First of all, I apologize. It seems I can’t write anything today.

I really don’t know how many times during this period I have realized what it means to have more than enough will but not enough energy.

In the past few days, I have been trying to stick to the limit of writing one page in two days, but I still failed today.

To be honest, I'm very depressed right now.

You may not know much about the anxiety of not going out for two days in a row, just sitting in front of the computer, and then unable to write.

The kind of irritation of competing with oneself and getting nowhere in the end

I can't help but yell pointlessly at home alone.

Then I would play games and browse the web to escape without thinking. After a while, I would be tormented by guilt and turn off the game.

Come back and look at the code page, and repeat this cycle

To be honest, I feel numb

Maybe my plot design for this volume is too long. It’s actually a state that lasted for a long time.

ha....
Chapter completed!