Chapter two hundred and fortieth: don't go(1/2)
Is she unhappy?
The problem deeply touches Lu Anru's pain. Of course, I am happy here. I don't have to work hard to achieve tasks every day, and my life is simple and fulfilling.
But, she must go back!
Friends and relatives are waiting for her during normal times, and she has to stop many tragedies from happening.
The home in the future world will be changed into an ordinary community, and the two sit side by side on the artificial lake.
Green buds emerged from weeping willows, swinging gently with the wind. The moon on the second day of the lunar month was reflected in the lake, sprinkling a afterimage. The gentle evening breeze blew the water surface, breaking the silver light and attaching the coldness.
Just like Lu Anru, she woke up from drinking, and her heart made her cold.
He curled his little finger and flicked his hair on his face and stroked it behind his ears, and said truthfully: "I am very happy here, Xiao Ming. But I can't stay here alone and have a reason to go back."
"Can,"
Sheng Ming had just spoken out a word of persuasion, but was blocked by Lu Anru's brilliant smile on his side, "Let me finish."
She stretched her arms forward, and after that, she crossed her back behind her head, and said slowly and self-deprecatingly.
"People shouldn't be talking about me, it's such a contradiction. When I was very tired and annoyed, I fantasized countless times that one day I could grow up suddenly, and in the blink of an eye, I went through all the troubles and hardships, and went straight into a happy life. But when I really encountered such a lucky thing, I found that I could not let go of many things. I knew that the real world was very bitter, and there was only a little sweetness in the bitterness, and the key was that I couldn't give up the people who created such a little sweetness for me. They supported the light in my darkness. Now everyone was in the darkness together, and I couldn't use the light to enjoy myself."
The moonlight shrouded Lu Anru, pulling his petite shadow very long.
She is not as tall as a tree by the lake, nor is she as wide as the entire lake. But when she insists on her inner decision again and again, the girl in Sheng Ming's eyes seems to have the ability to confront all injustice.
It seemed as if in that battle, his sister pushed him away and faced five terrifying cranes alone.
However, he promised his parents to live well. When Lu Anru was seriously injured and unconscious, he also secretly swore that as long as the most important person in his life could wake up and live happily, he was willing to follow all the other party's wishes, even if he married Ella.
Retracting his gaze, restraining his almost shaken thoughts, lowering his eyes and saying in a deep voice: "Sister, what can you change when you go back? Are you confident that you will make the future better than the present? Are you confident that you will stop the bloodthirsty massacre of Ningguang and the heads of many countries?"
Leng Ru's Ice Cave question was raised, and Lu Anru ran away. If she had to say 100% confidence, she would definitely not have it.
She is not the despicable darling of the magic weapon that will win. I remember that her mother told her when she was a child, "Journey to the West", one of the four great classics of Xia Kingdom.
How powerful is Sun Wukong in it. He has a few magic weapons against the sky in his hand. He also has to teach his skills. He has made a mess in the heavenly court in the early stage. He still can't escape the Five Finger Mountain of Tathagata Buddha.
Talking about personal strength in the face of absolute quantity and rights is purely self-inflicted.
But many things don’t give up even though they know they don’t have much hope. There are always people who have to do something they know they can’t do.
She is not so selfless, nor is she reluctant to give up on honor. Just like when she met a taxi driver in this world a few days ago, he praised himself and many team members as heroes. It sounds nice, but this honor was exchanged for so many lives.
People look at it and feel the future, but she has no other feeling except heartache. The reason why she can insist on going back even though she knows there is danger is nothing more than changing this ending.
Do you have to die before you can become a hero?
No! Since Brain Beast and Nan Kequan said she was arrogant, then she would be arrogant!
Not only did she want to be this hero, she also tried her best to avoid large-scale sacrifices from the academy members and avoid losing her brother's legs and body.
If you completely understand this, you will be able to understand it.
Holding his face with both hands, raising his eyebrows proudly, and said confidently: "Yes, you have to trust your sister."
"I believe in you," Sheng Ming pinched the edge of the curb with his fingers and expressed his long-cherished wish in his heart: "But I hope my sister is just an ordinary happy little girl."
"Don't worry, my sister will fuck the bad guys and strive for the happiness they want with her own hands."
Lu Anru clenched his fists in the moonlight and swore heavily.
"Let's go home, I also believe that I can influence my sister and leave her behind."
Sheng Ming came to Lu Anru, bent down, carried her back and walked home slowly.
She didn't continue to say anything more, and she couldn't hurt her baby's heart repeatedly with words, let alone the other party was doing her good for her.
In the next few days, Lu Anru enjoyed the wonderful life of a young white-collar worker. He used mission experience as a plug-in during the day to write the thrilling journey of the game characters. In the afternoon, he played wildly with Aila, Sheng Ming and Ning Guang without considering homework or task issues at all.
The daily midnight snack is a highlight of the whole day. I will try the future summer food. I especially love roasted potato skin, garlic crayfish, beef noodles, fragrant aroma, and spicy hotpot.
There was only one day left before the agreed time, and Lu Anru was lying on the bed and savoring these delicacies. She was so hungry that she kept licking her lips. Just be able to bring these things back.
It allows too many desires to control the whole person to be unable to calm down and fall asleep.
Twist and turn like baking pancakes on the bed. She obviously had a midnight snack that she had just eaten an hour ago, but she was hungry again in her endless desire for delicious food.
Pick up the microcomputer and summoned the midnight snack group in the group: Would you like to have another meal?
Ella responded first: An Ruru, you shouldn’t be pregnant, your appetite has increased sharply recently. @Ning Guang, tell me, are you two going to get married with a child?
Ning Guang: I’m planning, let’s go and have something with my wife.
After getting two votes of approval, Sheng Ming replied after a long time. Lu Anru put on her coat and opened the door to see her parents and Sheng Ming sitting in the living room. The three of them were solemn, as if they were discussing something very important.
Her heart suddenly rose, and her life had numbed her for ten days and forgot her business.
If Bai Jie's bad guy instigates his parents and asks his parents to hold her back and make her miss the agreement, it will be miserable.
He tiptoed back to the house, put Yin Cang on his waist, and fastened his coat.
Looking down at the half-exposed sword body, going out to meet her parents like this would show that she would be wary again. She was a little disgusted and pulled out her belt and tied it to her belly.
The position was funny and painful, and Yin Cang kept sliding down, as if silently showing protest: It was the first cold weapon of Yue Xiang, and was not subject to such humiliation.
Touching the hilt of the eagle head sword, gently soothing Da Yincang for a while, he still couldn't get a cooperation state, and his speed of sliding down did not decrease but increased.
I was looking for a new trick, and the knock on the door sounded.
"An Ru, I am my mother, is it convenient for me to come in?"
Lu Anru took Yin Cang down, held it in front of him and shouted: "Stinky A Dou, I can't help it."
Then he stood by the table, his hands could reach at any time, turned his head and replied, "Come in."
My mother pushed open the door and walked to her side. Before she could speak, a 'clang' sound came from beside her legs.
Yincang slid to the ground in a striking way, and her mother and her face changed at the same time.
The mother frowned slightly, and a little heartache filled her eyes. She asked a little awkwardly: "Why did you take it out?"
She was embarrassed and glared at her fiercely and tried to retaliate against her stinky A Dou, explaining: "I'm lazy every day recently. Ella said I'm fat, so I'll take it out to exercise."
"Um."
My mother responded casually, without asking much questions, sat beside her bed and said with great concern: "Your company leader contacted me in the afternoon and said you had taken a long vacation, starting from tomorrow. He valued you more and it was hard to ask you the reasons directly, so she got rid of me and asked me what you thought in your heart."
Lu Anru helped Yincang up and felt that it was about to fall down again, so she simply put it on the table.
Putting one hand on the hilt of the eagle-headed sword, he looked out the window sadly, and said quietly: "I like this leader very much, too."
Who doesn’t like a stupid leader who gets rewarded whenever he has disagreement? She has been working for ten days and has received five figures of bonuses. She can buy a lot of things she likes at will.
Comparing the leaders in another world, Huang Qite and Zhou, each of whom are strict. Just thinking about Huang Qite's punishment rules, she wants to cry, and she is too unfriendly to people like her who are capable but don't like to be punctual.
"An Ru, there are many horses in this world, but not many Bole. Since you can meet Bole who understands you, you should cherish it." My mother held her little hand and patted her meaningfully.
Her nose was sore due to excessive regret, and she sniffed and responded: "Well, you will see me next time. Remember to tell me that I should not be too dead. I can completely design the situations encountered in the tasks and exams into the game."
Leave the password of wealth to the self in this world, and hope she will be blessed to experience good intentions.
"An Ru, what are you going to do if you take leave?" My mother's thoughts obviously didn't make her feel distorted.
Lu Anru wanted to tell his mother the truth, but he was afraid that he would have to face some unhappiness or rift before leaving, so he could only find an excuse to lie.
"I have made a lot of money recently. I plan to take a break. Travel around the world to make a trip to the beautiful mountains and rivers of the Xia Kingdom, and come back later."
The mother held her hand and suddenly shed layers of cold sweat. The delicate apricot eyes stared at her, as if there were many unspeakable words to say.
Lu Anru felt a big deal, this is a sign of a showdown.
He pulled out his hand and grabbed Yincang. Before he could land on the sword, he heard his mother say, "As long as you are safe and happy, you will make any decisions, your father and I will support you."
The sword-grabbing hand paused for a few seconds, and changed to slapping the table and shouting: "I am so happy! I have parents like you!"
With her mother's sad smile, she shook her hand again and made a promise righteously.
"Mom, I'm growing up and I won't be willful anymore. Don't worry, you and my dad spend your old age well, and drive in the car and go out for more travel. You have your own life, so there is no need to just contribute to Xiao Ming and me. We are about to get married and start a business, and we can make money and treat physical problems. If you and my dad continue to be dragged down by us, I will only hate myself for being unfilial."
"Mom's Xiao Anru is the most sensible."
My mother hugged her and hugged her in her arms. Soon, her cheek, which was pressed against her shoulders, made her pajamas wet.
Lu An was like a heart tampering with a knife, patting his mother's back.
It seems that besides being able to comfort her mother like this, she only has the only way to go back early to change the future and give her a healthy son a way of gratitude.
My mother didn't go back to her room at night, so she hugged her and slept with her all night.
Lu Anru didn't close her eyes all night. On the one hand, she felt uncomfortable, and on the other hand, she couldn't completely let go of her guard. And she felt uncomfortable because she couldn't let go of her guard. This torture made her stand firm until dawn.
In the morning, I had a loving breakfast made by my mother and waved goodbye to my mother and father to go to work.
Sitting in the sofa in the hall, Sheng Ming was beside him for a long time, and he was so anxious that he could scratch his heart and lungs.
After adjusting, letting his breathing be disturbed, he took out his sister's tone of caring for his younger brother and asked, "Xiao Ming, your children's spell training class seems to open at 9 a.m.."
"Yes." Sheng Ming responded deeply.
Lu Anru raised her eyes and looked at the watch hanging on the wall, reminding her intimately: "It's 8:40, you can go and do it quickly, don't let the parents wait in a hurry."
"Sister, are you leaving?"
To be continued...