"I also looked for a job after graduation, but I really couldn't find anything that suits me. I always encountered unspoken rules. I resisted, so I followed my parents' arrangements to have a date, thinking that maybe getting married and living a down-to-earth life would be suitable for me. So I met my ex-husband."

"My ex-husband looks very average, you should be able to tell from my son. But he is quite rich, humble and polite, and a gentleman, so I don't have anything to be picky about. I have long since had no hope for love. I just hope that marriage can be more stable. My ex-husband was very considerate to me before marriage and was not willing to touch me. I felt more and more that he was good, but I felt a little uneasy, because I was not an uninformed little girl."

"I finally got married. That night I told him that I had a boyfriend before, but he said that he didn't mind, as long as I was alone in the future, it would be fine. I finally felt at ease in my heart, thinking that I would have to be kind to him for the rest of my life and be loyal to him to be worthy of his kindness to me. That night, I served him very well, but I still noticed that he was a little strange. On the bed, he was extremely rough, not very similar to the gentle and considerate him."

"I didn't notice his gradually changing. I just thought that my marriage life was just like this. At the beginning, I was passionate and affectionate. When I ejaculated, I would become dull. As long as I managed my family well, nothing was a problem. So I gave birth to a son, took care of my husband and children, and took care of the family in an orderly manner. In those two years, I was a completely housewife. Until... one day a year ago, it was raining heavily that day, and I remembered that he was going to have a meeting in the company. I had a cold and was a little worried, so I took an umbrella and medicine to the company to find him."

"But when I walked into the company, I realized that the meeting was temporarily cancelled and he did not go home early, so I went upstairs and went to find him. I stood quietly outside the glass wall of his office, watching him and his little secretary hugging each other disgustingly on the big desk that could sleep with two people. I looked at him with tears in confusion until he turned his head and looked at me quietly. I realized how cruel he was. He did not push the woman away from him, but let me continue to watch how he did that with other women. He looked at me crying, but he was laughing."

"I can't push the locked door open. I want to run away in panic, but I want to know more why he did this. I sat on the ground outside the door for half an hour. His little secretary kicked me away, twisted his butt and pulled his clothes away charmingly. I still remember the look she looked at me, how disdainful, how disdainful, how disgusting, how disgusting she was!"

"I got up and looked back at him. He leaned against the desk and looked at me, asking me ruthlessly, 'Do you hurt?' I said 'I hurt so much, I wanted to kill you.' But he laughed, 'I hurt so much, so much that I felt equal.' I laughed wildly, and I laughed with tears in my eyes. I realized at that time that he cared about it, and he always cared about it! He was not giving it to him for the first time. He was still so resentful for so many years and still took such revenge on me."
Chapter completed!