【380】Happy about your jealousy
Sorry? What are she sorry? Jun Jinchen didn't expect Lu Xiaoxu to say this to him, so for a moment, he was a little stunned and looked at her steadily, "Why do you want to say sorry?"
Lu Xiaoxu raised his hand and pressed his hands on Jun Jinchen's cheeks, saying seriously, "I'm sorry, I just cared about my own mood and tried my best to find my brother's shadow from Hua Yuze, but I forgot that you were by my side, looked at everything, and forgot to think about what kind of feeling you would feel in your heart."
If it were Jun Jinchen who touched the face of a strange woman like that and hugged the woman in tears, Lu Xiaoxu thought that she would be angry, jealous, and uncomfortable and painful!
Even if there is a reason, there will always be some emotional fluctuations of one kind or another.
Just because...the other person is the person you love.
His body was stiff, her palms were warm, her breath was warm, and her words were like a hot spring, slowly flowing into his heart along the cochlea.
"Don't you think I'm unreasonable, or even go back on my word?" Jun Jinchen asked in a hoarse voice. It was him who proposed to bring her to see Hua Yuze, but he was also him, pulling her away from Hua Yuze's side.
Lu Xiaoxu blinked, but there was a clearness in her mist-like eyes. "No." As she said that, her fingers stroked his face little by little, just like she was stroking Hua Yuze's face just now, but her mood was completely different.
When she was touching Hua Yuze just now, all she was thinking about was her younger brother. If her younger brother was not dead, then she would be what Hua Yuze looked like now. But now, when she was touching Jun Jinchen's face, she was full of apology, thinking about how to prevent him from being angry and not being sad.
"When my brother died, I used to touch my brother's face with trembling all over. At that time, I hoped that he could open his eyes, but no matter how many times I touched it, his eyes never opened." Lu Xiaoxu said softly, telling the man in front of him as if he had just felt that he had just now. "Just Hua Yuze made me feel illusion, as if my brother was standing in front of me, and I didn't expect that I would hug him like that." At that moment, that strong feeling and the longing that had been suppressed erupted out, which made her unable to help but hug Hua Yuze.
"Did you...n't you think of it?" Jun Jinchen asked.
"Well, I didn't expect it." Lu Xiaoxu nodded, "Because I miss my brother too much, I think too much..."
His black eyes sank again little by little, and the warmth in his body just now slowly became cold because of her "thinking too much".
Even though he was thinking too much, he was only looking at her dead brother, but it was reflected in the living Hua Yuze. What should he do? To endure this jealousy, or tolerate her to continue to "think too much" of another man?
However, her next words made him stunned.
What she said was—"But it won't be like this again in the future."
When she said this, her eyes were serious, and her tone was firm. That was definitely not just a quick deception to make him feel at ease.
He stared at her in a daze. She could not say this sentence, and she could also ask him to understand her feelings of missing her brother, but she still said that.
She paused and continued, "I will not touch Hua Yuze's face again in the future, nor will I cry at Hua Yuze anymore."
"What's the reason?" His hand suddenly grabbed her hands that were gently caressing his face, staring at her tightly, and the strong light in his eyes seemed to swallow her whole body.
His hand hurt a little, but Lu Xiaoxu didn't shout, "Because I know that Hua Yuze is just Hua Yuze, he is not a younger brother. Even if he looks very similar to his younger brother, he doesn't have the emotions between me and me." So, Hua Yuze just asked her to touch her face, but she wouldn't have any reaction.
A touch of face and a hug is enough to make her understand that longing is longing after all, and this kind of longing cannot be replaced by a person in reality.
"Jinchen, thank you for taking me to see Hua Yuze today." She thanked her seriously, "Although we have said something, I won't say thank you, but I really want to tell you the gratitude in my heart, and..." She tiptoed and kissed his cheek gently.
That was the way she agreed with him to replace thanks.
"I love you, I love you very much," she said, "so not only Hua Yuze, but I will not do that kind of thing to other men in the future except you."
He was stunned, with the soft touch of her lips remaining on his cheeks. "You...love me very much?" he murmured, "Love me very much? What level should it be to describe it as love me very much?"
"I love you very much." She said with certainty, "It seems that I love you more deeply every day and every moment."
"Will there be a day of boredom?" he asked.
"Tired? Then what about you, will you get tired of my day again?" she asked back.
Tired? How could he get tired of her? Jun Jinchen shook his head slightly, "Xiao Xu, I won't get tired of you, I will never."
She is his fate. When he saw her, he was destined to love her for the rest of his life. The little things he got with her made him fall deeper and deeper, and he was increasingly inseparable from her. His independence towards her became stronger and stronger. How could she get tired of him like this?
She smiled. Although there were tears on her face, her expression turned into the cheerful and bright Lu Xiaoxu in the past.
"So, I won't get tired of you." She sniffed, "To be honest, although I feel quite guilty about seeing your jealous look just now, I will be happy."
"Happy?" He raised his eyebrows, with doubts flashing in his eyes.
She explained, "Because in the past, I only saw men getting angry or even getting angry about women in novels and TV series, but I never thought that one day, there would be a man who would feel jealous because of me. It would feel a little unreal."
The last time, he was jealous because she watched Hua Yuze cry and laugh at the concert. This time, it was the second time, but this time, his jealousy was far more serious than the last time.
Suddenly, all his anger, concern, worry, and jealousy turned into a helplessness, "I will only be jealous because of you."
Chapter completed!