"Lili, sit down and let me have a good talk with you. It seems like we haven't had a good talk for a long time!"
I asked her to sit down on the chair in front of my desk. In order to prevent her from becoming emotional, I did not try to use my identity as a teacher to suppress her from the beginning.
"Here, drink a glass of water!" I poured a glass of water and put it in front of her eyes.
"Thank you, Teacher Lin!" She thanked her very respectfully, completely unlike her usual attitude towards me.
"It's just you and me in the office now. I told you that you don't have to be so restrained when there are no outsiders." I looked at her with a smile and said.
"No, it's better to ask you, Teacher Lin, to compete. This is an office. As a student, I don't dare to disrespect the teacher!" This was clearly an angry statement, but it was also reasonable, leaving me helpless.
"Okay, okay, I won't force you, just call it whatever you want!"
"Teacher, what do you want to say to me? Isn't it a matter of title?" This girl really pissed me off. She asked knowingly.
"Lili, your recent results have worried me a lot. The final exam is just a few weeks away. In the random test, you fell down to 15th place. Do you think I can stop being anxious?" I said as gently as possible.
She bit her lower lip but didn't answer.
"Recently, other teachers said that you often get distracted in class. What is it that makes our Miss Lili so confused? You have to think about it even when you study!" I pretended to be relaxed and continued to ask, although I already knew the answer to the mystery.
"Teacher Lin, it's Lili who didn't study hard and failed to live up to your expectations! I'm sorry! If you're okay, I'm going home. Dad is waiting for me to eat!" After saying that, she stood up and wanted to turn around and leave.
"Stop!" I panicked and slapped the table hard.
"Is this the attitude that students should have towards their teachers? Lili, if you leave before the teacher has finished speaking, are you being very rude to the teacher?" I lost my patience and became angry.
She didn't say a word, just stood so stubbornly, biting her lower lip with her teeth. Her beautiful and clear eyes were now filled with tears, but she didn't cry, letting the tears gather more and more.
Many beads slowly formed a chain and flowed down the cheeks to the pointed chin.
Seeing her silently crying, I felt a little soft-hearted. I remembered that I promised not to yell at her loudly, but now I have violated my permission.
"I'm sorry, Lili, it's the teacher's fault! Sit down and finish the conversation with Teacher Lin, okay?" My tone softened to the extreme.
"Wuwuwu...wuwu..." She let go of her clenched lower lip, her chest rose and fell sharply, and she finally cried out.
I walked up to her and gently pulled her to sit on a chair. She suddenly pricked her head, threw herself on the table and continued to cry sadly. It was really like pear blossoms with rain, and cuckoos crying with blood.
"Hey, stop crying. Wipe your tears. You've turned your face into a dirty little cat from crying like this!" I handed over a tissue and gently stroked her bent head.
"You don't have to worry about it, the little dirty cat is just a little dirty cat! Woohoo..." She didn't even raise her head, and shook her head vigorously to prevent my hands from touching her.
"Come on, Teacher Lin, wipe it for you!" I wanted to straighten her delicate body, but she leaned her head on the table. I pressed my hands on her shoulders and forced her body off the chair.
Straighten yourself up.
Her crying finally became quieter, but she was still crying, and her nose was shrinking to suck back the snot that was about to flow out.
"Little dirty cat, wipe your nose!" I grabbed her little nose with the hand holding the tissue and asked her to blow it out. Maybe she was embarrassed because she had a runny nose, so she cooperated with me in blowing it away, and she finally stopped crying this time.
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I took another piece of tissue paper and gently wiped away the tears on her face one by one. The backs of my fingers touched her smooth cheeks, feeling it was cold, and I couldn't help but secretly regret that I had spoken too harshly.
"Dong Jiaping is Teacher Lin's girlfriend now. I believe you must have heard about it. Don't you like her?" I asked the question when she didn't cry. I always had to ask the question, otherwise she would yell.
He won't be able to say anything until he dies.
She remained silent and stared straight ahead.
"Lili, Teacher Lin is very grateful for your wrong love, but...well, how should I say it?" I really had a headache.
"It's just that I'm still young and a student. I shouldn't devote my energy to emotions. As a student, you should study hard and make progress every day..." She suddenly took over my words and said a lot of words.
A principle she herself understands.
"That's right, you are a smart child, and you know these truths yourself, but why can't you control yourself? Wouldn't it be better to put more of this energy into learning?" I raised these questions to her myself.
Li Li quietly breathed a sigh of relief.
"But as a student, can't we have love?"
"That's not what I said. Although students can also have love, it's just that their bodies and minds are not fully developed when they are students. Falling in love too early will affect many things! For example, it will affect learning!" I carefully changed the topic to learning.
"So as a student, you should suppress your emotions?"
"Well, there seems to be no choice. But you can divert your emotions in other ways, such as doing more extracurricular sports, reading more meaningful extracurricular readings, etc."
"Can a person really suppress his emotions?"
"Of course, after all, humans are advanced creatures. If humans can't suppress their emotions and do things based on emotions, wouldn't the world be in chaos?" I felt that the problem seemed a little lighter, and my mood was no longer as heavy as before.
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"Oh? Really? Then why did you fall in love with Sister Dong? Aren't you unable to restrain your emotions?" Lili's series of questions made me speechless immediately.
"Why did I fall in love with Dong Jiaping? Is there a reason? Do I need a reason?" I asked myself in my heart.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Lili's eyes flashed with pride and she said, "Teacher Lin, you don't need a reason to love someone. It's very painful to suppress your love. I never deny that I'm in love with someone."
Although I want to restrain myself from you, I can't do it! I believe you treat Sister Dong the same way!" She talked about her declaration of love with shining eyes.
"But...but your grades..."
"Really? Don't worry, I promise you that it will not fall any further from now on." After a pause, she continued, "I have been thinking about what you said these days and suppressing my emotions. You and Dong
Sisters are my favorite people. I don’t want to destroy you, but I really can’t control myself! I’m a girl too, why should I abandon you to Sister Dong? What I can’t do, I really can’t do!”
"Uh...why are you doing this? Sigh..." What else can I say besides sighing?
"In two months, I will be an adult. I will no longer be a ignorant girl. I will definitely work hard for my pursuit!" Looking at her eyes with longing, I don't know what I should do.
I wish her the best when she grows up, but I should pray to God to keep her a few years younger.
"Okay, Teacher Lin, I can say everything I want to say today. I will study harder in the future and will never let you down! I'm going home now. Dad is waiting for me to eat!"
After untying the knot in her heart, she returned to her usual liveliness and stood up "swiftly".
When I was in a daze, her beautiful wrists unexpectedly wrapped around my neck like two spiritual snakes. She stood up on her toes and touched my face gently with her two red lips, looking at me firmly with her eyes.
I said affectionately: "Teacher Lin, I love you!"
After saying that, I let go and walked out of the office like a butterfly. I still touched the cheek she kissed in a daze, not knowing what would happen in the future. I only knew that now her knot was untied, and I was still wearing it.
Got a bigger yoke.
I went to Dong Jiaping's dormitory to look for her at noon, and told her distressedly about today's conversation with Lili. Dong Jiaping just listened happily and didn't say anything.
"What? I came here to hear what's good about you.
I just keep laughing, do you seriously think it’s funny?”
"Who told you to be so handsome and make other little girls so excited? Hey, should I be proud of such a boyfriend? Haha!" Dong Jiaping stroked my big head lying on her lap and said with a smile.
"Are you still laughing? My heart is in a mess. I originally wanted to give her an education lesson, but I didn't expect that it would be me who was educated by her in the end! Oh! It's so annoying, so annoying!" I grew on Dong Jiaping's legs.
He stretched himself long and screamed in distress.
"Ask your conscience, have you ever liked Lili?"
"No, what's the matter?!" I heard this and got up from her lap.
"Really? Then why are you nervous?" Dong Jiaping looked at me with squinted eyes and a half-smile.
"Nervous? Am I? I don't think I am nervous? What's there to be nervous about? Ha!" I was like a thief who was hiding my ears.
"You said no, so just confess. I'm not that stingy! You're so anxious that you're sweating!" She poked my forehead with her green finger.
Hearing what she said, I actually touched my forehead and temples, "I'm not sweating. It's definitely a lie... Wow, how dare you cheat!" I suddenly came to my senses.
I turned over and pushed her down, and kept squeezing her with both hands, making her laugh until she almost died.
"Okay, okay, I don't dare anymore, let's be serious!" Dong Jiaping finally escaped from my clutches and straightened her hair that was messed up by me.
"Aren't I always telling the truth? You never help me make up my mind, and you still talk about it!" I blamed angrily.
"It's really nothing. Being liked by a girl actually makes you upset? It's not normal, isn't it? Aren't men all philanthropic? Why are you different?" Dong Jiaping sat over to comfort me.
"I'm not normal? Only men with fraternity are normal? What theory are you talking about?"
"I'm not so tolerant towards other women, Lili, hey, maybe it will be an exception?" Dong Jiaping smiled slyly.
"Really?" I looked a little happy.
"You're such a big head!"
"Ouch!" There was a big nail on my head.
"I just tested the fox's tail and it's exposed! Huh!" Dong Jiaping snorted pretending to be unhappy, but I could see her smile gradually widening from her mouth to her feet.
"Okay, you're teasing me again!"
I threw myself on her again, but this time I didn't kiss her. I just kissed her lips painfully. At first, she was still struggling with "beep", but after a while, she softened under my strong kiss.
Both hands firmly grasped the clothes behind my back.
After a while, I let go of her and felt a long sigh of relief, haha, so happy!
"How rude!" Dong Jiaping, who was so embarrassed by me, gave me a charming look, which made it difficult for me to return my three souls and seven souls to my place.
"Lin Kun, since you also like Lili, I think it's better to maintain the relationship as before!" Dong Jiaping straightened her clothes and started to talk seriously about this matter with me.
"What about the future? What should I do in the future? What if she really likes me all the time..." Now that Dong Jiaping had seen through it, I had no choice but to scratch my head in embarrassment and admit that I liked Lili.
"Then I'll quit! I'll let you sleep in both places!" Dong Jiaping didn't seem to be joking.
"No, I will never let you go, I won't let you leave me!" When I heard Dong Jiaping's words, even though they didn't come true, I was so scared that I hugged her nervously, for fear that she would just evaporate in the air.
Dong Jiaping was a little moved, buried her pretty face on my shoulder, smiled and said, "Fool, isn't it about what if? Who can see what will happen in the future?"
Lili really did not forget her promise. Her academic performance once again climbed to the top three in the whole grade. The other teachers also praised me one after another. They also praised me for my good education and being a strict teacher, although they knew exactly what happened.
Chapter completed!