The loneliness and worry at the fifth watch are not special, they are common and ordinary.

The state of abundance will make people content with the status quo, while the lack of it will make people worry and think about things they have never thought of before. In the fifth night, I feel more and more that people's lives have inertia, family, friendship, love, RV, work, they are all

They are all inertial forces that drive people’s lives.

Once you get used to these things, losing them will hit you far more than you expected.

The more upset she is about this in the fifth night, the more important it is that Nishino is in her heart. Why do people who have lost their love seek life and death? Why do corporate members who suffer layoffs feel depressed? Life is full of minefields far beyond our imagination.

He was blown to pieces and was unable to recover.

Many people fall into the abyss and find it hard to find the energy to climb out. Many more people live in affluence and look at those who lack experience with cold eyes, perhaps even laughing at their fragility and pretentiousness.

As everyone knows, accepting being given up and taking the initiative to give up both require courage, not just a little bit.

When facing important choices in life, one can indeed feel a sense of solemnity, as if life will turn a corner from now on and drive on a different track, although the future will be equally indifferent to everyone and full of nihilistic possibilities.

, but those who have the courage to accept the status quo and explore to find the direction are undoubtedly more worthy of respect.

Fukawa is facing such a moment now.

After the program ended, she and her manager stayed until the end, and they didn't talk about it until they saw the members waving goodbye to her and leaving one after another.

"Have you really decided?"

In the lounge, the agent seemed to say the same thing many times.

Fukawa knew that she just wanted to confirm her determination again and again. She also knew that this was not a trivial matter. Rivers changed their courses and trains changed tracks. Although they lead to the same unknown future, it is still quite a challenge to actively leave the current comfort zone.

A risky move.

"Um."

This was not a sudden decision. She thought about it over and over in her mind before she expressed her thoughts to her agent.

She told the other party about it several times, through text messages, phone calls, and then in person to confirm it. This was actually a process of gradually strengthening her self-determination.

The agent breathed a sigh of relief, "From my standpoint, of course I don't support such a decision. Now... now everything is developing in a good direction, and many things are gradually getting on the right track. Mai Shisandan, you

Standing in the front row for the first time..."

She didn't continue talking, and the lingering lingering lingering feeling stayed here just right. She knew that Fukawa understood what she meant.

"I know," Fukawa nodded slightly, "It's just that I also have my own considerations. Don't worry, this is something that has been carefully considered and is definitely not just a casual talk. Now I think the time is ripe."

After a moment of silence, the agent smiled and said, "I understand, I will talk to the operation."

Fukawa bowed slightly, "Sorry to trouble you."

After the other party left, Fukawa sat on the chair seemingly exhausted.

Once a decision is made, the worry about gains and losses in my heart quickly subsides, and all that remains is the appreciation of everything around me within a limited time.

She just sat there in a daze for a long time, until the concept of time seemed to disappear here.

To be honest, Nishino's decision shocked her greatly. Before that, her dreams and reality were quite entangled in her heart.

Memories always flashed back in front of her eyes despicably when she was hesitating about how to make a choice. Before going to bed or closing her eyes. Of course, this was not a separation between life and death, but in the days to come, they might not be able to stand in the same place again.

The stage is over. When thinking of this, Fukawa's heart is full of nostalgia.

The sudden opening of the door at five o'clock broke Fukawa's contemplation.

"Shixiao-chan, you...didn't go back?"

"Maimai?"

Both of them were quite surprised.

"Na-chan and the others have been back for a while." Fukawa was faintly thankful that the meeting between her and her manager was not caught up in the fifth watch.

"I..." Wugeng looked embarrassed, "I did it on purpose..."

"What's the purpose?"

"Ikoma doesn't know anything... I'm afraid she'll ask me to go back with Na-chan again, which is a bit overwhelming. I've been hiding in the bathroom before, saying that I have a stomachache."

Seeing her embarrassed expression, Fukawa snickered. It was such a bad excuse, but luckily Ikoma would take it seriously.

"Where are you, Mai Mai? Why didn't you leave? I thought I was left alone." Wu Geng walked into the room, pulled out the small bag hidden behind the cabinet, packed it a little, and prepared to leave.

"We have a few things to discuss."

"oh oh."

Seeing that Wu Geng was not too concerned, Fukawa breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that Na-chan's incident has not affected Shixiao-chan clearly, she thought.

In the past, I would have gotten to the bottom of the matter early in the morning and would not give up until I could help.

"Shixiao-chan," she said, "Na-chan, she..."

"What's wrong?" Wu Geng turned around.

"..." Fukawa shook his head in silence, "It's nothing, I'm talking to myself."

Wu Geng didn't pay attention to this, "Do you want to go back together, Mai Mai?"

"OK."

Fukawa walked beside Wu Geng, and caught a glimpse of her gloomy profile from the corner of his eye, and pursed his lips.

Na-chan may not be as decisive as you think.

Fukawa did not say these words. Why, maybe she was influenced by the atmosphere at the time.

——Xiao Xiao, let’s break up.

On that occasion, in fact, everyone may have had a premonition, but no one pointed it out. The evidence is that when Nishino picked up the mobile phone and dialed the phone, until the words were spoken, Fukawa was not surprised at all.

It seems like everything should be like this.

Ah, no. She still felt surprised.

I'm surprised that Nishino is really willing to let go.

Everyone present fell silent.

It is obviously a thrilling and joyful amusement park, but in a corner at the door is a tragic performance about the separation of lovers.

Nishino put down the phone. She swayed like a weightless doll and quickly regained her balance.

She opened her mouth.

It would be nice to find out...

……lie.

Fukawa opened her eyes slightly, not knowing whether her eyes or ears captured this message. Hashimoto and the others beside her did not move, so she thought she was hallucinating.

At that time, she seemed to sense some of Nishino's unfinished thoughts, but Nishino seemed to sense her thoughts and looked at her sadly but also slyly.

She raised her index finger to her mouth.

Shhh——

Nishino's eyes can speak.

But Fukawa is not that special being who can read her mind, so this should be a trial at the fifth watch.

They had been so close, how could Nishino have the heart to push Wu Geng to the edge of the earth all at once, without showing any mercy.

Fukawa knew in his heart that it was his own business and Nishino's Wu Geng business.

Leaving is not the end, and breaking up is not the end.

Time is moving forward.

Always moving forward.
Chapter completed!