Chapter 254, At first
After Aunt Cao returned home, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that the master she had just met was familiar with. However, she had always lived in the countryside. Although she had seen many masters in Baoze Mountain, she was sure that she had never seen the one just now.
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt unbelievable in her eyes, and then she became a little panicked again.
No, she can't stay here, she has to leave quickly.
Aunt Cao ran into the room in panic, then took out her clothes and wanted to leave here.
At this time, someone knocked on the door outside, which scared her and calmed her down a little.
She left like this, where can she go? Go to the capital to find Huo'er? She left, wasn't she asking for advice? She couldn't just leave like this, and he didn't seem to recognize herself...
The knock on the door outside continued, as if there was something urgent. Aunt Cao took a deep breath and then sorted out her clothes. As long as she avoided him, it would be fine.
As she comforted herself like this, Aunt Cao calmed down more and more. "Who?" She left the room and went outside to open the yard gate, but when she saw the person in front of her, she was stunned.
Outside the door, it was Cao Dexin.
"Snow Lan." Cao Dexin's voice trembled a little, and he looked at Aunt Cao with even more careful expression.
This is his sister, the one he has been looking for for twenty years.
A sound of Xuelan made Aunt Cao's eyes turn red.
This name seems to be far away from me.
"Your Majesty, you recognized the wrong person."
"Snow Lan, I am the eldest brother." Cao Dexin said quickly, "I have been looking for you for twenty years, Xue Lan."
"I'm really not Xue Lan. You recognized the wrong person. I'm sorry, I still have some things to do, please leave." After that, Aunt Cao was about to close the gate of the courtyard.
Seeing this, Cao Dexin quickly blocked the door, "Xuelan, don't you even recognize your elder brother?"
"You gave up on me first." Aunt Cao suddenly said angrily, with red eyes and looked at the person in front of her with resentment, "You drove me out of the Cao family, you abandoned me first."
Cao Dexin was stunned, his face full of guilt and self-blame. They were sorry for Xuelan, and their whole family was sorry for her.
"It's the Cao family who is sorry for you." Cao Dexin said, "It's us who are sorry for you, you should hate us."
They did not do what they promised at the beginning, and even their grandmother... Xuelan not only took all the charges in order to save the entire Cao family, but also lost her innocence because of Cao Shilan. Their debt to Xuelan is not enough.
Sorry, Aunt Cao waited for a long time, so long that she had to forget why she had fallen to this point.
She was originally the second lady of the Cao family, with a noble status. Even if she was not as outstanding as Cao Shilan's own sister, she did not think about competing for these false reputations. What she wanted was to live a peaceful and live a good life, then marry the person she liked, and have her own family, even if it was not a great wealth.
But after that day, her life changed completely.
She really didn't regret taking the blame for Cao Shilan at that time. She knew that she was a member of the Cao family and knew that if Cao Shilan's affairs were really exposed, the entire Cao family would be over, so she was willing to take all the blame.
At that time, my grandfather and father said that they would find a way to save me, but Cao Shilan also said that she would take me home, and she believed them that way. As a result, what she waited for was to expel herself from the capital.
She actually still had some expectations, expecting that this was only temporary. Grandfather and the others would soon find a way to clear themselves up and find a way to pick them up.
But what was she waiting for?
She still remembered that it was raining heavily that day, and she hid in a dilapidated temple near the capital. Suddenly, many people came. She hid in fear. Then she heard those people talking and knew that they were here to find her. She was very excited and happy at that time. She was about to go out to see them, but the next moment she heard them say that she would kill herself, saying that she could not let her live in this world, and that only dead people were the safest.
God knew how much pain her heart hurt when she heard those words. She wanted to rush out and question them, why is it all right? But she knew that if she went out, it would be really over.
Later, when the people left, she wanted to escape quickly, but she was unwilling to accept it.
She did so many things for the Cao family and brought all the charges for the Cao family. It was not enough to be ashamed and guilty as the Cao family. Why did they even kill themselves?
She hid carefully, hiding near the city gate, in order to find an opportunity to meet anyone in the Cao family. She wanted to ask why it was for and why they even killed herself. But what she was waiting for was the Cao family that she said she would not recognize her daughter, this lady, and her life and death in the future had nothing to do with the Cao family.
That was known from some people. She didn't believe it, and she asked many people about it. Everyone said so, and she believed it.
She hated her, hated her for why she was so stupid at the beginning. The Cao family didn't care about her at all. It was enough for the Cao family to have a daughter who was the imperial concubine. She had no innocence and no use. How could the Cao family care about her?
The words before were just lying to her. In order to make her plead guilty, everything was to make her plead guilty and to say those good things.
At that time, she thought about dying, but she was unwilling to die just like this. She wanted to give herself justice. She wanted to die by herself, but she had to die innocently.
But what can she do to seek justice for herself? She was desperate, the feeling of despair and helplessness, even when she thought about it now, she felt suffocated. It was at that time that she was desperate to find that she was pregnant. At that time, she was really disappointed. She felt dirty, and she wanted to die like that, but she was too unwilling to accept it.
Later, it was another rainy day, and she still hid in the dilapidated temple. At that time, her health was very bad. She didn't know how many days she hadn't eaten, and she was in great fluctuations. She thought she was going to die, but was discovered by Xu Yu's brothers and even found a doctor for her.
At that time, Xu Yu's second brother said that he could only do what he wanted to do when he was alive, so she survived and left the capital with the 100 taels of silver given by Xu Yu.
She had never left the capital, and didn't know where to go. She only knew to stay away from the capital so that she could survive. She knew that she could not find that she was rich, so she walked along the way as a beggar. When she was tired, she would find a place to rest. It was common for her to sleep in the wild, let alone encounter some dangers.
While walking, although she was thrilling, she had been bullied and beaten, but she survived and then met Huo'er's father, her lifelong redemption.
Chapter completed!