I suddenly became nervous: "What did I say in my dream?"

Liu San'er hesitated for a moment and then said slowly: "You have been saying in your dream - why - why don't you let you go, and you also said -"

Seeing him hesitate to speak, I asked gently: "What else should I say about myself?"

"..."

He looked at me, his eyes flickering, looking so pale and full of intolerance. After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "You tell yourself, why are you not really dead?"

My face suddenly turned pale.

I don’t know what I dreamed about. All the dreams were blurred, but in the blur, I could also feel my fear and helplessness. However, I didn’t expect that I would express all my fear and helplessness.

And San'er heard everything.

Will my past, those unbearable pasts, still have to appear in front of him after all?

Thinking about it like this, I just feel like my heart is twisting.

Liu Saner looked at my pale face, hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "Qingqing, why, I think you seem to be afraid of Mr. Yuan."

"...!"

As soon as I heard his words, my heart jumped hard, and all the blood in my body suddenly solidified. I looked at him with a hint of panic before collapse, and he, perhaps because the two of us were closely dependent on each other, also

I could feel my heartbeat, but I didn’t say that sentence again.

However, there is no need to say any more.

My expression seems to have explained a lot of problems.

The atmosphere became a little tense.

After being silent for an unknown amount of time, he seemed to have made up his mind. He slowly sat up, placed his hands on both sides of my body, leaned down and looked at me with his dark eyes: "Qing, your past, I

I have never asked you because I know that you must have been deeply hurt. If you think about it again, you will be hurt again. So I never ask you because I don't want you to think about those things again."<

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I slowly raised my head, looked at him, and said with a slightly trembling voice: "Now, do you want to ask?"

"...Are you willing to say it?"

I looked into his eyes and my heart was trembling.

I never want to tell him about my past, even now, because the past is too unbearable, and I don’t want him to know about my past injuries, and also because I want to be a brand new person.

But now, my past is right in front of me, with only a layer of window paper left, which will break if I poke it. Maybe I should tell him.

But when I recalled the way Pei Yuanhao looked at me at the gate that night, and the last words he said——

"It's not a good thing for everyone to tell my identity."

I know very well that this sentence was what he said to me. He was threatening me not to talk nonsense, otherwise nothing good will happen, that is, something I will regret.

He will make me regret it. He has countless ways to make me regret it, make me suffer, and make me despair!

When I thought of this, I couldn't express what was in my heart, and slowly lowered my head.

Seeing me like this, Liu Saner seemed to understand something. I heard him sigh softly, and then let go of me. As soon as I left his arms, a cold air immediately hit me and penetrated into my skin.

I could almost feel it in my heart. I gently stretched out my hand and hugged my body.

Is he...disappointed?

At this moment, he stretched out his hand again, gently pulled up the quilt for me, and tucked it in. I was slightly startled and looked up at him. He was also sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at me, his eyes still warm.

He felt warm, even when his hand touched my cheek, it was still warm, and he said: "Forget it."

"..."

"I also know that if a person's memory is too painful, he should not be allowed to recall it."

"..."

"Since you don't want to think about it, just forget it."

"..."

After saying that, he put on his clothes. Looking at his dejected back, I suddenly said: "San'er!"

He turned back and looked at me.

I took a deep breath and said, "I will tell you my past."

"..."

"But now, it's not the time yet."

"..."

"When the time is right, I will tell you my past and everything I have experienced."

He stood there quietly, looking at my flashing eyes. After a long time, he finally showed a faint smile: "Okay."

I also breathed a sigh of relief.

But at this moment, I propped myself up and wanted to look at the small bed next to me, but found it empty. I asked hurriedly: "Where is Li'er? Why isn't Li'er here?"

Liu Saner got dressed and said to me: "You have been sick these past few days and there is no way to feed her, so I found a familiar elder sister in the town to help take care of her."

I wanted to get out of bed as soon as I heard this, but I had been burning for several days and was very weak. As soon as I sat up, I felt a strong dizziness and almost fell down. Liu Saner hurriedly came over to support me and said: "You

Don't get out of bed."

"I, I want to see the child!"

"I will pick her up." He said as he pushed me back on the bed and asked me to lie down. He pressed my shoulders and said, "How are you going to get there now when you are like this?"

"I——"

"You can see it when I get the child back, don't be impatient."

"...Hmm."

"I'm going, you have a good rest at home."

Although I was anxious to see my child, my body really didn't allow it, so I could only nod my head and said, "Come back soon."

"Yeah."

He nodded, covered me with the quilt again, and went out.

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As soon as he left, the room became quiet, leaving only his breath left on the tip of my nose, which was gentle and clean, like a pair of the gentlest hands, embracing me.

I curled up in such a breath. It was supposed to be a peaceful and happy moment, but I could never calm down.

The appearance of that person was like a sudden awakening from a nightmare. When I woke up, I found that the nightmare had come true. What frightened me even more was that he didn't treat me like he did in every deepest nightmare. He didn't even treat me like he did in every deepest nightmare.

Angry, not furious, and not what I fear most - being detrimental to Liu Saner.

But the more this happens, the more scared I am.

He is not a soft-hearted person, at least to me, but he is like a sword hanging above his head. It has not fallen yet, but I don't know when it will bring disaster.

I thought uneasily, and I don’t know how long it took. The uneasiness in my heart made me unable to lie down anymore, so I slowly got out of bed. My hands and feet were weak, and it took me a long time to get dressed.

After being clean and washing up, I slowly walked out while holding on to the wall and opened the door.

As soon as the door opened, a biting cold wind hit me.

The sky outside looks very gloomy, and thick dark clouds overhead cover the entire sky, giving people a very depressing feeling. The wind carries a biting chill, blowing straight into people's hearts.

I felt a little unbearable, so I stepped back and wanted to close the door.

But at this moment, there was a rapid sound of horse hooves and wheels in the wind, and a carriage was driving towards my home. It was the carriage that sent Liu Saner and me back that night.

When I saw it, I suddenly became nervous, and the carriage stopped outside, and a man got down from it. He was the attendant beside Pei Yuanhao. He opened the courtyard door and walked in, until he walked up to me.

, said respectfully: "Madam."

I just felt that I could no longer stand still. I held on to the door frame and looked at him with a pale face: "What are you doing here?"

"Master, please come over, madam."

When I heard this, my heart suddenly sank. A gust of colder wind blew, and I seemed to be unable to bear it. My fingernails dug into the door panel and it hurt: "He, what is he going to do?"

The man said calmly: "The master said, please come over and talk about old times."

Reminiscing about old times?

Hearing these two words, it was like a needle in the wind, pricking my heart. I bit my lower lip and said, "I have nothing to say to him. I want to wait for my husband-in-law to come back. You can go."

."

After saying that, I went back and prepared to close the door.

But just when I was about to close the door, the man said: "Since Madam is not going, I can only invite Mr. Liu."

My hand froze and I raised my head: "What did you say?!"

"My master has ordered me. If my wife doesn't want to go, I will invite Mr. Liu to come over."
To be continued...