She acted like a naughty child, as if what she handed to his mouth was not medicine but candy.
You have to let him eat it.
Lian Xueyin had no choice but to open his mouth and let her stuff the entire bottle of pills into his mouth.
The elixir melted in the mouth, but Lian Xueyin was like fragile tofu at this moment. He coughed a few times and spit out a few mouthfuls of black blood.
Qing Hu was at a loss and used her sleeves to wipe the blood from the corners of his lips.
Fortunately, after calming down for a while, he seemed to finally feel better and had the strength to continue talking to her.
"I told you that the severe drought in Lingzhou is destiny. In the last years of the dynasty, natural and man-made disasters are inevitable. So at the beginning, I really wanted to let nature take its course."
"Then why did you change your mind again?" Qing Hu asked eagerly.
If destiny is unstoppable, and if blocking destiny requires paying such a high price, why must we stop it?
"Because I have also said that once I become a king, I should shoulder my responsibilities. If I know that the dynasty will be destroyed sooner or later, and I will die sooner or later, and I abandon the people under my rule, then I will
How can we talk about being a king?"
"Zhizhi thinks this is the truth?"
Qing Hui was choked by him and wanted to say that if the dynasty changes and there are natural and man-made disasters, it is impossible for you to stop it.
Even if you can stop it for a while, can you still stop it for the rest of your life?
If you block one life, can you block the next one?
But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't ask them.
Because she also wanted to ask herself, if she knew that a person was going to die and that it would be useless to save him, then if she saw that person was about to die today, would she still save him?
She first wanted to study medicine because Ning Fengxu gave her a puppy when she was young.
A long-haired, beautiful little white dog.
I told her in a mysterious way that I bought it from an overseas businessman, not a local dog, but I was so squeamish.
She has indeed never seen such a beautiful puppy, and she likes it very much.
Even the housekeeper accepted the puppy as his daughter.
But after only raising it for more than half a year, the puppy became sick.
She looked for doctors everywhere, but they all said that the puppy was hopeless. She and Ning Fengxu even slipped over the wall and went to Fangshi to find a veterinarian who could treat animals, but the veterinarian also told her that it was hopeless, so don't save it.
, it’s just a waste of money. Small animals sent from outside are not accustomed to the climate in Yujing, and it is common for them to die.
Even Ning Fengxu told her that since she couldn't support her anymore, she might as well forget it and find her a better one later.
She knew that what they said was right. If things were not acclimatized and there was nothing that could be done about it, it would be impossible to save it if it could not be saved.
But she couldn't bear to watch the puppy she regarded as her daughter consuming its life day by day, but she had no way to do it, and she didn't even have the chance to try to change.
She thought it would be nice if she could treat it, at least she wouldn't feel so powerless.
The puppy died in the end, and they only had a "mother-daughter" relationship for more than half a year.
But when Ning Fengxu later said that he wanted to give her another puppy, she refused because the little white dog still left a deep impression on her, and she didn't like the kind of dog that she couldn't do anything about.
Feeling.
She told Ning Fengxu that when her medical skills are very good, she will raise a puppy so that it can live a healthy life.
"Zhizhi, I used to be a good fighter and liked to rush in front."
Chapter completed!