[111] Afraid of me?
After biting his lip, Xia Qi turned her lower body and turned to facing Jun Jinyan. She raised her head and looked at him and said, "You... really love me?"
"Yes." He said without hesitation, "I was so painful that I wanted to die. I opened my eyes and thought about you, and I was thinking about you when I closed my eyes. It was you who let me know what anger is, what jealousy is, and what jealousy is, and what jealousy is. Even if you make me feel so painful, I still can't bear to see you, and I can't bear to let you leave me..."
He said to her calmly, and every word rang in her ears with great clarity. His expression seemed to be just explaining an extremely ordinary fact.
"Qiqi, if such feelings are not love, then tell me what should it be?" It was her who made him, who was originally poor in emotions, understand many of the emotions that were originally just a combination of words for him.
He may not have experienced the emotional ups and downs in his entire life, but because of her, he has endured and tried it.
Xia Qi was stunned, so he loved her, so she shouldn't doubt anything anymore!
"What about you? Do you love me?" he asked.
She knew that he had always demanded equality, just as he loved her, and she had to love him! But... Xia Qi asked herself, but she didn't know whether her feelings for him were love.
If Jun Jinyan’s feelings for her are extremely simple, then her feelings for him are extremely complicated.
From childhood to adulthood, she has been with him for too long and has been separated for too long. His feelings are indifferent but strong, while she is afraid but pity.
"I don't know." Xia Qi replied truthfully, "I like you, I understand this very much now, but... sometimes, I'm afraid of you."
"Afraid of me?" His eyes were deep.
"I'm afraid you will control everything about me, I'm afraid I can't resist you at all, the status between us is not equal. You are the third young master of the Jun family and the president of the Jun family. Your words and orders can easily make me lose my freedom and autonomy." This is the first time she has clearly analyzed her inner thoughts to him.
Just like that time when he avoided yun medicine, he could easily imprison her for 72 hours, and no matter how unwilling she was in her heart, she could not avoid it at all.
"But Qiqi, your words and orders can also easily make me obey." Jun Jinyan lowered his head, put his forehead against Xia Qi's forehead and said. "I don't want you to be afraid of me, I want you to love me!"
The person she really should be afraid of is him! She is afraid that one day she will stay by the other men, and one day she will leave him! She is even more afraid that one day she will tell him that the person she loves is not him!
If it weren't for him, what should he do?!
He would never let that happen, just like that time...
"Just like when I was a child, I was willing to wait, no matter how long it took, as long as the person you fell in love with was me in the end!" Jun Jinyan said.
Will she fall in love with him? Isn’t what she has always wanted to find someone who is wholeheartedly and only loves her? Isn’t it Jun Jinyan the person who is most likely to be loyal to her in this world?
As Xia Qi thought about this, her originally somewhat depressed mood suddenly became relaxed. She put her hands on his neck, and she tiptoed and took the initiative to print a kiss on his cheek, "Okay, I promise you."
Promise to fall in love with him, this is the promise she gave him.
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In the evening, when he bought some ingredients in the supermarket, Xia Qi went to Jun Jinyan's residence and became a cooking lady. Jun Jinyan sat on the coffee table in the living room, with his hands flying quickly on the keyboard.
When Xia Qi called Jun Jinyan for dinner, he suddenly saw the words "Sihai Group" on his computer.
Jun Jinyan walked to the dining table and started having dinner with Xia Qi.
After eating for a while, Xia Qi couldn't help but ask, "Why did Junshi Group suddenly acquire the American GK company?"
Jun Jinyan looked up at Xia Qi, "Do you know this?"
"Yeah." She nodded, "I heard from my colleagues in the unit, and there are also many news reports about this matter on the Internet."
"You have never cared about this kind of thing, why did you suddenly care about it?" Jun Jinyan asked.
Xia Qi pursed her lips and hesitated for a moment what to say. Since the heavy rain, the three words Ye Nanqing have been like some taboo between the two, and neither he nor her have mentioned them again.
If she mentioned Sihai Group at this moment, she would naturally be likely to talk about Ye Nanqing.
"I saw many comments on the Internet saying that I didn't seem to be optimistic about Jun's acquisition of GK company." She thought for a while.
"What about you, do you think?" he asked back.
"Is it just a pure acquisition?" Xia Qi asked out the doubts in her heart.
"What if I say no? What if I say it's because I want to defeat the Sihai Group, I want to make Ye Nanqing have nothing, I want to make him extremely miserable, what would you do?" He stared at her tightly and carefully examined her expression at the moment.
Xia Qi was stunned. After a moment, she put down the bowl in her hand, stood up, walked to Jun Jinyan, held his face with both hands, and said seriously, "I don't understand business affairs very much. But if it's just because of me, you let Jun go to Sihai Group and take risks to do something that many people don't like, I would feel it unnecessary. If the person I love today is Ye Nanqing, then even if you really defeat Sihai Group and really make him have nothing, it's extremely miserable, the person I love will still be him."
His body suddenly stiffened, his face was pale, his hands that were hanging beside him tightly clamped into a fist-shaped shape, and his nails were deeply trapped in the palm of his palm.
"But, the person I love now is not him, so it will not make any sense to do so." Her voice continued to ring in his ears, and the temperature of her palm continued to reach his cheeks, "The person I am dating now - it is you."
His expression slowly calmed down.
Her words made him in hell for the last moment, and the next moment, as if he was in heaven.
Yes, he is the one who dates her now! And she has promised that she will fall in love with him. So, Ye Nanqing can't take her away!
Chapter completed!