She always gave people the impression that she was standing far away watching a play on stage, but those eyes seemed to have already seen everything. I thought about it and just smiled faintly: "I'm okay, I am."

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"If you want to find another place to live, you can tell me. After all, you are pregnant and living alone in Fangcaotang..."

"I am used to being alone."

Seeing my smile, Chang Qing glanced at me again, her watery eyes flashed twice, and then nodded with a smile: "Well, since you are used to being alone, just be alone."

"Thank you, Queen."

After saying this, Chang Qing picked up the tea bowl at hand and took a sip, and I sat quietly. She and I were not familiar, but we were not completely strangers. In fact, I could feel

There is a wonderful atmosphere between me and her, so there are many things that are hard to say if they are deep and hard to say if they are shallow.

She took a sip of tea, thought about it again, and then looked up at me: "I heard that you were not there the last two times the Emperor went to Fangcaotang?"

"Uh, yes."

I was stunned. I didn't expect that she would suddenly mention this matter. I didn't know how to answer for a while. I just looked at her in shock. Chang Qing raised the corner of her lips slightly and said: "The harem also has its own rules. The concubine's responsibility is to behave well."

Serve the Emperor. You have been with the Emperor the longest, and there are many things that I don’t need to say.”

"..." I was silent for a moment and said softly: "Yes."

She stood up slowly again, walked to me, looked down at me, and said, "I know that you are a smart person, but smart people may not do stupid things. Do you understand?"

I thought about it, smiled, nodded and said to her: "I understand."

She is right. Xu Cairen has completely turned against me and moved to Jingren Palace. However, I live far away from Fangcaotang alone, am still pregnant, and do not rely on any power in the palace. It can be said that I

Now we have reached our weakest point.

It seems easy for anyone to harm me.

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Autumn in the capital passed quickly, and the snow came very early this year. Not long after Xu Cairen moved out, Fangcaotang received the first snow of this winter on a quiet night.

Although I have been waiting for dawn with my eyes open, I was still a little surprised when the white snow reflected outside the window.

Looking at the heavy snow falling from the sky, covering everything around, what a world of pink makeup and jade, only the purest white is left, as if all the unsightly filth and conspiracies have been washed away.

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Shuixiu and Xiaoyu are children at heart. They were overjoyed when they saw the heavy snow. After following my instructions and fetching the Four Treasures of the Study, the two of them went to the yard to have a snowball fight. They laughed and laughed like crazy. The wind blew in the snow.

The windows blend into the ink in the inkstone.

Aunt Wu brought me a hand-warming stove, looked out the window, and said with a smile, "Talented people are too used to them."

"What?"

"If someone comes to see it, what kind of behavior will it be like?"

I smiled and said: "Who will come to see it?"

These days, Fangcaotang has become more and more deserted. Speaking of which, I still have talented people who are pregnant, but they are not as popular as the one in Jingren Palace. The queen personally cares about her daily life, and the emperor often stays overnight in Jingren Palace.

, every time I hear Shuixiu and the others talk about it, they always speak with disdain, not to mention how jealous the other concubines in the palace are.

As for my place, although it is not crowded, it is really deserted.

What surprised me the most was that even Shen Rou didn’t make any movement.

My previous plan was to worry that someone with such a kind-hearted nature as Xu Cairen would inevitably be implicated if she was with me, and her methods were definitely not enough to deal with any concubine in the palace, so I forced her to stay with the queen. Only I

Everything is easier when I'm alone. But I didn't expect that when I was at my weakest, Shen Rou stopped moving.

Or, what is she waiting for?

Fortunately, Eunuch Yu is still very warm and the things he sent are excellent. The ink I am using now comes from Huizhou. It is dark and moist in color and does not smudge when put on the paper. The rich ink fragrance even in such a cold weather,

It also stuck on the tip of the nose for a long time.

Aunt Wu knew my character a long time ago, so she didn’t say anything more, just gave a few words of advice and left.

A quiet room.

I listened to the sound of falling snow and the falling of the pen tip, which was like a low singing, especially moving. My mind slowly moved with the tip of the pen, and I didn't even notice that the sound of laughter outside slowly disappeared.
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At this time, there was a soft breathing sound in my ears.

The tip of my pen stagnated, and I immediately felt something, but I didn't look back, but continued to write rustlingly. The person behind me didn't seem to care, and slowly leaned down, close to my face, and stretched out a big warm hand.

Come and touch my hand.

The soft lines slowly extended under these two hands.

The people behind me were breathing heavily, but my breathing was getting tighter and tighter, as if I was being forced onto a narrower and narrower road. My writing became more and more jerky, and I finally stopped.

"Your Majesty..."

The man behind him seemed to chuckle silently: "Why don't you continue?"

I also smiled: "My concubine's hands are cold."

"Isn't there still me?"

As he spoke, he held my hand more tightly, and the warm touch spread from his fingertips all the way down his arm to his heart. I shrank slightly. Seeing that he was about to continue writing, I hurriedly withdrew my hand: "Your Majesty.

I don’t want to paint anymore.”

I retracted my hand, and his hand quickly let go. I gently put the brush aside, then slowly turned around and looked at him.

Yes, long time no see.

I don’t know why I keep dreaming about him every night these days, but no matter how gentle and quiet the dream is, it seems that it can’t compare to this moment. He is really standing in front of me, his breath blowing on my cheek, and his eyes are staring.

Close my eyes.

"Don't want to paint anymore? Want to go out for a walk again?"

"The emperor is here, why are you going out for a walk?"

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"I thought you wanted to go out for a walk just because I'm here."

My heart moved, and I raised my eyes to look at him. This man was becoming increasingly unhappy and angry, and it became increasingly difficult to see what was on his mind from his eyes.

However, those eyes are clearly the same as in the dream.

I smiled: "Why did the emperor come?"

He didn't answer me, but instead looked down at my belly. It had been more than three months and I hadn't grown much. My figure still looked thin. He frowned slightly and reached out to touch my belly: "Why?

Are you still so thin?"

"I have eaten a lot recently."

"Really?" He smiled, slowly came over, and whispered: "Let me see..."

As he spoke, one of his hands was already on the table behind me, and he hugged me in his arms. His upper body was slightly leaning over, and his two faces were almost touching each other. You could also smell the familiar smell of his breath.

His lips were about to kiss mine, and I gently turned my face to one side.

But he wasn't angry, he just looked at the paintings on the table while I turned my face away——

"What are you drawing?"

"Bodhisattva."

"How do you draw a Bodhisattva properly?"

"I recently listened to Zen with the Queen Mother at Linshui Pagoda, and I would like to buy a picture of Bodhisattva."

When he heard the Queen Mother, his expression stiffened for a moment, but slowly softened again, and he turned to look at me: "Do you know what the word Bodhisattva means?"

I smiled and said, "Your Majesty, you are going to test me? The word Bodhisattva means 'feelings of feeling'. Is my concubine right?"

"That's right, it's 'feeling'." He slowly came closer and looked down at my cheeks, which were slightly red due to his proximity, and my trembling lips: "The Bodhisattva has feelings, but you are ruthless."

"I..."

Before he finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed me.

I just felt like fireworks were blooming in front of my eyes, and my whole body was on fire with a bang. The hands that were supported on the table had already wrapped around my waist, and slowly kneaded me into his arms.<

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It’s been a long time since we’ve seen each other, and it’s really been a long time since we were so close.

I was even a little nostalgic for the tenderness he gave me, but then a gust of cold wind blew in from the window and calmed me down.

No!

At this time, it is too dangerous for us to be like this!

When the last bit of strength was taken away by his kiss, I quickly turned my head away, put my hands on his chest, and slightly opened the distance between the two of us.

The lips were separated, but the hot feeling was still there. Both of them were panting, as if they were going to be burned together again in the next moment. I felt the restless beating under his chest, and I also felt a little emotional. He moved and said softly: "Your Majesty..."
To be continued...