809. Chapter 809 Yang Yang's death 2
She smiled slowly, her smile a little self-deprecating.
"I am not from the same world as him." She looked at Yang Yang, and he was also looking at her. Some things were unwilling to admit, but they had to bear them all the time.
No one can say it.
I have been suppressed in my heart and sometimes I feel very tired.
Sometimes, she always tells herself over and over again: I can’t love Long Yanlie, I can’t love, I can’t love, I can’t love...
Gradually, she herself didn't know very well whether she was used to being spoiled by Long Yanlie and began to enjoy his pampering. So, the enjoyment in her heart was still because she was moved that she felt that such pampering was enjoying...
She had hypnotized herself.
She doesn't know whether she loves it or not.
It's like I knew it was impossible from the beginning.
"On the day when I gave birth to Aze, Long Yanlie's mother came to the hospital to see me. She treated me very well on the surface, but when Long Yanlie left, she threw all my information in front of me and told me not to think that if I gave birth to a son for Long Yanlie, I could covet the throne of the eldest grandmother of the Long family. A despicable woman like me, no matter Long Yanlie or all the rights and wealth behind him, I cannot covet it."
Low, covetous,
That is what Long Yanlie's mother said about her.
"We Fang Xueyan has nothing, but she has a sense of self-esteem. In fact, it is just a transaction between me and Long Yanlie. For the Long family, I don't want to ask for anything, nor dare to ask for anything."
Everyone wants to marry into a wealthy family, but Fang Xueyan doesn't want to.
Instead of living without dignity, people stand on a high place and look down on you and look down on you. When you are like a dog, it is better to live a hard and free life yourself.
Therefore, she never covets the glory and wealth behind the Long family. She is an orphan and poor, but she will not be vain.
However, she also knew that as long as she had something to do with a man like Long Yanlie, she would be suspicious, let alone an orphan like herself.
"His mother actually said that... This is also the reason why you are unwilling to marry Long Yanlie?" Yang Yang felt chill.
Maybe, is Fang Xueyan happy if she is not with Long Yanlie?
He is also an orphan. In fact, he doesn't understand what life in a wealthy family is like. He just thinks that Long Yanlie loves her as a man.
But if that family...
Forget it, let it go.
"So, Yang Yang, even without you, I will still leave Long Yanlie. Fortunately, Long Yanlie loves Zeze more than me. At least, my child can be happy." She said, gently caressing her belly.
And she will also try to make her (him) a happy child.
The Long family's door was not something that Fang Xueyan could enter. Everyone thought she was ruthless and she was ungrateful. Long Yanlie was so kind to her, but she didn't know how to cherish her.
But, only she knew that she didn't even have the qualification to cherish him.
"Since that's the case, girl, choose the lifestyle you feel happy." Yang Yang slowly closed his eyes.
Whether the letter he sent was right or wrong, please leave it to God to decide!
Seeing her so independent, he actually believed that even without him and Long Yanlie, she could live a good life, but she was destined to work harder and be lonely.
However, their fate is like this. From the beginning, they were abandoned children; they were abandoned by their relatives and abandoned by their fate.
Yang Yang suddenly felt relieved, and a kind of fatigue that he had never felt before came to his heart. At this time, he was finally able to let go...
Chapter completed!