I was stunned for a moment.

She couldn't say anything, her originally swollen cheeks became redder and she lowered her head.

The atmosphere in the alley suddenly reached a freezing point. A gust of wind whistled over, which made me tremble, as if I had returned to the biting cold north.

Yun Xiang...

I was silent for a long time, and my throat kept clattering. I wanted to say something, but I swallowed it several times, and finally I plucked up my strength before speaking: "Yunxiang, you - don't miss him anymore."

“…”

"It's really bad...I'm not saying you're bad, but this is not good for you."

“…”

"He, he is no longer the same person he used to..."

I still clearly remember the young man in the fishing village with dark skin, white teeth, and a brilliant smile, and also remember the important minister who was solemn and capable of great responsibility in the court. My deepest memory was that night, when he lit the fire in Jixian Palace, with a fierce and fierce aura like a wild beast.

It is clearly familiar to me, and I am entangled in my dreams every night, but I can't gather him like that to the same person at all.

He is already far away from me, not to mention Yun Xiang, not to mention, maybe he already has it around him-

Thinking of this, I felt a squeaking pain in my chest and I didn’t dare to think about it anymore.

At this time, Yunxiang also choked and said, "I know, I know I shouldn't think about it anymore, so - I asked you to come here today and give you all these things, just to let yourself stop thinking about it."

She said, the thin, almost exposed hand gently reached into the sleeve, took out something from it, pinched it hard, and said, "This is for you too."

“…”

I didn't know what she had to give me, so I reached out and took the same heavy thing, which was wrapped in a veil. I carefully unfolded the handkerchief and saw a long life lock inside.

There are a few words above—

Lightweight...

Liu San...

Never leave...

I stared at the long life lock blankly. The bright silver surface could almost reflect my appearance, but the silver light flashed so that my eyes blurred. I just felt a hot gushing up. I don’t know what happened, but I could already hear a buzzing sound.

Tears were like no feeling, the broken beads fell drop by drop in my palm, locked on silver.

This is the long-lived lock that Liu Saner had called Li'er back then!

I still remember that, although I only took a look at it, it was on that day, the day when I was forced to separate from him, that I could see how he didn't want to be separated from me and how much he looked forward to our future days.

But everything was broken.

I felt heartache as if I was twisted, and even my breathing was twitching. I don’t know how long it took to speak. The sound was so broken that I couldn’t believe it: “Why…”

“…”

"Why, in your hands? I—"

"I picked it up." Yunxiang looked at me and said softly: "That day, you two suddenly disappeared, the child was no longer there, and even the madman in your family was no longer there. Many people in the village went to look for it, and I saw this in the corner of your yard, as if someone had lost it."

Been lost?

By the way, I remembered that day I completely fainted, and when I woke up, I was already at Pei Yuanhao's residence. Naturally, he handled those things. The silver lock on Li'er - he hated the relationship between me and Liu Saner so much, naturally, would not stay.

"I don't know what happened to you, but I still want to keep this thing for you. Maybe one day, you and your children will want it."

I looked up at Yunxiang's kind and gentle face, and smiled and said, "Thank you, thank you, thank you."

When I said these words, I did not cry bitterly, and there was even a gratitude on my face, but the tears were completely out of control, like beads with broken threads, falling down one by one, raging wildly on my face. By the end of my speech, my throat was completely blocked. I could only bury my face in my palm, and the cold silver lock was pressed against my cheek, which made me feel pain, and my tears fell down, and in the end they were all gone in my handkerchief.

Yunxiang didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly.

I don’t know how long it took, and she and I calmed down. Yunxiang said softly: “I’ll come today and give you all these, and I’ll give you all.”

As she said that, she seemed to have made up her mind: "I've given it to you!"

I looked at her and understood what these words meant, and I just said softly: "Thank you."

She said again: "Although I don't know who you are, and I don't know what's going on with you now, but since the government is looking for you, you should hide. Your face-"

I didn't feel like laughing, just lowered my head: "I know. I'm going to leave."

"oh……"

Yunxiang didn't ask me where I was going. Seeing that I seemed to be feeling like I was talking, she was a little embarrassed and said reluctantly: "Your house is still there. I'm fine - I used to be fine, I would go to clean it. If you want to live back, you can still come back."

After she finished speaking, she saw me looking up at her and said, "Many old people in the village have left... and no one remembers many things."

“…”

"That's it, I'm going back."

“…”

"...you, take care of yourself."

After saying that, she nodded and turned around and left in a hurry.

It was like a gust of wind, coming and going, but it left heavy traces in my hand.

I stood in the open alley, and the wind was blowing the cold of winter blew across my face. It was obviously a warm southern country, but it gave me a feeling of being cut by a knife.

Maybe it is because of this moment that the heart is cut like a knife.

I lowered my head and looked at the silver lock. A faint smile appeared on my face. Such a smile was on my swollen and terrifying face. Maybe it was as hideous as a ghost, but my heart had never been so helpless. Tears once again poured out of my eyes and dripped unscrupulously. Each one was so hot, falling into the palm of my hand, almost even the silver lock was about to melt away.

Haha, hahahahaha...

I laughed.

The more I laughed, the more I was so angry that I couldn't breathe. I could only lean against the cold wall so that I could not let myself fall down.

The wind blew through the empty alley, and there were bustling crowds on both sides, and no one stayed. It seemed like this empty alley, the empty me in the alley was another world. Everyone knew where they were going, but I, I didn't know what I should do.

I looked down at the silver lock, just a few small words, but it made me feel in pain.

Why?

Why?

Don't you want to let go?

Wouldn't you just let me go and find a better person?

Never leave? Never leave!

But why did you appear again?

Why are you all the world big but you are everywhere?!

I didn't know how I returned to Sister Qi's house. I felt uncomfortable and nauseous. When I got home, my eyes were already dark. When I pushed the door open, I almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, when I heard the sound of me pushing the door, Ping'er ran out.

"You're back?!"

When he saw me, he seemed to faint, and hurried up to help me: "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

I bit my lower lip and forced myself not to faint. I grabbed his arm and walked back. Ping'er helped me back to the room, saying, "I said I would accompany you out, but you don't want it! Look at you like this, what if I faint on the street?"

My brows frowned even tighter.

At this time, I just wanted to fall on the bed and sleep hard, forget all the pictures and memories in my mind like a revolving lantern, or memories that almost drove me crazy. But Ping'er's loud voice really didn't give me such a chance. After finally returning to the room and sat by the bed, he immediately brought a glass of warm water to hand it to me and asked, "What are you going out to do today? Who did you meet? Why don't you tell me? Can you cross the river?"

"..." I didn't say anything, my face turned paler.

After taking a sip of water, the talent was getting better. I looked up at him and said, "You - I'll take a break first and then tell you, okay?"

"oh oh."

He nodded, took the cup from my hand, and saw that I was about to lie down by holding the bed post, so he walked to the edge of the bed again and looked at me. I saw that he was a little reluctant to speak, but he was really not in a mood to speak, and just said, "I'll take a break."

“…”

Seeing that I was about to lie down, Ping'er still didn't walk away.

Although he is a junior to me, the boy of sixteen or seventeen is really not young. I was a little embarrassed to lie down like this in front of him, so I could only cheer up and look up at him: "What's the matter?"

Ping'er looked at me and said, "I want to tell you that you are late for coming back. Someone came to find you just now."

"Look for me?" I was a little confused: "Who has come to me?"
Chapter completed!