Chapter 398 Life experience(1/2)
What?! As soon as I heard the word "pregnant", I was stunned.
I couldn't say a word. There was a buzzing sound in my head and ears, as if my whole body had been struck by thunder, and I felt nothing.
I——pregnant?!
I'm pregnant?!
When I realized this, I felt like the world was spinning and everything was in chaos. Only one sentence kept echoing in my mind - I'm pregnant? I'm pregnant!
Why am I pregnant?!
More than three months of pregnancy, that is - that time, that time in Yangzhou.
Suddenly, I felt my hands and feet were cold.
Liu San'er was obviously shocked and dumbfounded. He looked at the old doctor with wide eyes, and after a while, he asked: "Pregnant?"
"Yes." The old doctor stroked his gray beard and sighed: "With such a serious disease, she seems to have suffered some injuries, right? Hey, this child hasn't fallen off yet. I can only say that your family's ancestral grave is
Your feng shui is good, otherwise——"
I didn't say the next words anymore, because when I looked at Liu San'er and I, our faces looked wrong. My face suddenly turned pale with no blood at all. They couldn't listen to anything they said, and they were as dumb as if their souls had been sucked out of them.
Sitting there blankly.
I'm pregnant!
Did I break that man’s flesh and blood?
After I left that man, I actually became pregnant with his child again?!
Ha...
At this moment, I actually laughed.
I can't help but laugh, it's so funny.
God made this joke on me.
After I ended my relationship with him through death, after I experienced so much pain and escaped from him, he suddenly told me that there was another life in my body, which was conceived by him and me.
Life.
Haha, hahahaha...
Everyone in the medical center looked at a pale woman with surprised eyes, sitting weakly in a chair, but she kept laughing, almost breathless, and her eyes were filled with tears.
Liu San'er stayed by my side and looked at me silently. She didn't say a word. She just asked the doctor directly to buy a pair of anti-fetal medicines, then helped me and walked out slowly.
Neither of us spoke any more along the way, so silent that even breathing was obvious. He carefully supported me back home, helped me sit on the bed, stood by the bed and looked at me for a while, and then said: "
I'll make some medicine for you."
"..."
"You have a good rest."
"..." I lowered my head without saying a word, only watching his shadow slowly lengthen and disappear on the ground, and then my eyes slowly moved to my lower abdomen.
Since the miscarriage, my menstruation has been very irregular. In addition, since I was imprisoned in Yangzhou this time, my body is on the verge of death. It is a miracle that I can survive. My menstruation has not come yet and I have not come.
Not surprising, I just thought that if I took care of myself for a while, I might be able to recover slowly, but I never thought...
My trembling hands touched my flat belly, and I could hardly feel that there was a life there.
But why am I pregnant with his child again?
I have obviously left and used my life to bring the long-lasting entanglement between me and him to a final end; I am no longer Yue Qingying, and I don’t want to have anything to do with anything about him anymore, but why do you still let me get pregnant?
His child?
I leaned weakly against the head of the bed, letting helpless tears fall from my eyes.
Ever since she found out I was pregnant, Liu Saner has been very silent, as if she was afraid of touching anything, and she didn't talk much. After boiling the medicine, she sent it to me, and she also sent the cooked rice to my hand. Normally,
He even refused to let me take one more step or do more. He protected me so carefully, but he didn't dare to speak easily.
When it was time for dinner, I drank the anti-fetal medicine he boiled. The bitter taste made me feel sick. He took the bowl and said softly: "You have a rest before eating. I have prepared dinner and heated it in the pot."
."
I looked up at him: "You want to go out?"
"Hmm."
"Where to go?"
"I...I want to go down to the river to try my luck."
“Isn’t there still a fishing ban?”
"I heard it's almost over, and I just went to the nearby ditch to take a look." He said, then looked at my pale face: "You have to recuperate now."
As soon as I heard what he said, my eyes felt a little hot and I could only lower my eyes.
After a long while, I choked and said: "You, don't be so nice to me."
"..."
"I'm not worthy."
He was stunned for a moment and fell silent.
The room was so quiet that I couldn't even hear my breathing, but I seemed to hear the tears flowing into my heart. He looked at me quietly for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was low and slightly hoarse: "Don't be sad,
."
"..."
I thought he would try to comfort me, but he remained silent for a while, and in the end he didn't say anything more. He just said dryly: "Have a good rest, your child is very important."
I opened my eyes wide and looked at his dark eyes, which were slightly lowered and covered with thick eyelashes. There was a kind of desolation that I couldn't tell whether it was sadness or helplessness. The dim candlelight flickered, reflecting the eyelashes on his face.
A long shadow was cast above. I watched the shadow tremble, as if he wanted to raise his eyes to look at me, but he never did. He only turned around and went out.
I was sitting on the bedside. I was so tired physically and mentally, but I couldn't rest peacefully. I just kept looking at my flat belly in a daze. At this time, Aunt Liu's weak voice came from the back room, softly.
Call me: "Lighty girl...?"
As soon as I heard this, I quickly got up and walked in. I saw Aunt Liu lying on the bedside, looking at me.
"Aunt Liu, are you okay?" I walked over and tucked her in the quilt. She was not in good health, and it was difficult to cover herself with the quilt on a hot day. I touched her forehead and she was fine.
"You asked me for something?"
"It's nothing. I heard you didn't make any sound for a long time. Auntie wants to talk to you."
"Okay, you say."
As I spoke, I helped her sit up and put pillows behind her back to make her more comfortable. Aunt Liu looked at my pale face lovingly and said with a smile: "Have you taken the medicine?"
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I was stunned for a moment, and my face suddenly turned paler.
Liu Saner, have you told her everything?
"Don't worry, San'er didn't say anything. He refused to say anything when I asked him." She said softly: "But Auntie is also here. The taste of this medicine made me sick when I drank it. How could I not know what medicine it was?
”
As she spoke, she looked at me again, as if sighing slightly, and said: "Actually, don't worry about it. I knew it when San'er brought you back for the first time. A woman with a
I jumped into the river with my injury, and when I woke up, I refused to say anything. What else could it be because of?"
I sat on the edge of the bed, my whole body shaking slightly.
"A woman's life is born to be bitter. If you meet a rich man, he may not take you seriously. If you meet a rich man, you will also live a hard life. It depends on how you choose." She said, but it was like
Recalling something, a sweet smile appeared on his wrinkled face: "My guy doesn't know anything but fishing. I've never hated eating fish, but I've been eating fish with him all my life."
Damn, I can’t help it, who asked me to marry him?”
I choked and said: "Aunt..."
She stretched out her hand that was as dry as old tree bark, patted the back of my hand gently, and said: "Over the years, the girls in the village have often passed Geng Tie to San'er's hands. Even Yunxiang -
-Hey, I shouldn’t have said it, that girl is also a good girl, just like you, capable and docile. But San’er kept dragging his feet and didn’t even reply. I didn’t know why at first, but then he kept going
Hongye Temple is still willing to work, only Auntie knows."
"..." I was stunned for a moment.
"He said that he met the girl he liked in Yangzhou City, but the girl left. When he left Yangzhou, he went to Hongye Temple to seek marriage. The abbot of Hongye Temple told him that he and the girl were still married.
If the fate is not broken, we can always meet..."
I suddenly understood something, and my eyes widened in shock.
Liu San'er——
Aunt Liu gently held my hand and said: "Son, San'er is a good boy, kind-hearted, hard-working, and knows how to love others. If you marry him, other aunts won't dare to say it, but he
I promise not to let you suffer a little bit or shed a single tear."
To be continued...