Allen was extremely strong.

The moment his fist hit the table in front of him, a lot of food on the table shook to the ground.

Alan's sudden roar and table smash scared Nifa and Adam.

The mother and son didn't even dare to show off their anger, they only dared to look at Alan in front of them with a shrunk look.

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“Hu…hu…hu…hu…hu…hu…hu…”

Alan took several breaths, which allowed his breathing, which was disturbed due to excitement, to return to normal.

"Sorry... I scared you..."

Alan slowly stood up as he said.

"I'll go outside and blow the wind..."

After saying that, without waiting for the response from Nifa and Adam, Allen left the dining table and walked straight out of the house.

As the sound of the house's door closing sounded, only Nifa and Adam were left in the house.

Looking at the direction of Alan leaving, Adam gritted his teeth.

"Sorry, mother, please continue to have dinner first, I'll go see my father."

"Ah... OK..." Nifa hesitated for a while and said to Adam, "Adam... your father may be... too tired and too stressed recently..."

Nifa herself thought of the most reasonable explanation for Allen's abnormal behavior just now.

"Well..." Adam nodded softly, "I understand... I will comfort my father well..."

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After Adam ran out of the house, he found Allen in the corner of an alley outside the house.

Allen was squatting in the corner of this alley.

His appearance did not look like a general who had completely carried the life and death of the Frank Empire on his shoulders.

It's more like a down-and-out beggar, a decadent homeless man...

"Father……"

Adam slowly walked towards Alan while calling out to Alan's name softly.

"Adam...what are you doing with me? Go back for supper quickly..."

"Father... are you too tired and under too much pressure? If you are too tired and under too much pressure, my mother and I will listen carefully to what you say. You can tell us the grievances in your heart to the fullest!"

"Adam, thank you for your kindness, but I am not too tired or stressed now..."

"Father, you are lying!"

Adam said seriously.

"Father, you looked strange at first glance!"

"Father, you are the hero of our Frank Empire! As a hero, how could you show up like you did just now!"

"The...hero of the Frank Empire...?"

Allen suddenly burst into laughter as if he had heard something funny.

Alan's laughter, which was so scary that he wanted to laugh loudly but suppressed him.

It made Adam creepy.

“…Adam, you’re right…”

"I may be... really tired and under too much pressure recently..."

"Many thoughts that I had hidden deep in my heart and the guilt that was hidden deep in my heart were all here while I was tired..."

"Adam...I've never been a hero of the Frank Empire..."

"During the time I lurked in the Britannian Empire, I had never made any great contributions to the Frank Empire..."

"I have not made any achievements."

"It's just that His Majesty pushed me out for the purpose of stabilizing the morale of the army and the hearts of the people, and made me a 'hero'."

"My title is just artificially created..."

“I’m not only not a hero…”

"I'm just a morally corrupt scum..."

"I betrayed the Lord who relied on me..."

"Betrayed my companions..."

"I betrayed all the people in the Britannian Empire who trusted me..."

"I'm simply...an unforgivable bastard..."

"Father!" Adam said anxiously, "You are not a morally corrupt scum! You do this for this country and for the people of this country!"

"Even if you really didn't get any great contribution in the Britannian Empire, as long as you have this spirit of willingness to devote yourself to this country and the people of this country, you are the hero of our country..."

Before Adam could finish his words, Alan's hoarse roar broke Adam's head directly.

"No! The reason why I lurked in the Britannian Empire is not for any country or for the people!"

Alan roared, kneeling down on the ground, holding his hands on the ground.

Seeing this, Adam hurried to help Alan.

But with his strength, of course it is impossible to help the strong Allen up.

But when he bent down to help Alan, Adam found that Allen's eyes were filled with tears.

"Whether you decide to lurk in the Britannian Empire or betray the Britannian Empire... it's all because... I want achievements..."

"I want the merits that are big enough to make me a noble..."

"I want to fulfill... what my mother expects from me..."

Speaking of this, tears began to roll out from Allen's eyes.

“I’m for myself from beginning to end…”

"I have done so many things I don't want to do for myself..."

"I have hurt so much...I didn't want to hurt people..."

"I am not only sorry to everyone in the Britannian Empire, but also to Adam and Nifa..."

“It was really fun to be lurking in the Britannian Empire…”

"Although many people have prejudice against me because of my surrender..."

“But there are also many people who are extremely friendly to me…”

“There is no one discriminates against me because of my civilian status…”

"There are nobility knights who are born in the country can have conversations with knights who are born in the country without any barriers or prejudice..."

"I... thought more than once... just stay in the Britannian Empire..."

"Let you and Nifa bear the punishment I have to accept for my defection to the Britannian Empire..."

"'Let your Majesty and the others kill you and Nifa, so that I can continue to stay in the Britannian Empire without any worries' - this kind of thought has appeared in my mind many times..."

"For the sake of my own selfish desires, I betrayed the people who trust me, and did so many unforgivable things..."

"I have thought more than once that I would just betray the Frank Empire completely and leave my wife and children in the mainland..."

"After returning home, he shamelessly held the title of 'hero' and accepted the glory and praise that did not belong to me..."

"I hate it so much...I myself..."

"I want to...just die like this..."

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"Father……"

Adam no longer knew what he could say to Allen.
Chapter completed!