I really can't hold it any longer.

He was dizzy and couldn't tell which was reality and which was illusion.

He didn't know if he had really traveled through time or if he was dead from the beginning.

He even saw the lights and light green walls of the ward, and suddenly felt...

Is everything just a dream?

I have been in a vegetative state since my car accident, and I am dreaming here!?

I clearly heard my mother crying, I heard the doctor telling my mother how much I wanted to keep her alive, I heard the relatives comforting my mother and persuading her to accept the reality...

Lu Chengwen cried.

Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.

Mom came closer to Lu Chengwen, crying and saying in her ear, "Son, are you having a hard time? Son, are you tired? If you can't hold it anymore, tell mom, mom... mom..."

She choked with sobs and couldn't speak any more.

After a long while, my mother said again, "If you can still hold on, your mother will stay with you, and your mother will always stay with you... Son, don't be afraid, you are the strongest child in the world..."

"No matter how difficult the future is, no matter how difficult you think it is, as long as you persist, mother will be with you..."

Lu Chengwen wanted to express, but he could not move or speak.

The phantom disappeared and the scene changed.

Seven Star Peak.

The master is wearing a white robe, and the old man standing on the top of the mountain

Matsushita looked at him with a smile.

"Master?"

Lu Chengwen looked at himself and saw that everything was normal.

He stood up hastily and looked around.

"Master...where is this? Seven Star Peak? Master, I just saw my mother. I...I am in a vegetative state. It seems...my mother did it for me..."

"Cheng Wen."

Huntian Gang interrupted calmly, "Calm down."

"No, I really saw it, it's just like the real thing..."

"As real as it is, it's not real."

"Impossible! It's impossible that I can't even recognize my mother's voice. I really..."

"Cheng Wen." Hun Tiangang said, "Is it very hard to hold on?"

Lu Chengwen looked at his master and suddenly felt sad.

Countless grievances welled up in my heart, and tears burst out in an instant.

Lu Chengwen trembled and wiped away his tears, "I...I have died seven times, and I am scared every time."

Lu Chengwen's voice trembled violently, "I don't want to die, I want to stay with my mother! I...I thought I could go back if I worked hard enough and was attentive enough...But, Master, I can't go back!"

Thinking of this, Lu Chengwen suddenly felt lonely and helpless.

This world does not belong to you, and it never has.

I can't go back to my original world, and this is my Shura field. I don't know how long I can survive.

Here I spend a lot of time sleeping with women, driving luxury cars and living in mansions, having sex, and living in luxury!

Here I am fighting openly and secretly to trick Aotian, making buttons, flattering, building houses, and doing development... I am exhausted both mentally and physically.

The most sinister, the most absurd, the richest, the most terrifying...

I have experienced it all one by one.

In this world, I am like a lonely ghost, without roots or soul.

That feeling of loneliness made him heartbroken and miserable.

Master's gentle words of concern were exactly the same as his mother's.

They don't care about the changes in the world or the future of the world. They care about whether they are working too hard.

The master said gently, "Cheng Wen, when you come here, you must have your mission. There are many things that the master cannot see through and cannot figure out."

"But Master has a hunch that the answer to this world may lie in you."

"Live according to your own ideas."

"If you really can't hold it anymore, let go and get some peace."

"But if you still want to try again... Master will help you. I would rather my body disappear into thin air than help you unlock the answer to this world."

Lu Chengwen looked at Huntian Gang and burst into tears.

He looked at his fist, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly.

Then, slowly, slowly, slowly begin to loosen.
Chapter completed!