Chapter 149 Who Am I?(1/2)
When Liu Chengyin came over with two cups of coffee, she didn't see Liu Jincheng.
She placed the latte in front of Xu Qiu and placed the Magickino in front of herself.
"Where is my dad?" she asked.
"He's gone."
Xu Qiu started to taste coffee.
"What did my dad say?" Liu Chengyin also sat down.
“The coffee is good.”
"You said you don't like the bitterness of coffee. I added some more sugar, so the taste of coffee will become much lighter. To be honest, it shouldn't be the taste of this."
"I won't talk about the original flavor, just match my own taste."
Xu Qiu has always been a weird person in Liu Chengyin's heart.
"What did my dad say?" Liu Chengyin asked again.
"Your dad wants me to have a soft meal, and I said, I want face and don't accept it."
"Do you need to speak so directly?" Liu Chengyin glanced at Xu Qiu.
"I've always been straightforward, and it's not the first day you've known me."
"Actually, you don't have to be so sensitive. Even if my dad wants to give you any care, it's out of repaying kindness. There is no other idea."
Xu Qiu looked at Liu Chengyin for a few seconds and asked, "Is there really no purpose? For example, want to get some secrets from me?"
Although he already knew Xu Qiu enough, Liu Chengyin was still at a loss for saying such direct words as Xu Qiu.
Seeing Liu Chengyin stunned for a moment, Xu Qiu snorted and said, "I'll just say that there will definitely be some purpose."
Liu Chengyin sighed and said, "Doing with you really requires a thick-skinned face, but unfortunately I don't."
"I don't like to hide things. Even if I have a purpose, it's not embarrassing to admit it directly. At present, I don't know how many forces will be eyeing me. They are all playing tricks behind their backs, and you are much more honest than them and your dad."
Liu Chengyin smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "You saved me, but I approached you with a purpose. I suddenly felt despicable."
"I don't think being mean is a swearing. People should not be too kind. Kindness will suffer."
"I have found Chen Yonghui and Margarel. They can't remember what happened in the two-year miniature spider valley. If you want to know more secrets, you can only find a way from you. However, although there is a purpose, it is true to repay kindness, including Chen Yonghui and Margarel, I will repay you."
"In fact, not disturbing us is the best reward, you should be able to understand."
"Okay, let's not talk about the secrets in Spider Valley, just talk about your secrets. Who are you? Where are you from?"
Xu Qiu suddenly remembered that when she saved Liu Chengyin, she had already witnessed their image.
"Is the devil? Is it a form that evolved accidentally in the catastrophe?"
Liu Chengyin's curiosity has been hidden in her heart for two years. She cares more about the secrets in the Spider Valley, yes, Xu Qiu and the others themselves.
"Does anyone know about this? Including your dad?" Xu Qiu asked extremely seriously.
"No one was told except myself."
"Things are more complicated than you think, but you'd better not know too much. The more secrets people know, the more dangers they are. I won't tell you, it's for your own good."
"I will keep the secret. You see, two years have passed, and I have not told anyone about this. If I know your secret, I will stand firmly on your side."
"Don't you think we are very dangerous existences? After all, that image is the embodiment of evil in people's impression."
"You are not, nor are Chen Yonghui. Apart from your image, you are all kind in nature."
Xu Qiu couldn't help laughing. He had been a big devil for thousands of years and had always been the recognized incarnation of evil in human hearts.
This is the first time in my life that humans have called it kindness.
"Why do you laugh? Don't you believe me?" Liu Chengyin felt questioned and felt a little uncomfortable.
"I have no obligation to trust you, aren't I?"
"Then how do you believe me?"
"What can you help me?" Xu Qiu's eyes suddenly became sharp.
"I feel that other than money, other aspects may not help you."
"I just said, I won't be a soft meal. But if you are like Chen Yonghui and are willing to be one of us, then I will consider telling you the truth."
Liu Chengyin remembered Chen Yonghui's true demonic body image and couldn't help but tremble.
"The demons emphasize the principle of equivalent exchange, and you will never bear the price of exchanging the truth, so it is better not to know it."
Xu Qiu stood up and was about to leave.
Liu Chengyin also stood up and asked, "Then can I get a simple answer?"
Xu Qiu turned his head and looked at Liu Chengyin, without saying a word.
Liu Chengyin asked, "Are you Xu Qiu?"
Xu Qiu was suddenly stunned. Liu Chengyin’s problem did not have such a deep meaning, but it caused waves in Xu Qiu’s heart.
who I am?
I used to be Kanfal, but who am I now?
Am I Kanfar or Xu Qiu now?
I am neither Kanfar nor Xu Qiu.
But I am both Kanfarr and Xu Qiu.
So who am I now?
Why did I open the channel to this world?
Why did I become Xu Qiu? Not someone else?
Is this world the same time and space as the world I used to be?
What if not?
So what is the meaning of me coming to this world?
What if so?
What's the meaning?
Who is Xu Qiu?
Where did Xu Qiu go?
If Xu Qiu disappeared, who am I?
I am Xu Qiu, nor Xu Qiu.
Just like this world, and the world that used to be.
The world today is different from the world before.
But it's the same world.
At that moment, I was the same me as I was the moment before.
But it's different from me the moment before.
In this way, Xu Qiu, who was occupied by me, is both the same me and a different me.
Xu Qiu had many mysterious questions and countless questions in his heart, but some things had answers in his heart.
"I am Xu Qiu, I am Xu Qiu at this moment, and Xu Qiu at the past."
Suddenly, all the memories of Xu Qiu that once came to my heart.
From birth, I saw Wang Sulan for the first time since I opened my eyes.
Since I first learned to walk, I played with Niu Xiaonan and Cheng Daqian.
Since I started going to school, I met many classmates.
From childhood to adulthood, Wang Sulan has loved and meticulously taken care of him.
From the emergence of the catastrophe, people fell into chaos and panic.
Many people died tragically under the claws of strange beasts, and people fled their homes in panic.
People gathered in the new urban area, awakened people with mage qualifications, and created a barrier in the city.
The students returned to campus again, and the knowledge they learned became the knowledge of the master.
When Xu Qiu fell in love with a school beauty, she liked her crazyly, and after confessing her love, she was cruelly rejected.
At that moment, Xu Qiu collapsed and jumped down from the teaching building.
And that school beauty is Liu Chengyin.
Xu Qiu's memories should end here.
However, to his horror, the memories continued.
To be continued...