When I woke up, my eyes were filled with misty white.

I opened my eyes blankly, and after a while, the white mist slowly dissipated, and I could see clearly the embroidery on the bed, which was a fish playing among the lotus leaves, with lifelike fish swimming among the lotus leaves.

I moved, and for some reason I felt like it, and a faint smile appeared on my face.

At this moment, a voice suddenly sounded next to him: "She's awake!"

I was startled, and subconsciously curled up, and then I saw a hand reaching out and opening the curtain with a cry. A man in rich clothes sat beside the bed, looking down at me, with a slight expression on his face.

A tight chill.

He was very handsome, and he looked like a heavenly being at first sight, but the corners of his eyes were slightly raised, and there was a faint anger between his eyebrows. I didn't know why I felt a little uneasy when I saw him, and I curled up slightly under the quilt.

: "You - what are you doing?"

He was startled and hesitated: "You - still remember me?"

Remember...him? I frowned and looked at him again, as if I had really seen him, but...but I couldn't remember...

"Who...are you?"

When he heard this, the tense expression on his face relaxed slightly. He subconsciously raised the corners of his mouth as if he was going to laugh. He leaned down and held my shoulders: "You really don't remember?"<

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"I, I don't know...let me go." Being held by a man like this, I struggled uneasily, but he didn't seem to feel anything at all. He still held my shoulders and looked straight at me.

I seemed to be in a daze, and the strength in my hands became uncontrollably heavier and heavier. I finally couldn't help but said: "You're hurting me, let go!"

He was startled and then let go of his hand.

However, he did not let me go. He was still sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning over and looking at me. The sharp light in his eyes seemed to see through everything about me, and said scorchingly: "What do you remember?"

What do I remember? This person is so strange, asking me what I remember...

At this moment, I froze.

There is chaos in my mind.

I suddenly found that I couldn’t remember a thing, a person, or even myself—who am I? Where did I come from?

That feeling made me terrified, and I suddenly held my head in my hands: "I...I don't remember..."

As soon as I closed my eyes, many people and things flashed before my eyes in the darkness, but no one was clear, and no one thing was clear. I seemed to be living in this world of light and shadow, even though there were so many things in front of me.

, but couldn’t catch anything.

What's going on? What's going on?!

I felt anxious, and suddenly there was a dull pain in my chest, and I suddenly started coughing.

At this moment, my whole body was paralyzed, and blood oozed from my throat. Only then did I realize that my whole body was so weak that I had no strength at all. The person hurriedly hugged me: "Qingying, are you okay?"
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Qingying...?

What is this? He called me Qingying, is this my name...?

Just thinking about it, many pictures suddenly flashed through my mind, and I heard a deep voice say: "...It's pitiful that you have such a name, but you are carrying such a heavy thing, even - that was not originally

It's your turn to bear the burden..."

My head suddenly felt a sharp pain, and I held my head with both hands and sobbed. The man became even more anxious, holding me and not letting go. At this moment, another blurry smiling face suddenly flashed in my mind, under the sun.

It looks so clear, and his voice is equally clear——

"...This poem is as beautiful as your name...it makes people feel very happy..."

"Ah——! Ah——!"

I yelled in pain.

The man hugged me tighter, veins popped out on his forehead, and he gritted his teeth and said: "What's going on? Didn't he say that although the medicine would make her -, her body would not have any other symptoms after drinking it?"

Is there a problem? What’s going on?!”

As he spoke, he lowered his head and held my face, brushed away the messy hair from my face and looked at me: "Qingying, Qingying!"

I had a splitting headache, and cold sweat was pouring out. At this time, he was holding me, and I could only breathe slightly. After a while, I slowly raised my eyes to look at him and said, "My name is not Qingying."
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"..."

"My name is Qing——Ying——"

His eyes suddenly opened wide and he looked at me with a look of astonishment. I said again: "My name is lightness."

"Qing... Ying..." He repeated these two words slowly, but a shadow fell faintly on his face. I seemed to hear the sound of his teeth grinding. After being silent for a long time, he slowly said:

"Do you remember that your name is Qingqing?"

"I..." As soon as I thought about it, my head started to hurt again, as if it was about to explode. There was always a person's clear laughter echoing in my ears, but when I wanted to see what he looked like, my eyes were always filled with fog.

I couldn't see anything, I just felt vaguely amiable and close... Just when I wanted to push away the fog, another scene suddenly appeared in front of me, a dark night, at the end of layers of fog-like curtains,

A man and a woman hugged each other and played, and kept making ambiguous whispers...

"Ah - it hurts!"

I suddenly felt pain in my chest and head, and I didn’t know what to do. The man hugged me tightly and finally calmed me down. I looked at him panting and said: "I, I remember, I seem to

I have a husband..."

"..."

"I have a child, right...?"

He looked at me and said nothing.

"Where are my children? Where is my husband?"

I asked him eagerly, but the man did not answer. After a long time, he said slowly: "Then do you remember who I am?"

I was stunned for a moment.

Who is he?

This person was in front of me as soon as I woke up. It seemed that I had known him for a long time. Even his face was familiar, but I couldn't remember who he was?

And the more I thought about it, the more my head hurt. I shook my head and held my head with my hands. I flinched and sobbed: "I don't know, I don't know who you are."

He sat on the edge of the bed, his face slightly stiff. He stretched out his hand to grab my wrist and pulled me to his side. Although the strength was not strong, it carried an irresistible majesty. I was pulled to his side.

, looked up into his eyes, and listened to him slowly say: "I, I am your -"

Before he finished speaking, the door was pushed open.

I was startled, and when I looked around, I saw a tall man in white walking in from outside and standing at the door looking at us.

It may be early morning outside, the weather is fine, and the bright sunshine shines in, but it can't take away the light from this man at all, especially his eyes, which are almost perfect, with indescribable charm, but

There was a light layer of frost and snow on his eyes, and his whole body seemed to be frozen.

Only when he looked at me did he feel alive at all: "You... wake up..."

"Master Huang." I blurted out.

The man next to me was immediately surprised and looked at me in astonishment: "Do you remember him?"

Huang Tianba frowned slightly, and slowly walked over, looking down at me. I supported my body with one hand and covered my head with the other, frowning. Huang Tianba looked at me with a hint of saying on his face.

Unable to express his sadness, he asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I don't know... I have a headache and it's so confusing. I can't seem to remember... but -"

"If you can't remember it, don't think about it."

He patted my shoulder gently, and I subconsciously looked up at him. Although he had always been calm, his voice, movements, and even breathing seemed long and quiet, but I felt that his quietness was in a kind of way.

It was suppressed, like a person's last struggle before collapse. When he said the last few words, his throat became strangely hoarse: "It is a blessing to be able to forget."

I looked at him and seemed to feel something, so I fell silent.

At this time, he slowly turned his head to look at the man with a vague anger. He was silent for a moment and then said: "Don't hurt her anymore."

"..."

"Let's go."

I felt more and more uneasy. I didn't know what his words meant and why he wanted me to leave. I subconsciously grabbed his sleeve: "Master Huang, Master Huang, what happened? I - how did I -

—"

"Let's go."

He stood up without waiting for me to finish speaking, and his sleeves were taken away from my hands. I was anxious to say something else, but my weak body could no longer support it, and I suddenly fell down, just in time.

In the arms of that man.

He looked down at me and then at Huang Tianba's back. Without saying anything, he wrapped me in the thin blanket on the bed and hugged me.

I was suddenly shocked and kept coughing. While coughing, I said: "You... what are you going to do? Let me go!"
To be continued...