Sorry, sorry...

I cried and repeated these three words in his ear, but I knew that no matter how many times I said it, I could not restore the broken relationship between me and him at this moment, just like no matter how tightly I held him,

But I know that I still can’t be with him anymore.

After an unknown amount of time, he grabbed my wrist and gently pulled it away.

I felt his hands trembling, as if he didn't know whether to use force or let go. The heavy rain was pouring down, and our whole bodies were soaked. The biting cold made my whole body tremble. He seemed to have made up his mind.

, let me go.

My hand drooped down, and when I looked up again, he had already walked out without looking back. In the blink of an eye, he disappeared into the vast rain curtain.

It’s over.

Everything is over.

I knelt down and sat on the ground all of a sudden. The cold rain and hot tears mixed together on my face, as if ice and fire were intertwined, trying to close me in despair. I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry loudly, but as soon as I opened my mouth

, but it was a violent cough, and I almost vomited after the cough. I covered my chest, and suddenly with a "wow" sound, I spit out a mouthful of bright red blood.

The blood fell to the ground and was quickly diluted by the rain.

I knelt down and sat numbly in the cold rain. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, as if the whole world had turned into a vast ocean, trying to swallow me up. But at this time, I suddenly felt no cold, no pain, just dumbfounded.

I sat there blankly, and after an unknown amount of time, a figure appeared in the heavy rain.

It was Pei Yuanhao, holding an umbrella and walking slowly in front of him.

His figure is so tall. He once appeared in Yue Qingying's dreams thousands of times, but now, I feel that it is a dream, but a nightmare from which I cannot wake up.

It wasn't until he came closer that I saw his cold eyes clearly, looking at me colder than the rain.

"Why...?"

"..."

"Why? Why are you doing this to me?" I asked angrily, raising my pale face, which was washed even more pale by the rain.

He looked at me coldly and said nothing.

"Why!"

I suddenly burst out and screamed, my throat oozing with blood from the exertion: "Why don't you let me go? Why don't you let me go? I'm already dead, and you won't let me go even after I'm dead.

Pass me!"

He looked down at me, still with a cold expression on his face. After a long silence, he spoke slowly, "Are you dead?"

"..."

"You didn't."

"..."

"Since you're not dead, I won't let you go."

"..."

"Don't forget, I said, if you dare to die, I will kill Liu San'er and cut him into pieces!"

I trembled and knelt on the ground, watching him slowly squat down in front of me, stretched out his hand to lift my chin, and said word by word: "If I can say it, I can do it. If you dare to cross the Naihe Bridge

, I want you to see him as soon as you turn your head!"

When I heard these words, I felt a biting coldness rushing into my heart. Suddenly my vision went dark and I fell backwards.

He reached out and caught me.

The moment before I lost consciousness, I felt him slowly pick me up. His sinister eyes kept looking at me. A slight sneer appeared on the corner of his thin lips. He put it next to my ear and said slowly:

"Remember, even if you are really dead, your body still belongs to me. You have no right to leave me!"

I'm sick.

After being carried back from the rain by him, I continued to have a fever, vomited, and fell into a long-term coma. The only time I woke up was when I was woken up by severe pain in my chest, and I coughed up blood several times.

We invited more than a dozen doctors for three days, but no one dared to take over. The only one who had the guts to give me a prescription for the high bounty, I vomited it all out after a while, and there was also some medicine in it.

Mixed with bright red blood.

At that time, Pei Yuanhao's eyes were red, and he was so angry that he had the doctor dragged away. No one said what happened next.

I couldn't control it anymore. I was lying on the bedside without any life, like a corpse. Although I ate all the soups and medicines brought to me, it felt like I was filling a bottomless pit. My breath was getting hotter day by day.

It is getting weaker day by day, and my body, which was slightly better at first, is completely broken like my spirit at this moment.

On this day, another doctor was invited. Pei Yuanhao sat aside with a livid face. After the doctor carefully checked my pulse, he looked at me again and turned back tremblingly: "Master..."<

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He just sat on a chair nearby and didn't say a word. The people around him were so frightened that they didn't dare to take a breath.

The doctor said tremblingly: "This - this madam - really, there is nothing we can do, why not - it is better to prepare for the funeral, which can be regarded as a rush..."

Hearing this sentence, I suddenly laughed.

But he had already stood up and walked slowly to the doctor. The chief attendant on the side saw that something was wrong and hurriedly came up and said: "Sir, please calm down."

He didn't speak, but his eyes almost burst out with anger. The doctor was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak out. Chang Sui hurriedly grabbed the doctor and walked out, closing the door.

I leaned on the head of the bed, the smile in my eyes getting deeper.

At this time, he slowly turned around and looked at me, his eyes slightly bent when he looked at me.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I didn't... seek suicide," I said with a smile: "It's God... who doesn't want me to live, it's God... who wants me to die."

He rushed to me, grabbed my shoulder, held it hard, and said angrily: "I tell you, in the hands of me, Pei Yuanhao, no one can die without saying anything!"

The smile on my face deepened. My shoulder was a little painful from his scratching, and I was a little out of breath. I panted for a while, then I looked up at him and said weakly: "This time, it seems...it's not up to you...to make the decision."

”

In fact, any power is so powerless in the face of life and death. Even if he can kill everyone at this moment, if God wants me to die, nothing can be done to save it.

I can finally escape completely.

I smiled faintly and closed my eyes tiredly.

He was still sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands still holding me tightly, but he was completely frozen. I felt that his breath was also a little disordered. I don't know how long it took before I heard his low voice: "

Don’t you care about the child?”

"...!"

My heart skipped a beat and I opened my eyes.

"Li'er, our daughter, do you just want to die like this and never care about her again?"

Although I was heartbroken, the child - the mention of the child still stirred up my calm heart, and my breathing became heavier. He still looked down at me and said, "You don't even care about the child?"<

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The child, my child, Li'er, has been living a bumpy and unpredictable life since she was in my belly. Even birth is more difficult than other children. It is me, the mother, who feels sorry for her and lets her

You have to experience the pain of separation of flesh and blood at a young age.

Thinking of this, hot tears welled up from the dry eyes and dripped down.

Pei Yuanhao looked at me like this, and his expression relaxed slightly.

At this moment, I said: "If I die, it will be good for her..."

He was shocked and looked at me with wide eyes. I also looked at him, but my expression was very calm, and said: "Tell me, this time... you caught me and returned to the palace, what... will you...

…to me?”

"..."

"Is it... to be imprisoned, or... to be imprisoned... in the cold palace?"

His face stiffened.

Without him opening his mouth, I understood what my fate would be this time. It was nothing more than this, just reliving the life I had experienced in the past. I smiled lightly and said: "She followed me, and she just... suffered."
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"..."

"Your Majesty, Li'er... is your daughter. Even if... considering this, please give her... to Liu Zhaoyi... and raise her."

At this point, although I was still smiling, the pain welling up in my heart could no longer be suppressed. My pale face turned blue-gray, my breath became weaker and weaker, and I couldn't say anything anymore, so I stretched out my hand to cover it.

I was touching my chest, but the severe pain inside had already caused my fingers to spasm and cold sweat to break out.

"Yue Qingying! Qingying!"

Pei Yuanhao became anxious all of a sudden. The hand holding my shoulder suddenly hugged me, holding me in his arms hard. My thin body was close to his chest, and I could feel his heartbeat, and I

She just smiled at him calmly, even more calmly than before on the boat——

Finally, I can completely...
To be continued...