I looked at her with a reluctant smile: "I can't say that the Supreme Emperor doesn't favor Queen Zhaolie."
Madam Qian shook her head: "You can't say that, you can't say that either."
"What did the nanny mean just now?"
"If you want to say this in the words of the Empress, it is called - like a person who drinks water and knows the temperature and heat."
"Like a person drinks water, he knows how cold and how hot he is?"
"Yes, in our words, only you know whether your shoes are comfortable or not."
“…”
After hearing these two examples of her, I frowned slightly, as if I had already spoken to it. After a while of silence, I thought about it in my heart. I looked at Madam Qian and said, "That's to say, although the Supreme Emperor is very good to Queen Zhao Lie, she herself doesn't think it's not really suitable for her, right?"
"..." Madam Qian was silent for a moment, probably because she was not easy to say, so she just sighed a long time.
"Why, then?"
Madam Qian thought for a while, as if she had thought of something, and said, "Just say drink tea. We followed the Empress to serve. After serving for a while, we knew the Empress's preferences. She liked to drink sparrow tongue, and after soaking twice, she liked the faint taste."
"It seems that her taste is really light."
"Yes, but the Supreme Emperor can never remember it. Every time he drinks tea with the Queen, he will drink silver hooks for the Queen and put some green salt in it. The taste - we have tasted it privately, he doesn't know why the Queen Emperor likes to drink that kind of tea."
“…”
"There are some times when it's the same. The Empress clearly likes to go east, but the Supreme Emperor thought that the Empress likes to go west. She couldn't remember it several times and several times. The Empress didn't say it. Every time she got like this, she would sit and sulk, not once or twice."
“…”
I felt my chest pounding, and after a while, I asked, "Then, are they quarrel?"
"The emperor and the empress can't argue about these things. What's the point of arguing? Even the emperor himself doesn't feel that every time the empress is humiliated for a while, it will pass. Even if it gets cold, the empress will give in in the end."
“…”
"Speaking of this, the Empress was also the lord of the harem by the mother back then, but who really knows the grievances in her heart?"
“…”
Speaking of this, Madam Qian only sighed and started to nag, but I calmed down and sat there in a daze, unable to hear the nagging in her mouth, but for no reason, the words that the Empress Dowager said with a little resentment and even hatred in her mind echoed in her mind.
She has received the most exclusive favors, but she always looks unsatisfied and makes people hate it when they look at it.
But, is it really a special favor?
Or, is it really her who spoiled?
My heart was bright and dark, as if there was a candlelight swaying and fluttering across a layer of window paper. It could clearly illuminate some truth, but it was a little clearly extinguished, which was always hard to see and distinguish.
Queen Zhao Lie...
The Supreme Emperor...
After a while, Madam Qian suddenly seemed to wake up, and said with a chuckle, "It's all about Chen Guzi rotting sesame seeds. Look, I still like to nag so much."
I also laughed: "I love listening to the nanny nagging."
Hearing me say this, the smile in her eyes became deeper. She looked at me up and down for a while and said softly: "Looking at the girl's current appearance, she really lives a good life. Lao Qian is also happy to see her. But the girl, this palace is a pool of muddy water after all. If you don't get in, don't come in, otherwise it will be difficult to go out in the future."
“…”
I was silent for a moment and said, "I understand what Madam means."
Her words were exactly the same as what Yang Jinqiao said to me when she was in Shangyang Palace. At that time, I was ignorant and involuntarily involved. Now, for my daughter, despite being reluctant, I can only get involved.
I just hope that one day I can still withdraw.
I chatted with Madam Qian for a while, but this time she didn't hide anything anymore. Even Queen Zhaolie said that "special favor" was "she". However, she didn't seem to know more about Madam Wu than Madam Wu.
It seems that I have to find another way.
After a while, Madam Wu came back.
She had already delivered everything she should have sent. After she came back, while I went to pour tea on my own, she whispered to Madam Qian and gave me some things, then turned around and said, "Miss, the time is almost the same, we should go back."
"oh."
I took another sip of tea with the cup and put it on the table: "Madam Qian, then I'll leave."
"……Why."
I seemed to hesitate when I heard her voice. When I looked back, her eyes were slightly red. When I was sent to the door, I lowered my head and gently wiped the corners of my eyes.
In fact, even if I don’t say it, she knew that this time I only agreed to stay in the palace for the New Year, and I will not be willing to easily step into this red wall in the future. It is really hard to say whether I have a chance to see you again after leaving.
I held her hand and comforted her a few more words. In the end, even I felt a little uncomfortable and my voice was slightly awkward. Madam Wu came over and persuaded her for a few words before finally persuaded us both. I followed her and walked out of the courtyard and left the cold palace.
When I walked out, I looked back.
Against the backdrop of the white snow, this lonely and quiet cold palace gradually became a little blurred.
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I had nothing to say all the way. Madam Wu and I had been out for a long time, and I still had wonderful words in my heart. I hurried back to Jingren Palace and entered through the back door, but I heard that it was much quieter in front of me. Perhaps the enthronement of Concubine Nangong had been completed. After the queen's guidance, she would go to thank her again, and everything would be over.
However, just as we walked to a place not far from the small yard, we heard a loud voice coming from inside. It seemed that there were still many people, and my heart suddenly skipped a beat.
There are only two or three people back and forth in my small yard, why are there so many people suddenly?
Moreover, I seemed to hear Nangong Lizhu's voice!
As soon as I realized that she had arrived at me, I was a little anxious and ran in a hurry. As soon as I entered the yard, I saw two teams of people standing in the yard. One of them was wearing golden clothes and a new noble concubine Nangong Lizhu, and the other was also very luxurious concubine Yang Jinqiao.
The two of them followed their own maids and eunuchs, and were making noises at this moment.
What's going on?
I was stunned for a moment and walked over.
Chapter completed!