Chapter 093 Double-sided life
Now it seems that she deliberately tightened the corset when wearing clothes. Although Hu Bin is a washboard with the same flat front and back, no matter how flat it is, there are differences between men and women. For a woman of her age
She is soft and attractive, her waistline is sinuous and seductive, and her skin is as delicate as the best goat milk. You can tell at a glance whether she is a boy or a girl after taking off her clothes.
So Hu Bin usually wears a suit in summer and wraps himself up tightly.
But when I knew she was actually a woman, and when I looked at her again, my aesthetics changed. When I saw her wearing a suit and standing in front of me, I felt a different sense of beauty.
Hu Bin is about 1.7 meters tall. Among women, he is considered a walking picture of the legendary "legs from the neck down."
He has an impressive courage, and his thin hair sticks smoothly to his forehead.
It seems to have a kind of neutral beauty, to be precise, it is a slightly heroic spirit in a woman, a kind of sassy beauty.
The biggest reason why Hu Bin has been able to hide the truth until now and prevent others from seeing that she is a woman is this: she is so handsome.
It is indeed unreasonable to describe a woman's appearance as handsome, but there are indeed such people.
And she has such a cold personality. She is exactly the cold and beautiful young girl that little girls like most nowadays. Her green body is put on a mature suit. Whether she is sitting or standing, she is very straight, giving her an undisguised look.
Thrilling seduction.
My heart skipped a beat at this moment.
"Lin Kun——" Hu Bin said with a vicious look, but he said helplessly, "I originally wanted to kill you, so as not to become a disaster, but I couldn't do it in my heart. This is the first time I have encountered
Such a situation.”
"Is it possible that someone has penetrated you before?" I was quite surprised, but also honored.
"There is one." Hu Bin said coldly, "But she is a woman. You are different. You are a man. I never thought that I would be intolerable to a man!"
"You——" I looked Hu Bin up and down, quietly admiring this unique charm.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Hu Bin rolled his eyes at me and said disgustedly.
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking that based on my understanding of women, there is usually only one possibility when encountering this kind of situation."
Hu Bin glanced at me, as if he was curious about my explanation, and asked: "What's possible?"
"Falling in love with me." I said sternly, maybe because I was thick-skinned, I didn't even bother saying this.
Hu Bin's face, which had faded slightly, immediately turned red again. She may have never had such an experience, and she had never had the opportunity to bring up such a topic with a man. At this time, her expression seemed stiff and exaggerated.
"Don't talk nonsense..." She couldn't be decisive, or she was furious. There was obviously deep doubt in her tone, which was doubt about herself.
"If you don't believe it, ask yourself, if I give you a bullet now, would you have the heart to kill me?"
After saying that, Hu Bin really decisively pulled out the gun from her waist, but I knew that she did not dare to fire this shot.
Sure enough, her trembling hands confirmed my judgment.
"I'm right." I slowly put her hand down and put away her gun.
"You -" Hu Bin glared at me, his eyes full of blame, as if he was scolding me for breaking into her world. It was me who broke her original life and made it impossible for her to continue her secret.
She had to return to the reality of being a woman.
"I know you are blaming me, but what I want to say is that love is a debt relationship. I owe you and you owe
I am tied together because I blame myself."
"But I don't believe what the stinky man said at all." Hu Bin turned around and tried his best to stop himself from believing what I said.
"That was before."
"It's the same now. Don't think that you win just because I'm attracted to you. I don't think you're worth my while at all. I don't think I really love you either. I just think you're an interesting person."
Hu Bin used strong words to make sense.
"In this case, you have admitted that you are attracted to me!" I laughed and picked out the evidence in my favor from Hu Bin's own words, "Isn't the first feeling in love the feeling of heartbeat? If you are attracted to a person,
If you haven’t even had a heartbeat, how can you talk about love?”
Hu Bin was so angry that he glared at me, "How dare you talk nonsense? A playboy like you is not worthy of my attention at all. Just give up on this idea. I will never treat you even a little bit again."
Feel!"
"Why do you speak so absolutely and deliberately emphasize 'even a little bit of feeling'? If you feel it, you have it, if you don't, you don't have it. Are you emphasizing it so deliberately to remind me to cherish you? If I don't hold on tighter, what will happen to you?
Just ran away, right? Or are you deceiving yourself and trying to use this psychological suggestion to tell yourself that you don't like me?" As I said that, I immediately took a few steps closer and suddenly distanced myself from Hu Bin.
Much closer.
This sense of oppression naturally caused Hu Bin discomfort. She instinctively wanted to hide back, but I moved forward more than she retreated.
Until she had no room to retreat.
"You can't escape love. Anyone who encounters something like this will end up like this."
"What do you want, I don't want the so-called love!" Hu Bin compromised. She looked at me helplessly, as if this love had brought her great trouble and torture.
"What's wrong?" I asked softly.
"I don't want to fall into this kind of torture, I can't!" Hu Bin said helplessly, "I told myself that I am a man, and I don't have the stupid and brainless love logic of women. I repeatedly warned myself not to sink into this.
In this meaningless relationship between a man and a woman, I have my own mission and life!"
I wasn't surprised when she said this, because everyone has his or her past and unknown past, and these things may have troubled him throughout his childhood and even his life.
"I know that you must have unspeakable pain in your heart and your unspeakable secrets, but now God doesn't want to follow your wishes. The man in your destiny has just appeared in front of you, and you can't escape it.
, and I can’t deny it.”
Hu Bin's eyes filled with hatred were full of tears, his mouth was slightly pursed, like a little girl who had been wronged, and said: "Lin Kun, why are you forcing me? Why can't you be so noble!"
"Our lives have intersected, and I can't let you escape unscathed anymore." I tried to step forward. This time, Hu Bin's body just shook unnaturally and did not dodge. It seemed that he was allowing it.
My approach.
This was one of the rare times in her life when she agreed to have close contact with someone.
"Silly girl, you are a woman. This is an unchangeable fact. Women have a woman's lifestyle. To realize their own life value, they do not necessarily have to be a man. Nowadays, women do not only hold half of the sky. They are powerful female entrepreneurs.
, there are countless female politicians.”
"You don't understand at all!" Hu Bin rolled his eyes at me, but it was not an angry or resentful look. "You have no right to speak. You don't know how I got here."
"I really don't know your past, but I want to know now. Are you willing to tell me?"
"cannot!"
Hu Bin still seemed to be a little resistant and refused to answer the call outright. After saying that, she was about to leave again, but I immediately grabbed her and didn't give her another chance.
"What are you doing!" Hu Bin resisted subconsciously.
I held her in my arms.
At this moment, I felt as if I was holding a dynamite with a lit fuse. It would explode at any time and blow me to pieces.
After waiting for five seconds, the "dynamite" did not explode.
I'm still intact.
When I lowered my head to look at Hu Bin in my arms, I found that she was like a frightened kitten. She was at a loss in her arms and her eyes looked at me in panic. After a long time, she realized what she was doing.
I pushed away.
"You...what...you...are doing!" Hu Bin said evasively.
"Don't be nervous. It's nothing. You just have too much psychological defense. Over time, it has become a social barrier."
"certainly not!"
Hu Bin strongly denied, "You are just a stinking gangster!"
"Hahaha, you can say whatever you want to me, but did you feel it? You didn't feel any discomfort when you were hugged by me just now. What does this mean?"
Hu Bin seemed to be aware of this, and he was quite different. He looked at me doubtfully and asked, "Why?"
"This is called one thing descending upon another, and your heart, which used to be an iron wall, was melted by me."
"One thing brings down another thing?" Hu Bin murmured.
"Yes, I'm afraid that except for me, you will never allow any man in this world to get so close to you." I said confidently.
"But why is it you!" Hu Bin still seemed dissatisfied with me, "What's so good about you?"
"Why are you talking about me like that? There's something wrong with me. Although I'm not handsome in appearance, I'm okay with being suave."
"You are too philandering. I hate philandering men the most!" Hu Bin said angrily.
The tone of these words was full of hatred, and I quickly realized that the reason why Hu Bin had been living a double life as a "man's wife" and always wanted to regard himself as a real man was probably related to this incident.
.
"From what you said, it seems like there really is a story."
Hu Bin rolled his eyes at me, "Even if there is a story, it's my own business and has nothing to do with you. And I might as well tell you the truth so that you can give up on this idea."
"What's the meaning?"
"I'm not interested in men!" Hu Bin said coldly, "Actually, I have always had the idea to become a real man. Even foreign doctors are ready. As long as I want to do surgery, I can do it at any time."
"Then why don't you do it?"
"Because -" Hu Bin hesitated, "because I had something to do and was delayed."
"Quia." I snorted coldly, "I guess you are afraid of regrets, so you don't dare. If you really undergo this operation and become a real man, then you will not be able to become a woman again, because human beings
Your organs and tissues can change, your appearance can change, but your psychology, emotions, and personality will not change. You are originally a woman, and even if you package yourself to look like a man, you cannot fundamentally change!"
"You're talking nonsense, you don't understand me, why are you saying that!"
"Because I'm in your heart, I can feel it. The moment I hugged you, I was sure that I don't care what you were like before or what you thought, but I won't let you do that again now, Hu Bin
Chapter completed!