It was not too late when I returned to the state capital. After I changed my clothes and freshened up, the maids came to serve dinner. Yuan Yichu probably had a lot of things to do today, so he did not come to have dinner with me, so he

People sat at the table and ate silently in front of the candlelight. After cleaning up, the sky became dark.

I was lying on the bedside, looking at the flickering candlelight alone in trance.

It was quiet all around, not even a breath was heard, but in the distance, you could hear the restless turmoil in the city. Although I am now well-dressed and well-fed, and living a better life than people outside, I still can't.

There is no feeling of safety.

In such a chaotic world, there is no complete peace.

At this time, I thought of Mr. Yuan again.

There was always an aura of tranquility about him, as if he was not affected by the outside world at all. No one could disturb him, and nothing could move him. In such a precarious place, he lived like an outsider in a paradise.

Perhaps, the place where he lives is not Dongzhou, but a realm he created for himself.

Not everyone can live so freely, and not every woman is so lucky. When encountering such a man, in order to protect the one he loves, he puts himself in danger without any regard for his own safety. Think of this

, I feel a little bit envious in my heart, not only for him, but also for his sweetheart.

If it were me, if it were Yuan Yichu...

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel a slight sourness.

In fact, there is a mystery in my heart, why did I marry him, and how did I end up with him today? But I have lost my memory, and the facts are already in front of me. It is useless to pursue it again, and I don’t want to dig out some unexplainable things.

Changing the past only makes you sad.

Just, if you can choose...

If you could choose...

The next morning, I just woke up and was sitting on the bedside when a maid came in with hot water to help me get up and freshen up. I rinsed my mouth with green salt and washed my face. I was sitting in front of the bronze mirror combing my hair.

At that time, she smiled at me and said: "Did Madam have a beautiful dream last night?"

"Huh? What?"

"You've been laughing."

"Really?"

I looked up at myself in the bronze mirror. No, my eyes were crooked, and the corners of my mouth were curved into a smile. Maybe it was because it was too warm in the room. There was also a faint blush on my cheeks. My whole person looked...

Very energetic.

Last night, Yuan Yichu didn't come, and I seemed to have had a really long dream.

But now I can’t remember what I saw in the dream. I only vaguely remember that the sky in the dream was not like the haze in Dongzhou. Instead, it was a clear and vast sky, with a gentle wind blowing across my face, bright sunshine and sparkling water.

Before my eyes, I could smell a faint smell of fish and fireworks, and I seemed to hear a person's laughter.

That laughter was clean and clear. Just listening to it seemed to be a very happy thing for me. In my dream, I seemed to be in a trance and heard someone calling my name - lightness...

...Light...

But, who is that person?

But it was just a dream. I smiled and said nothing. The maid had already brought breakfast. While helping me lay out the dishes, she said: "Madam, are your hands injured? Or are you a slave?

Come on."

I looked down at my hand. There was a scratch yesterday, but now it doesn't seem to hurt at all.

When I opened the handkerchief, I was surprised. The abrasions on my palms had already begun to scab. It seemed that the medicine Mr. Yuan gave me was really good medicine.

I picked up the bowl and took two sips of the porridge, then asked: "Sir, have you had breakfast?"

"No, no."

I heard her hesitating and asked: "What's wrong?"

The maid said cautiously: "The slaves sent the things there, but Master Yang brought back some news for you. When the slaves exited, they heard everything inside was broken."

"Oh?"

I frowned. Yuan Yichu has a bad temper. I have known this for a long time, but no matter how bad his temper is, he rarely takes it out on people and things. But now that he is like this, is there another change?
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Thinking like this, I couldn't sit still anymore, so I took a few sips in my hand, then stood up and said, "Let the kitchen do it again, I'll send it over."

"Yes."

A food box was quickly delivered from the small kitchen, which was steaming hot chicken porridge and some appetizers. I asked someone to take it to the study. As soon as I approached, I saw that the door was ajar. Although I didn't hear the sound, it seemed that

I can feel a depressing atmosphere.

The maid walked behind me, her steps a little slow.

I knew she was afraid of getting angry with Yuan Yichu, so I turned around and took the food box and let her go down. Just as she walked to the door of the study, I heard Yang Yunhui say: "The news came from Shengjing, but did she leave specifically?"

, we have to wait until the spies here come out to find out."

"..."

"Third brother, if it really comes - what will you do?"

Yuan Yichu said nothing, but I seemed to hear the sound of his teeth gritting.

I walked over and gently opened the door.

Yang Yunhui immediately turned his head and looked at the door. When he saw it was me, he relaxed a little. As soon as I walked in, I saw Yuan Yichu sitting at the desk with a livid face, and the floor in the center of the room was full of broken dishes.

The soup and rice were spilled all over the floor.

When he saw me, he frowned: "What are you doing here?"

"I heard that you didn't use breakfast, so I brought it to you."

"No, you go down."

I glanced at him and didn't say anything. I just gently put the food box on the table and put out the bowls and chopsticks. Yuan Yichu's brows knitted into a knot and he said in a deep voice: "I'll let you go!"<

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"I'll go down after you finish eating."

Yang Yunhui looked at us, turned around and walked out without saying anything, and closed the door. I filled a bowl of porridge with some side dishes and brought it to him.

He looked at the bowl seriously and then at me.

Maybe something really happened, something big happened in Shengjing. I could feel his suppressed anger, as if it was about to burst out at the next moment, but I still stubbornly brought the bowl to him and looked down at him calmly.

: "No matter what happens, it can be solved, but if you just lose your temper here, it will be useless to harm the enemy, and it will cost you yourself, so why bother?"

"It's useless to harm the enemy, it's yourself who will be wasted."

He repeated, raised his head and looked at me, and suddenly raised one corner of his mouth: "You're right."

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly grabbed my wrist. Before I could react, I was dragged over by him. The porridge bowl crashed to the ground with a clang. I staggered and threw myself in front of his chest. I was completely frightened.

As if he was stupid: "What are you doing?"

He didn't speak, he just looked into my eyes very close to me. Flames seemed to burst out of his dark pupils, and the next moment, he kissed me hard.

【……】

This is the study room!

Someone may come in at any time, and someone may break everything here at any time!

The feeling of extreme shame made my head hurt. After pushing him away, I turned around and walked out.

Just when I was about to open the door, a pair of hands suddenly stretched out from behind, slammed the door shut again, and trapped me between the two hands.

I turned around, and he was standing behind me, with both hands on the door panel behind me, looking at me like this.

His expression was very tired, and the tense haze between his brows became heavier. When he looked down at me, he seemed not only looking at me, but also at many knots that he couldn't untie.

He was panting and looking at me, his eyes getting darker and darker, as if he was struggling with something. After a long time, he gently stretched out his hand and touched my tear-stained cheek.
Chapter completed!