Yeah, it's better to let nature take its course." Gu Meien smiled and said, "You are newly married now, so you have to live in the world of two first. After a year and a half, it won't be too late to have children." The key is, If Xia Qi is really pregnant now, the Jun family will probably never agree to Xia Qi aborting the child and then donating bone marrow to save Qili.

Shen Yeding, who was on the side, naturally heard the profound meaning of his wife's words, so he echoed, "Yes, young people nowadays like to live a two-person world for a few years before having children, so that the relationship will be better. "

However, before Xia Qi could speak again, Jun Jinyan already looked impatient, and directly took Xia Qi's hand and walked towards the lounge on the side.

"Hey, Jin Yan, this is very rude." Xia Qi said, "Even if you have to walk away, you should at least say something to Uncle Shen and the others."

Jun Jinyan had already opened the door to the lounge, pulled Xia Qi in, and sat Xia Qi on the sofa, "Ye Nanqing is looking at you."

"Ah?" She was stunned for a moment, and then she understood what he was talking about. "So what?" she asked.

"I hate it when he looks at you." Because it makes him extremely uncomfortable.

"It's his business. As long as I don't look at him, that's fine." Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan and said, "In the future, if I meet him on other occasions, you will drag me around to avoid him. His gaze?"

He pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Xia Qi continued, "People can't control other people's eyes, but people can control their own eyes and understand their own hearts. My eyes will only look at you, because mine The person my heart wants to see is you."
Chapter completed!