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Episode.30 The Night of the Broken, the Night of the Birth of Karma Players

On the empty circular field, there was only a piece of crystal emitting a faint light and two figures on the edge.

The girl stretched out her hand and stood behind wanted to say something, but she took it back in the air and held her breath.

The reason why people are human is because they are interfered and influenced by various emotions, or even distorted. Only when they are constantly changing can they be called humans.

Different people have different experiences;

Whether it is happiness or misfortune, they are all things born in distortion, but in fact there are still some humans who have not been distorted.

Such a person can definitely get happiness.

So, Natsume was confused.

So, Natsume was surprised.

What I met were those who had not been distorted by reality and maintained that soul, but God let the Buddha forget this place and spread the misfortune that should have been given to others here.

A great man once said, "God is dead." Judging from the current situation, God is indeed completely dead.

He cannot save the world, he cannot change the world, he is just a bystander.

In this way, the only one who can change the world is himself, that's all.

Sitting on the ground, burying his head between his arms, the emotions that could not be vented turned into muffled groans, breathing heavily, and absorbing the air that did not exist like a lack of oxygen.

I can't cry, tears can't flow out. All this is like it has nothing to do with me. Natsume, who is afraid of her appearance, feels vomiting.

His abdomen was as if he had been hit countless times, and the completely distorted reality made him dizzy.

Breathe with big mouthfuls, closing your eyes desperately, not looking at the disappearing person in front of you.

Dead. It's impossible to come back again.

All those who laughed together in the past were killed by other players and turned into painful memories.

Natsume really wanted to cry, but he became confused in his heart.

Pain, tears, how can you do such an action?

Should we first recall the painful things, and collapse the tear glands through nerve conduction, and blink the eyes with breathing and finally shed tears.

Not clear.

not understand.

Natsume has forgotten the element of crying and lost the steps of crying.

Sadness is different from fighting, and the difference between the two is so huge that it makes Natsume feel like he has fallen into an endless abyss.

I wanted to cry, but opened my mouth but only had painful humming.

The chest was like it was blocked, and the breathing began to be difficult and the world began to turn upside down.

The stomach gradually rolled up, and the unknown force that stirred the internal organs attacked Natsume's body unscrupulously.

It was so painful that the whole body began to feel like tearing.

So sad, the beating of the heart accelerated to the point where it was about to explode.

The confused eyes couldn't see everything clearly, and the pupils began to lose focus. Natsume became panicked at his cold blood when facing the death of others.

From that time on, when others were regarded as criminals and demons, I had already lost the capital to cry.

There seems to be no option to ‘cry’ in the fluctuations of emotions, all of which are extreme emotional choices.

With his hands stretched out, he began to scratch his throat and slapped his cheeks, trying to make himself cry through pain.

You must cry, be sad, be sad.

These people shouldn't die here, they should live longer than themselves.

You are the devil, and the punishment for coming should not fall on others.

So, it was their own misfortune that allowed them to end like this, and all the mistakes were on themselves.

Therefore, please, whether it is God, God, or destiny, can you make yourself cry?

The skin was torn, blood marks appeared on the neck, the face, and the nails were soaked in blood, and the pain in the wound gradually spread.

But it has no effect, and there is no urge to cry at all.

Natsume gave up and simply knelt on the ground, his hanging shoulders no longer making any moves.

Breathing began to become difficult, and suddenly, an unnatural deflection occurred on his head.

It was not controlled by him, but the result of being forced to move it away.

Hearing the sound of heartbeat, feeling the body temperature, and a warm breath came over.

The girl who hugged her head tightly and placed it on her chest said this.

"It's enough, so take a break. Now, you can cry loudly."

"I……"

"Isn't it? You shouldn't impose the cause of their incident on yourself, it's so stupid and arrogant. The fate of others is not something you can decide, and that's the result."

That's the result?

"You don't have to be responsible for this. You have done what you should do. At this moment, the last thing you have to do is cry loudly. I'll sit here until you stop crying."

"Cry loudly..."

Feel the warmth, imagine the past world, and the short days I spent with them.

The encounter between people is always full of miracles, and now it is the same.

So sad, every place is very painful, as if it was filled with lead.

All I can do now is crying.

……………………

so

……………………

The closed thing in my heart was opened, and the string that had been tense suddenly broke.

Something came out.

The surging feelings have broken through.

The eyes hurt so much, and warm liquid began to overflow from the sockets, leaving it to the corner of the mouth to taste the salty taste.

That's, tears?

It was as if he had understood something. He suddenly realized that he closed his eyes, opened his mouth, and hugged the person he could hold—

at last--

Cry.

"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w

The pain of losing this world to affirm oneself, and the regret of not saving others, all flows out with tears.

Even though I look so unsatisfied, I still can't stop.

Hold the girl in front of you and cry like a child.

The eyes that had not appeared in tears for six or seven years, and the pain that broke the dam was heartbreaking was heartbreaking.

The body keeps trembling, and it can only be relieved by relying on the other person's body temperature.

Cry, cry, cry.

Tears, tears, tears.

The last one.

The end of the end.

He won't fulfill that promise.

Even though he knew that the girl in front of him was very warm, he would still leave.

Because those people must be killed.

He is carrying the "karma", in the end, he only has one choice. (To be continued, please search for Astronomy, novels are better, updated and faster!
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