Chapter 1 Three Challenges of Coming Out
Hello everyone, I am Gu Zhenren.
Today I bring you a new book "".
I thought clearly that writing this book faced at least three challenges!
The first challenge is to write.
I have been interested in writing online articles since the beginning. The main purpose of writing so many books is just for fun. Therefore, when I wrote "Gu Zhenren", even though the subscription was miserable, I persisted for at least seven years. At that time, I still
You are very young and your parents are not old, so there is no need to worry. If one person is full, the whole family will not be hungry.
Therefore, when I wrote "Infinite Blood Core", I would rather revise the outline, even if there is no subscription income during the period, it doesn't matter if it lasts for several months.
Not afraid of everyone laughing——
Clumsy. When I was in the mountain, I couldn't pick the moon and fell to pieces. This time I came out of the mountain mainly to fill my worldly stomach.
Reflecting on myself, the state of "inside the mountains" may be my personal comfort zone, and I am surrounded by myself. Maybe the artistic pursuits and so-called dreams I once had were just a kind of self-excitement and a kind of wishful thinking.
"Outside the Mountain" is where heroes are vying for hegemony and hundreds of rivalries are vying for success!
The new book "" is my first "out of the ordinary" writing. For the first time in my history, I began to consider lists, reader activities, updates, writing rhythm, and conformity to public reading habits.
I hope to be able to write articles that conform to the reading habits of the public and that everyone likes to read and read.
I am a very clumsy person. If I do it for the first time, I might not be able to do it well, but I will learn with an open mind and work hard to improve! Please give me your criticisms and corrections. It would be better if you can get some encouragement!
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The second challenge is social interaction.
I am an otaku myself. Besides writing and reading books, my biggest hobby is playing games.
I have social anxiety. Although it has eased as I grow older, I am still not good at socializing with people and interacting with book friends.
This time I will listen to everyone's opinions and will work hard to improve this, do more activities on social platforms, conduct some live broadcasts, etc.
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The third challenge is inner.
This is the biggest challenge.
Everyone has two lives. One is called secularity, and the other is ideal. Specifically for literary and artistic workers, the second life is called artistic life.
I wrote "Gu" for about 10 years, intermittently, and the bleak income took up most of the time, so I was happy with it. "Blood Core" was revised and rewritten for several months. I locked myself in the house and didn't care about the outside world, but I was full of interest and did not lose a bit.
I like to write books, and writing books itself is the source of my motivation. These processes nourish my artistic life.
Going out to write may be different. For me, it may be a waste of artistic life.
How long can I last in my second life? I don't know.
Since this is my first time trying it, I don’t know if I am suitable for this type of writing.
There are too many ways to kill the second life. It is extremely powerful and at the same time extremely fragile.
I can only tell myself: I left the mountain just to go back to the mountain and chase the moon.
I will try my best to adjust my mentality, find a balance point, and work hard to transform. Maybe I can nourish artistic life with this writing method, who knows.
I sincerely ask you to witness this.
Thank you!
2024.4.20
Chapter completed!