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【289】I will always hold you

He was taken by those photos for her, and that was not his fault at all!

Xia Qi only saw Jun Jinyan staring at her in a daze, without saying a word.

"What's wrong?" she said in confusion, put the soy milk in her hand on the table, then walked to him, raised her hand, and plucked the slightly chaotic bangs on his forehead, "Is it a headache? You drank a lot of wine yesterday..."

Before he could finish his words, he had already leaned down, his hands tightly hugged her waist, and buried his head deeply in the crotch of her neck, "Qiqi, say, I'm clean, I'm not dirty." He murmured, wanting to hear her say this again, wanting to prove that his memory last night was real, not his delusion.

Xia Qi was slightly stunned for a moment, thinking that last night, although he did not reject her touch, his body still stiffened occasionally.

So, is he still minding? Mind what he had experienced before?!

"You are clean, Jinyan, you are not dirty at all. I didn't know how to do it before, and I won't think you are dirty in the future." She said, slowly lifting her hands and circling his waist with a kind of care.

She - holding him!

His body suddenly became stiff, and his hands instinctively tried to push her away again.

However, this time, Xia Qi hugged her very tightly, which made Jun Jinyan not push away at once.

"Jinyan, it's me, I'm not those people." Xia Qi hugged his waist tighter with his hands. The two of them had almost no gaps in their upper bodies. "Don't push me away, I'm actually not scary, isn't it?"

His stiff body was silent, with a slight tremor. If it weren't for her hugging him too tightly, he might not have noticed this tremor at all.

It was like a kind of resistance from his physical instinct, resisting this hug.

"We are already husband and wife, I am your wife, and you are my husband, we are one, so don't be afraid that I will hold you, because no matter what you are, I will hold you forever, and always keep!"

"Mr...." he murmured. Yes, they are already husband and wife. She made a vow before God. She already belonged to him! "No matter what I am, you will hold me?" He smelled the breath between her hair, and even though his body was still extremely stiff, he was nostalgic in her arms.

So warm the floor and so tight the floor, it seems to be about to integrate into his body.

"Well." Xia Qi said confidently, "Because to me, you are you, the Jun Jinyan who has been by my side since childhood, caring about me and loving me."

So he didn't have to mind, nor did he have to hate himself. If his self-loathing was afraid of her mind, then she could say it to him a thousand times and ten thousand times, but she didn't mind.

"Jinyan, even if you resist the hug now, I will still hold you every day until you get used to it." She said.

He slowly straightened up, lowered his head, stared at the person in front of him, while his hands were clenched tightly into fists, restraining himself from pushing her away.

"I will try my best, Qiqi." Jun Jinyan said. He will definitely work hard and get used to it, and he will definitely be able to...

Just because he loves her so much and is so attached to her hug...

———

Since Xia Qi said that Jun Jinyan would get used to her hugs, she would hug him several times almost every day. And every time he hugged him, his body became extremely hard. Even though sometimes he had a deep desire for her hug in his eyes, his body was repelling.

However, every time, he tried hard to restrain the urge to push her away, quietly, like a wooden man, letting her hold her.

At least it has made progress, hasn't it? Xia Qi comforted herself in her heart, at least, he no longer pushed her away...

Although now, she knew his knot, except to make him accustomed to her hugs, she didn't know how to open his knot.

Obviously he didn't want to say much about the photo, and she was afraid of touching things that he didn't want to recall, so she did not pursue it and continued to ask the cause and result of the matter.

The only thing she knew was that he was taken by taking medicine, and in the process, he obviously had some bad memories.

Because of her mother's condition, Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan's honeymoon trip was postponed. In Xia Qi's opinion, at least she had to wait until her mother's surgery was completed and her health recovered a little before she could have the mood to go on her honeymoon trip.

And when she talked to Jun Jinyan like this, Jun Jinyan did not express any objection, but said, "I know that your mother is the one you care about very much, so I will try to learn to care about the one you care about."

At this moment, Xia Qi suddenly felt a warm feeling in her heart. He no longer wanted to pull her into his world like before, but began to slowly integrate into her world.

She hugged his neck and kissed his lips, "Jinyan, thank you for your willingness to care about the people I care about." She grew up with him, and it can be said that they are the people who know each other the most, and she naturally knows how big and difficult he has taken this step.

On the third day after Xia Qi's marriage, Xia Qihong's mother was admitted to the best hospital in City B, while Xia Qihong's family also took the opportunity to stay in City B together on the grounds of taking care of Xia's mother. Xia Haodi's fiancée Ke Xiaomin naturally stayed together.

Anyway, in City B, there is a five-star hotel in Jun's family, and you don't have to pay for food and drink. It's like coming on vacation. Of course, Ke Xiaomin doesn't plan to go back to City Z so early.

What's more... if she stays in City B, she will have more opportunities to meet Jun Jinyan. When she thinks of that cold and empty man who will cry in front of everyone, Ke Xiaomin feels hot.

She even faintly hoped that one day, this man could cry for herself.

Is autism? Xia Qi doesn't mind the other party having autism, and Ke Xiaomin can also not mind, as long as Jun Jinyan can treat her...

Ke Xiaomin was waiting for the day to see Jun Jinyan again, but Xia Qi was nervously waiting for the result of her mother's heart examination. Due to the Jun family, the hospital naturally attached great importance to Xia's mother, so she immediately completed all the examinations that Xia's mother should have in two days at the fastest speed.

The inspection report Jun Haixin watched it himself. At this moment, Xia Qi was almost breathless waiting for Jun Haixin's conclusion.
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