Chapter 305: Tell your heart

The next day, the two of them ran outside for another day, and the mountains and rivers of Shaoxing were all around.

On the third day, I accidentally found out that there was an unknown small temple dozens of kilometers south. Xiao Lei also went there specifically and found nothing, so he had no choice but to come back.

However, in recent days, I have seen many children of the Mingyue family swaying around the surrounding temples, always staring at the four or five-year-old children. Many of them Xiao Lei had seen them in the Mingyue family's clan meeting. It seems that Yueshan has sent someone to help find them.

When he went back tonight, Xiao Lei smiled and said, "You said, Yueshan is now the leader?"

Yuehua sat aside, gently patted a jar of Shaoxing rice wine, carefully fed the shredded ginger, and after it became a little hot, she poured a bowl for Xiao Lei. When Xiao Lei asked himself, she turned her head and thought for a while, and said, "I don't know."

Xiao Lei took the bowl and drank it, praising, "Good wine." Yuehua burst out laughing and said, "You never drink wine on weekdays, so how can you know what good wine is bad?"

Xiao Lei sighed, gently said to the poster Yuehua, and said in a low voice: "I understand, this is your intention. You are afraid that I will not be happy. Today I deliberately bought so many local specialties and came back. I have carefully prepared these foods to please me in the evening, right?"

Yuehua blushed and she whispered: "I...I haven't been back for a few years. I have a lot of things and some craftsmanship. If they are not delicious, you can't make fun of me."

Xiao Lei gently pinched Yuehua's hand, but accidentally saw a thin wound on her finger, frowned and said, "What's going on? Did you cut your hand when you cook?"

Yuehua's face was blushing, and her face was full of shame: "When I was at home, Xiaoqing did these things. I rarely helped me on weekdays. Today I accidentally..." She raised her eyelids and looked at Xiaolei: "Lei... am I useless?" She sighed quietly: "When it comes to ability, I am not as powerful as Sister Miaoyan. I don't know any magic at all, and I can't help you even when I encounter any problems. Even Xiaoqing will have many powerful magics. Also, Xiaoqing handles the affairs at home. I feel like a waste on weekdays..."

Xiao Lei immediately hugged her hard, kissed her pink face, and said softly: "Don't think so randomly... Why are you useless? Look... you know that I'm in a bad mood these two days, so I know how to be considerate of me. And... Why are you useless? You gave birth to a good daughter like a flower."

Yuehua spat and blushed, "You will be inappropriate."

Xiao Lei giggled, then his smile on his face calmed down, slowly stood up, looked out the window, sighed, suddenly turned to look at Yuehua, and said, "Yuehua, I have always had a problem in my heart, I can't figure it out. Maybe because I am a man, I don't understand... Can you help me analyze it?"

Yuehua thought for a while, walked over, hugged Xiao Lei from behind, and whispered: "Are you talking about Lin Shanshan and the others?"

Xiao Lei nodded: "Yuehua, I'm afraid you will be unhappy when I say something, but I have really been holding it in my heart for a long time."

Yuehua's warm fingers gently touched Xiao Lei's forehead from behind, and his soft fingers gently stroked his frown brows, and said softly: "Lei... don't... don't frown. If you have any worries, just tell me if you can?"

Xiao Lei turned around, hugged Yuehua and sat down, and said, "At the beginning, I just got off from Mount Emei and returned home, but found that Lin Shanshan lives in her house... Alas, I was very surprised at that time... Speaking of which, maybe you don't believe it. Before I learned the arts, when I was just an ordinary person when I was living with my uncle, I almost never talked to girls at that time. I pretended to be very... well, very cold... Do you know how I met Lin Shanshan for the first time?"

Immediately, under Yuehua's gentle eyes, Xiao Lei smiled and told him about the first time he met Lin Shanshan and was snatched his bag on the road, and then stayed at his house for a night, and took away a sum of his money the next day.

"Actually, when her bag was robbed, I had noticed her... She had a bad reputation in school at that time, but to be honest, many people looked down on her behind their backs, but when they were in front of them, they still couldn't help but look at her... because, she was really beautiful."

Yuehua smiled slightly and glanced at Xiao Lei charmingly: "What about you? Have you ever looked at her secretly?"

"I've seen it." Xiao Lei replied with confidence: "At that time, I was a young man, and I was full of energy, and I always had some illusions about the opposite sex. When I saw a beautiful girl but didn't go to see it, would he still be a man?" Then he smiled and said: "After thousands of years, just a saint, Liu Xiahui. As for your husband, I am not a saint."

Sighing, Xiao Lei continued, "Actually, she lived at my house that night, and I was still a little secretly happy. It was a kind of inexplicable excitement. When I was sleeping at night, I thought about a beautiful girl sleeping next door, and my heart was always a little strange. But at that time, I pretended to be cool on my face. It was just a teenager mood."

Yuehua suddenly showed a cunning smile on her face, her mouth gently pressed against Xiao Lei's ear, and she sniffed on his ear, and said with a sweet smile: "Then... to be honest, have you ever peeked at someone tonight?"

Xiao Lei immediately remembered that on that night that year, Lin Shanshan found a mouse screaming in her room, and accidentally broke in and saw Lin Shanshan's naked body...

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing, then said the matter, and said, "To be honest... that was the first time in my life I saw a living woman's body..."

Then he sighed, a trace of melancholy returned to his eyebrows and said slowly: "I knew at that time that her life experience was very pitiful. She looked very strong, but as long as she broke the hard shell outside, there were blood and tears inside... At the beginning, I just sympathized with her. She was a girl, helpless and had to support herself... She had to go to school and let herself survive... For people like us, we have never experienced the kind of eating this

I don’t know the days when I eat the next meal... I have never experienced it. At night, I wandered on the streets, worried that I might not have a place to live at night and sleep on the road... We have never experienced this kind of life, but she has experienced it. Therefore, others look down on her, many people look down on her, but I don’t, because I sympathize with her. She is also a human being... No one is a bad guy at birth, and no one is willing to fall into depravity at birth."

"She quietly took away a sum of my money, but when she had the money, she immediately ran back and returned it to me. At that time, I had already gone to Mount Emei. When I came back, I saw her living in my house... At that time, I was 70% surprised, but 30% happy."

Yuehua hesitated for a moment and couldn't help but whisper: "Xiao Lei... Then do you... do you love her?"

Xiao Lei nodded: "I think so... you're stupid when you ask. I sincerely love each of you, the same love."

He looked out the window again and said slowly, "But the first time I was moved by her was the morning after I went home..."

I remembered that morning, after getting up, I saw a toothbrush with toothpaste squeezed in the bathroom, a breakfast prepared on the table outside... and a thin stack of banknotes.

"Do you know? The toothbrush is Lin Shanshan's own. Breakfast is also very simple... I know that she lived a hard life. That simple breakfast is the best thing she could make up with her family... And that stack of money... They are all small-degree money. The banknotes can be seen from the banknotes, but they were carefully smoothed and placed neatly on the table. The woman, she knew that I had just returned home and had no penny on her body, so she gave me her money... She was wearing jeans she bought from a street stall that cost 30 yuan.

You are a girl, you know that girls pay great attention to their appearance, but she gave me the money she had on her body, but she couldn't bear to buy herself a better dress... And later, Ruhua told me where her money came from... She worked as a night clerk in a 24-hour convenience store. She went to school during the day and worked at night, and she had to take care of me at home..." Xiao Lei closed his eyes, as if he saw the busy figure in his simple little apartment, in the narrow kitchen...

"I know she likes me... but she never says it, she just does those things silently... until she finally leaves, she told me." Xiao Lei smiled bitterly: "She is a very inferior girl, so inferior that she is like a rabbit. She always hides in her corner tremblingly, and refuses to say a word."

After saying this, Xiao Lei turned around, looked at Yuehua, and slowly said, "Many times, when we are alone, we don't feel anything. Only after she leaves will we think of her goodness carefully. Now that I think about it, she is the first woman I like in my life, so no matter what kind of person she is, I will find her back this time!"
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