There is no time for you to think in a war.

Only after the battle is over do you have time to recall the brutality of the battlefield.

Only one of them died this time.

But this was also the first time Zhang Hong saw himself die.

As I said before, there will be no time on the battlefield to remember you or leave you any last words.

When the Fusang soldiers were killed, it was not Jia Xu who made the move.

In addition, it was just a stranger, and he couldn't feel anything if he was killed by a shot or a knife.

He even had no real feelings about time travel - he had never left the deserted village in the past half month since time travel.

So for him, it's more like an outing.

Those dead Fuso soldiers are just NPCs in the game.

But Huang Sancheng is different.

This was the first acquaintance of Jia Xu who died.

It's like he was playing a game before traveling through time.

In a game with a great plot, if a well-developed character dies, he will find it difficult to accept, and it’s no wonder.

Not to mention it's a real person now.

Huang Sancheng has ideals and his own flesh and blood.

He dreams about the beauty of his future life, and thinks about going back to find a girl he likes after the war to get married and live a happy life. He has an indecisive personality and is a good old man who doesn't lose his temper and has no airs.

But he is a human being.

A person with flesh and blood and emotions.

Then he died in front of Jia Xu.

It can even be said that Lao Huang was killed by Jia Xu.

Jia Xu is autistic.

Not one day later, Jashen came back with his troops.

When he heard about Lao Huang's death, he said nothing.

No sadness, no sadness.

No expression.

Jia Xu walked over and apologized.

He didn't run over and ask Jashen why he wasn't sad like in some TV dramas.

He just apologized.

But Jashen just looked at him coldly and slapped him.

"I'm not the one you should apologize to."

The children all cried. Jia Xu received the slap and said nothing.

Now if someone could beat him up, it would make him feel a lot better.

And the person who beat him was his grandfather.

But Jashen didn't take action again.

"I won't beat you. I'm a man, so I'll go to the battlefield to pay your debt."

On this day, Jia Xu enlisted in the army.

............

The real Jia Xu breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Tsk, Brother Hong is doing it too. I have to give the protagonist my name and give it to Jia Shen's grandson... really do it."

"Cough...cough!"

I suddenly remembered a severe cough in the hospital bed next to me.

Jia Xu turned around and saw that his grandfather Jia Shen was crying and coughing.

Shocked, he quickly helped his grandfather sit up, then turned him sideways, picked up the spittoon and patted his back to make him cough up the phlegm.

After everything was done, he found that his grandfather's expression had returned to its previous numbness, and the light in his eyes that had appeared since watching TV had turned gray again.

When he panicked, he got up and was about to call the doctors and nurses and call his father.

But Jashen raised his hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"I'm fine."

Jia Xu didn't believe it. The old man was not very clear-headed after being hospitalized. He didn't dare to be vague about this kind of thing.

"You go ahead, I'll take out the needle and go on a hunger strike."

"Okay, okay, I won't go, I won't go! Grandpa, don't get excited!"

Jia Xu was scared.

This is really hard to bear!

Jashen looked at his grandson.

Except for his name, he is nothing like the "afterlife" on TV.

He's not bookish, he's not handsome, and he's a bit silly.

Facing his grandson who was obviously perfunctory, the old man sighed, "Actually, I have always been conscious. Before... I was just pretending."

"ah?!"

Jia Xu people were stupid.

What's going on?

Jashen lay back on the hospital bed that was tilted up at a 45-degree angle.

Of course he is awake.

The reason why I had been resisting treatment before was that I had already given up my mind to die.

When Zhang Hong came to see him, he pretended to be unconscious.

Or because I can’t face it...

I can't face that face that looks exactly the same as in the next life.

The words of apology come to my lips but I can't say them out, not because of face, but because I despise myself as a person.

But in the end, he still got Zhang Hong's apology by pretending to be confused.

Although...it's just to comfort myself.

What he said was actually a hint to Zhang Hong to remember to check if there was such a person among his ancestors when he went back.

It must have been found.

Then why does he want to watch this TV series?

I just want to know if future generations in the next life will forgive me after knowing the truth.

This was his lifelong knot.

But seeing this, he felt that maybe not.

The thing he regretted most was that he had left the task of being the queen to the next life out of selfish motives, while he had lived an ignoble existence for decades.

The second thing he regretted was that after Lao Huang died, he became so angry that he lost his mind and forced those who were not soldiers to join the army in the next life.

At that time, Hesheng didn't say anything and just silently agreed.

Presumably at that time, in the next life, the thought of returning his life to Lao Huang must have been in his mind.

if......

If I had really beaten him...

It's a pity that there is no if.

The grandfather and grandson have different thoughts, and this episode continues to air.

After joining the army, Jia Xu in the play officially entered the battlefield.

As the war continued, he gradually became taciturn.

The more and more Pao Ze sacrificed, the more he understood that the war was not a joke like the "March War" in the book.

But on the battlefield, there is not so much time to think about.

But he gradually understood Jia Shen's seriousness.
To be continued...