"I feel uncomfortable. What's wrong with you?"

Pei Yuanhao looked at me and said with cold eyes: "When were you with me, and you didn't resist me? Is it because you really feel uncomfortable, or you simply don't want to serve me!"

I was stunned for a moment, looking up at him with my eyes wide open, but I felt the strong smell of alcohol in his hot breath rushing towards me, almost making me feel dizzy.

He seemed to have really drunk a lot, and he was even more impulsive than usual.

I don’t know what’s wrong, which made him feel bad, but how can I care about it with a drunk person? Besides, the dull pain coming from my lower abdomen makes me have no time to think about other things.

She softly begged: "Your Majesty, I didn't push back, and it's not that I don't want to serve the Emperor. In fact, it's because I have a child... Your Majesty, please don't do this - I'm really uncomfortable, Your Majesty - let me go."

..."

I almost subconsciously stretched out my hand to push him away, but this action seemed to anger him. He gritted his teeth and simply pressed my two wrists to the top of my head. My whole body seemed to be nailed to the bed.

Normally, I can no longer move.

The uneasy feeling suddenly came to my heart, and I started to tremble slightly, but I could do nothing but keep pleading softly.

"No... Your Majesty, I——"

However, he didn't listen at all.

……

His breathing became heavier and heavier, and his movements gradually became a little out of control.

At this moment, the dull pain in my lower abdomen suddenly turned into colic. I suddenly felt something was wrong, and I panicked. I hurriedly opened my mouth to call him, but I saw the smell of alcohol on his face.

They all turned red, and their eyes were a little dazed. They looked down at me, and hot sweat fell drop by drop from my forehead and dripped onto my cheeks, making me tremble slightly.

His eyes looked at me distractedly, just like every night in the past when he favored me. My heart suddenly sank, and an indescribable pain welled up from the bottom of my heart.

Then, I saw him open his mouth slightly and spit out two words——

"Li Zhu..."

This name, like a sharp knife, suddenly pierced my heart.

At this moment, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen. My expression suddenly changed. I felt something hot pouring out of my lower body, and my vision suddenly went dark.

……

"Qingying! Qingying——!"

I opened my eyes wide, but I couldn't see anything. It was as if my soul had been pulled out. All my perceptions had left my body, and I couldn't even hear his voice.

I don't know how long it took, but I slowly heard some sounds in my ears, but it was Pei Yuanhao who held me in his arms forcefully and called me loudly: "Qingying, Qingying, what's wrong with you?"

It was as if something hot was being taken away from my body. I just felt like I was losing control of my whole body. Being held in his arms, the cramps in my lower abdomen made me pale. I looked up at him and my lips kept moving.

Trembling: "I...I hurt so much...my stomach hurts so much..."

His eyes slowly moved to my lower body, and his eyes widened in horror.

I followed his gaze and almost choked.

Blood!

It was all covered in blood, and the thick bedding and brocade quilt on the lower body were all stained red with blood.

My whole body felt like I was lying in a pool of blood. The redness was so dazzling that it seemed like a ball of flames surrounded me, almost engulfing me and burning me up. My tears were about to flow out, and I was stunned.

Looking at this scene, Pei Yuanhao held my hand tightly and suddenly shouted: "Come here, come quickly!"

As soon as the people outside heard that something was wrong in his voice, they hurriedly opened the door and came in, hurriedly saying: "Your Majesty, talented man, what's wrong——"

Eunuch Yu and Aunt Wu also brought Shuixiu Xiaoyu with them, but all their words were swallowed in their throats. When they saw me lying there with a pale face, the brocade quilt could no longer hide the blood slowly staining it, and I suddenly

Everyone was shocked.

Pei Yuanhao roared: "Pass the imperial doctor! Hurry!"

His roar made the roof tremble, and my ears ached slightly, but no matter how painful it was, it couldn't compare to the pain in my heart at this moment. I watched the redness in front of my eyes slowly expand, and I had no feeling at all in my lower body. I could only understand mentally.

Something is slowly leaving me.

No...no!

I shook my head desperately, tears dripping down like broken beads - my child, my child! This is my only hope, this is my only extravagant hope, no, nothing will happen to you.

!

I was so scared that I kept trembling, but I couldn't stop the blood from pouring out of my body. This man hugged me so tightly, but nothing could be done to hold me back. I just felt that my body was slowly getting colder.

It slowly became empty, as if something had been pulled out of the body, even the soul was gone.

When I heard the imperial doctor staggering in and being yelled at by Pei Yuanhao, my consciousness slowly drifted away...

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When I woke up again, it was already two days later.

The sun was a bit dazzling, maybe because of the light reflected from the snow, which made the whole room look a bit dazzling. I slowly opened my eyes, and the sun immediately pierced my eyes, and I saw a familiar figure in the dazzling light.
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I frowned subconsciously.

As soon as he saw me making any movement, he immediately leaned down and said, "Qingying!"

Although he blocked the sun, I was still stung by the dazzling light and shed tears. I slowly opened my eyes and heard his voice suddenly become much lower, even with a little deliberate tenderness: "

Qingying, are you feeling better?"

"..."

I just looked at him.

He also fell silent.

At this moment, neither he nor I spoke, because some things just don’t need to be said.

The two of them stared at each other in silence for a long time. He finally looked away for the first time, as if to show weakness, but then slowly leaned down and hugged me.

This is not the first time I have been held in his arms. Many times in the past, although I was scared and uneasy, I could still feel the warm masculine breath, which also brought me short-term peace of mind and tenderness.

But this time, there was only coldness, a coldness that penetrated my heart.

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I was trembling in his arms, tears dripping down my cheeks.

"Qingying..."

He called softly in my ear, and hugged my weak body with both hands, very gently, but very hard, as if he wanted to completely integrate me into his body.

But I never moved, not even my heart.

"Qingying,"

He whispered in my ear, his voice full of deliberate tenderness, and even a trace of trembling that was difficult to conceal, as if he was afraid of something. He said: "You, you are okay."

It's okay...

Yes, I'm still alive.

But I know what is dead.

I was held tightly by him numbly, without even struggling. When I spoke, my voice was as cold as the air in the room——

"Why don't you let me go yet?"

"..."

"What else do you want me to do?"

"..."

The body that was close to me also trembled slightly. After a long time, he finally slowly let go of me, stood up and looked down at me. I just lay numbly under him, with no expression on my face.

, not even the temperature.

This was the first time he was so silent in front of me. It seemed that even breathing became a little difficult. After a long time, he finally said: "It's me, I'm sorry for you."

I slowly raised my eyes and looked at him.

His face was also very pale, as if he had lost all the blood in his body like me, but his eyes were red and bloodshot. Although he was still the same person, he looked haggard and looked like another person.

But I have seen all this, and I have only seen it.

Facing my indifferent gaze, he seemed to feel something. He stretched out his hand and gently held my weak hand, pinching it in the palm of his hand. However, their hands were cold, and their skin was so close to each other.

I can't feel any temperature, I can only feel each other's hollowness and trembling.

He said: "Qingying, we are still young and can still have our children."

"No more."

This faint sentence was like a bolt from the blue. He was startled and looked at me with wide eyes, and I looked at him too.

"This time, it's enough."

Pei Yuanhao, I didn’t stay here for you.

Even if you say that I am the woman you love most; even if you use the gentlest lingering to keep me; even if you give me everything a woman in the world wants, these are not the reasons for me to stay, I am here for this

My child, for the family I have been looking forward to for half my life.

Therefore, I endured the difficulties made by those women in the palace, I endured that I would become someone who even looked down upon myself, I endured that you would always call Nangong Lizhu’s name when you favored me, and I endured what I could not do in the past.

Everything I endured.

Just for this child, just for me and you, and him, this complete family.

But you destroyed him with your own hands!

He seemed to feel something, and a hint of pain flashed across his pale face. After a long silence, he slowly looked at me and said, "We will have children who belong to us."

"No more."

"Yes!"

When he gritted his teeth and said this word, his whole body seemed to be in pain, and he stared hard, as if he was making the most important decision, a promise.

I looked at him without saying anything, but slowly showed a smile.

This smile was extremely gentle, as gentle as if it would be blown away by his breath in the next moment. He was stunned for a moment, and his hold on my hand tightened, and I said softly: "Please let me go."

”

"..."

There was a spasm in that hand.

"You said that there is no shortage of women in this palace to bear children for you, and the one in your heart is not me." When I said this, a drop of hot tears fell from the corner of my eyes, as if everything in my body had been drained away.

The temperature is so high that even my heart feels cold.

"You have so much... you will never lack me, but I--I have nothing left."

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