Chapter 293 You just like her!

does it worth?

Upon hearing these three words, Yu Wenye's face immediately darkened.

The air was filled with the smell of blood, and his gloomy expression made the smell of blood even heavier, making it difficult to breathe.

So, Shang Ruyi looked at him almost suffocatingly, and when she couldn't wait for the answer, she asked word by word: "Is it worth it?"

Yu Wenye said: "She is the queen. She has watched me grow up since she was a child. It is not worth it for me to save her."

Shang Ruyi said: "She is also a woman!"

"...!"

Hearing this, Yu Wenye's chest rose and fell violently, as if he had been stabbed by something. He took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "What are you talking about?"

Shang Ruyi stared into his eyes for a moment: "I'm talking about your heart!"

"..."

"you like her!"

Yu Wenye said angrily: "Are you crazy? She is the queen. Except for the emperor, who in the world dares to - dare to like the queen!"

This answer made Shang Ruyi laugh.

This laughter made Yu Wenye's eyes flicker even more, and she said slowly: "The gods and Buddhas can't control you, let alone His Majesty the Emperor?"

"..."

"Moreover,"

She slowly walked up to Yu Wenye and smelled the increasingly heavier smell of blood emanating from him, as if he was torturing herself. She said clearly: "Whether you dare to like it or not is one thing; whether you like it or not is one thing.

, is another matter."

"..."

"You just like her, you like the Queen of Daye Dynasty!"

Shang Ruyi almost said these words in a low growl with all her strength. Her voice was not too loud, but in this closed and empty room, it was like a thunder, shaking the ears of two people.

There was a buzzing sound, as if the body was really struck by lightning, and all the limbs and bodies were shattered by the thunder.

After a long time, she saw Yu Wenye's suddenly pale face slowly turning to one side.

Shang Ruyi's heart is as gray as death.

You have obviously gotten the answer from his deceptive behavior, so why do you want to ask him for an answer that you already know? Do you really have any illusions?

However, at this time, what fantasy can deceive me?

She also finally understood why, even though she and Yu Wenye were already close to each other and were married, she always felt a little bit erratic, but that feeling was not relaxed, but a sense of helplessness.

Refuge, a sense of helplessness at a loss.

Now, she finally understood.

Because there is someone else in Yu Wenye's heart.

She always thought that this person was the Crescent Princess, although later, Yuwenye told her personally that he only regarded the princess as his sister, and she recalled the way Yuwenye looked at the princess all the time. It was indeed not someone who admired her.

The eyes that a person can have——

Except once.

The only time that became a long-lasting confusion in Shang Ruyi's heart was when they left the government office in Yanmen County and were about to get in the car, she saw something in Yu Wenye's eyes that she had never seen before.

Fierce, that was almost unique in his always cold eyes.

At that time, she thought he was looking at Crescent Princess, but now, she understood.

What he was looking at was Queen Jiang next to Princess Crescent Moon.

And all this time, she had never seen Yu Wenye and Queen Jiang facing each other, so she didn't know that under his cold surface, he actually hid such gentle and even hot emotions. He hid it from everyone.

Including himself who is closest to him, but at the moment of life and death, his choice cannot deceive anyone.

Thinking of this, Shang Ruyi chuckled again. Under this smile, the corners of his eyes were immediately turned red by a hot thing welling up in his heart: "Actually, I don't need your answer at all. I was indeed stupid before.

, the answer is clearly in front of me, but I still want to blind my eyes; but now, I can see clearly, I can even see clearly what I couldn't see clearly before."

There were several deep wrinkles between Yu Wenye's brows.

He slowly turned his head and looked at Shang Ruyi, especially her red eyes. There seemed to be a trace of conflict and struggle in her eyes. After a long silence, he said in a hoarse voice: "It's not what you think."

Shang Ruyi smiled sadly, until tears welled up in his eyes.

"I can't think of any other reason that would make a man risk his own life and use his own body to block someone's arrow!"

"..."

"The people from Wanggangzhai and Liang Shide have long agreed that this attack on Dongdu will not disturb the Yuwen family. He is loyal to Xiao Yuansui and cannot openly disobey Xiao Yuansui's orders. Therefore, it is not you he wants to shoot.

, but the queen!"

"..."

"You blocked those three arrows for her!"

The more he talked, the more ridiculous Shang Ruyi felt.

She recalled that she was in Xingluocang, and because she guessed that Hua Ziying might be hiding in the dark to attack Yu Wenye, she deliberately stood in front of him, and even spread her arms just before the arrow was shot, trying to protect him.

All this was seen by the people in Wanggang Village.

And now, the person she was trying to protect with all her life was trying her best to protect someone else tonight.

If they knew that tonight, all three of Huazi Ying's arrows were blocked by Yuwen Ye, would they have become a joke in their eyes?

Seeing Shang Ruyi's sarcastic smile, Yu Wenye's eyes became more solemn.

He took a deep breath and said: "Shang Ruyi, I -"

"Okay, you don't have to say any more," Shang Ruyi also took a deep breath, closing the sarcastic smile on his face as if closing a floodgate. He glanced at Yu Wenye again and said weakly: "If you continue to talk, I feel that I

I really feel ashamed."

Yu Wenye looked at her deeply.

Shang Ruyi said: "Fortunately, fortunately, I haven't fallen in love with you yet, to the point where I can't extricate myself. Now that I know all this, it can be regarded as God saving me."

Yu Wenye frowned: "Ruyi——"

Shang Ruyi looked up at him again, then took a step back, a little further away from the pungent smell of blood on his body, but she could clearly see that blood was dripping down from his back and blooming on the ground.

There were several dazzling blood flowers. She said: "Hurry up and have someone come and take a look. Your wound seems to be open."

After saying that, he turned around and left.

As soon as she turned around, her wrist was grabbed by a hot and strong hand.

It was Yu Wenye. He caught her, but he made no next move, not even a word. He just grabbed her slender wrist hard, as if he could keep her with such strength.

Shang Ruyi spent some effort and finally took her hand out of his, and then said, "Let me call someone for you."

After saying that, he walked out without looking back.

She didn't see that Yu Wenye, who was standing behind her, seemed to take a step forward to stop her, but the three arrow wounds behind him completely burst open, blood stained the entire back, and the action of grabbing her wrist took a long time.

With his last bit of strength, the moment he watched her leave, Yu Wenye fell heavily.

On Zhuangzi, there was another chaos.

But Shang Ruyi no longer cared about it. She left the messy footsteps and anxious emotions behind, and slowly walked back to the room with heavy footsteps. At this time, it was not yet dawn, and

The candlestick previously lit by Tushel had only the last puddle of wax left, and the faint light on the candle core seemed to be struggling in its final moments.

However, the struggle will not last long.

When Shang Ruyi walked to the table and sat down solemnly, the wind brought by his clothes suddenly blew out the weak sparks.

Suddenly, the whole room fell into darkness.

She did not light other candlesticks, but allowed herself to indulge in such darkness. Perhaps only in this way could she not have to face the blindness of these days and the stupidity of infatuation.

How could she be so blind and so stupid?

Is it the price?

She chose this kind of life. She could protect herself and her loved ones, but she had to pay an equal price, almost her life?

So, is this heartache worth it?

Shang Ruyi couldn't help but laugh again. The more she laughed, the funnier she felt. She was even breathless and kept nodding: "It's worth it, it's worth it..."

In this world, nothing comes for free. From the very beginning, she paid for regretting her marriage and remarrying in exchange for everything in front of her. It was originally a loss of money and goods, but she was confused and paid too much for her feelings.

It will lead to the consequences of my own selfishness and ridiculousness these days.

But, in the end, it's still worth it.

She is still alive now, and the uncle and aunt she cares about most, including Wu Zheng, have already been protected by someone. What's wrong with this for her?

As for feelings, just take them back.

The more she thought about it, the calmer she became.

However, her body was really too cold, and the cold started from her chest and spread to her limbs. At this moment, it was almost freezing her whole body.

She turned her head and looked around, trying to find something warm, but she couldn't see anything clearly. When she lowered her head, she realized that there was nothing on the table in front of her except the already cold food that Tu Sheer had just delivered.

Besides, there was a pot of tea. She reached out and touched it, but it was still warm.

She hurriedly poured a glass and drank it.

The warm tea immediately flowed down. Although it was not enough to warm her limbs, it finally made her feel better. She smiled and clenched the tea cup, and kept telling herself: All this is worth it.

.

Worth it, worth it...

These two words were like a spell. While persuading her, they also made her brain gradually fall into drowsiness. Her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and thinking about it, she had been awake for almost two days and two nights.

He finally gave up the struggle, slowly closed his eyes, and allowed himself to be swallowed up by the tiredness that came over him like a tide.

However, just before she lost consciousness, she seemed to hear footsteps.

Very lightly, I walked to her side...
Chapter completed!