404. Chapter 404 Hanxin, do you not love me anymore?(1/2)
"(~o~)~zZ...I don't know how to dress him, do you still want to continue to hide from him?" Shangguan Linghao wiped his cold sweat and suddenly said something loudly.
Bai Hanxin, hiding behind the curtain, was stunned!
"Even if you don't want to admit it, I don't want to admit it, but we know each other more than anything else." Shangguan Linghao's voice was very light, as if he was talking to the air, and he simply took off his son's clothes to avoid being tightly half of it.
It makes him feel uncomfortable when wrapped around him.
Eric thought he was talking to him, and occasionally hummed a few words and looked at him, while smiling at him.
"I know you will come, and, according to your personality, how will you come here...so, the password to the window can only be entered once, and, when you come, I will know."
What he set up for her was a net of heaven and earth.
"I have been looking for you this year, but you don't want me to find it."
Yes, I don't want him to find her.
So, he didn't give everything to search, and was waiting for her, waiting for her when she was willing to ask him to find her...
He didn't want to force her again.
Because, when he knew his son's existence, he finally understood why Bai Hanxin was unwilling to let him find her.
Because she felt a little resentful towards him.
"I have a truth that I'm eager to tell you; but at the same time I know that even if you know the truth, you may not be able to really forgive me."
At the beginning, they thought they were relatives...
However, his choices from Bai Hanxin are still different.
For this child, his choice was to give up; but Bai Hanxin gave birth to her desperately.
This is the biggest difference.
It can be said that if she doesn't let him get close to the child half a step, she also has absolute reasons, enough reasons.
Because as early as a year ago, he gave up the right to be the father of this child.
"I don't blame me for you; but now, I want to say to you: Thank you! Thank you really, thank you for insisting on giving birth to the baby."
Bai Hanxin was still silent, still moving, and made no noise.
If Shangguan Linghao wasn't sure she was inside, he would have thought she had left, and it seemed as quiet as if it didn't exist-
He took a clean baby quilt and wrapped his son, hugged him, looked around, and walked firmly towards the curtain at the junction of the balcony and windowsill in front.
Holding the pink and tender meat ball in your arms in one hand, slowly lifting the curtain with the other hand—
Bai Hanxin stood there with a cold face, her eyes looking at him indifferently like water, with a shimmering look.
"Hanxin..."
Bai Hanxin left her gaze, blinked, turned her head, and looked directly at Shangguan Linghao without any evasiveness: "Since you know you are no longer qualified, give me my son."
She stretched out her hands towards Shangguan Linghao.
Eric knew his mother's face, but excitedly stretched out his little hand to pounce towards Bai Hanxin in Shangguan Linghao's arms.
Shangguan Linghao quickly reached out and held his little hand, hugged him tightly in his arms, and looked at Bai Hanxin with deep eyes, "It is precisely because of this that I feel that I owe too much, so I want to make up for it even more;
Hanxin, it is necessary for us to have a good talk.”
Bai Hanxin shook her head, "There is nothing to talk about, it's still the result..."
Everything can be changed and can be put down, but that one can't...
She said, reaching out her hand to carry her son over.
"Hanxin, we are not brothers and sisters!" Shangguan Linghao leaned away, preventing her from holding her son, and grabbed her hand with one hand and pulled her into his arms, "I've been looking for you for so long
, I just want to tell you this, but I don’t dare to make it public because I don’t want anyone outside to take the opportunity to hurt the rumors. And I am still worried that you can’t forgive me because there is a child between us..."
If the child is gone, then there is a chasm between them that is difficult to cross...
But fortunately, she persevered and gave birth to the child.
Bai Hanxin's eyes were stunned.
This news is like a thunder coming.
Shocked her.
However--
But she can no longer impress her.
Perhaps, I have long accepted such facts and truth, and then another truth, it seems that the influence is not strong enough.
She had been hurt, was hurt, and cried fiercely...
Now, the calm and gentle sentence "We are not brothers and sisters", and then what?
A happy hug?
What to do with the pain you have ever felt?
All are just jokes?
But she could never laugh anymore.
"Not a brother and sister... Congratulations, congratulations to me, congratulations to Eric, we have no stain on this area, but I can't choose again due to some errors." Bai Hanxin stretched out her hand and gently tapped her fingers with her fingers.
A little soft and tender face of my son.
When Eric saw her mother playing with her, she smiled happily and could not feel the atmosphere in the adult world.
The chubby little face was rosy and cute, and the little feet kicked the baby's thin blanket out of an empty corner.
Seeing this, Shangguan Linghao stuffed his little feet into the thin blanket, but he kicked them away again. This made Shangguan Linghao unable to speak seriously to Bai Hanxin.
"Let's come out to talk." Shangguan Linghao took the lead and Bai Hanxin would naturally follow... His son was still in Shangguan Linghao's hands, "Sit down, I will explain everything to you."
Since Bai Hanxin has come and has been discovered, she doesn't struggle much and sits on the sofa. However, Eric has been restless and wants Bai Hanxin to hug her.
Shangguan Linghao had no choice but to hand over his son to Bai Hanxin, "I have a question. I could have checked it or asked Lu Qifeng directly, but I still want to keep it and let you tell me in person, our son
What's the name?"
Bai Hanxin held her son and looked at Shangguan Linghao with bright water eyes, "I haven't taken the Chinese name yet, Yin Wenming Eric, go and get his clothes and I'll put them on."
He wrapped his quilt around him, no wonder he was very unhappy and his hands and feet were not free enough.
Shangguan Linghao walked to the bed and took the clothes and handed them to Bai Hanxin. Then he watched her put her son on her legs and twisted one arm outward to block his son so that he would not fall. Then he took the clothes and put them on.
.
At this time, Shangguan Linghao realized that the child's body was very soft, so naturally the little hands were so. He slowly moved and could be stuffed into his sleeves with a turn.
After a while, Bai Hanxin put on her son's clothes, hugged him, and glanced at Shangguan Linghao, "Where is the diapers?"
"Oh, I'll get it..." Shangguan Linghao quickly stood up and was about to leave, but suddenly, his steps paused again, "I'll carry him with you."
As he said that, he was about to come over and hug his son.
Bai Hanxin glanced at him lightly, as if she could see through his thoughts with just one glance, "Don't worry, I will never escape from here with my son."
Shangguan Linghao's thoughts were seen through, and his handsome face was slightly flushed-
Afterwards, he went to the baby room to get diapers.
After doing all this for his son, the two of them were silent until it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. Bai Hanxin put his son who had just fallen asleep on the big bed, stood up and said, "I can let him stay with you for a few days.
, I'll come again in a few days..."
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked out.
Shangguan Linghao looked at her leaving behind silently.
The room was so quiet that only the sound of Bai Hanxin walking out was left.
Until her hand grabbed the door handle, she heard a "click" sound, Shangguan Linghao's voice was a little bitter, "Why?"
Bai Hanxin's movements were just a beat...
Turn the door open and open it-
"Hanxin, do you don't love me anymore?" Shangguan Linghao's voice came again.
Bai Hanxin has taken one step, one step outside the door and one step inside the door.
Difficulties in different senses.
She turned her back to him, and was silent for a few seconds, then turned around, her face as indifferent as water; there was no deliberate indifference, but the wind and clouds were light.
What Shangguan Linghao is most afraid of is not Bai Hanxin’s hatred or Bai Hanxin’s resentment, but her indifference.
That's too much like not caring when I first met -
This is what he fears the most.
"Don't guess randomly, cherish the days I spent with my son." Bai Hanxin calmed her eyes and gave a very conservative answer.
However, this answer made her even calmer.
To be continued...