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Chapter 8: Don't be like a child

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The smell in the subway is one of the most annoying flavors in my life. It’s better to be winter now, wait until summer.

At this time, I don’t have to support the handrails at all. I have people around the world, and they act as cushions between each other. No one will blame anyone. Everyone knows the difficulty of living in a fast-paced manner. This tolerance is probably the warmest side of me in this city.

Home, subway, unit; unit, subway, home.

Day after day, I repeat something every day. Those who wander here are definitely the most endurance among Chinese people. Fortunately, I am one of them, and unfortunately, I am one of them.

Finally, when the broadcast arrived at Liuli Bridge, I followed a large number of pedestrians and left the subway. The first thing I did after I stood firm was to sort out the coats that were squeezed into the wrinkles, then took a deep breath, and felt the cold freshness and filth.

The activities were a little stiff. After leaving the subway station, you only need to walk fifteen minutes to get home. This is also the reason why we chose this house. Otherwise, how could we be cruel to pay a rent of 6,000 a month at that time?

I remember when choosing a house, Tong Xue hesitated for a long time. She calculated the calculation: Get up at half past five every day, and it took forty minutes to wash and put on makeup. Then, you had to drive out of the door without having time to have breakfast at home. You squeezed into the intercity express. If you can't squeeze, you have to choose to take it. The starting price of the taxi is 13. During this period, you have to hope that the fifth ring road during the morning rush hour will not be traffic jams, followed by the subway, and it will take 40 minutes to fight in the crowd. It will take 40 to 50 minutes to arrive at the company before 8:50.

Late, it will be a waste of fun for the day.

In the end, we were helpless. The reality let us know that some money can save, but some money can't be saved. I found a real estate agency and chose this house now. I gritted my teeth and added a part of the salary to pay the house. The Third Ring Road is much closer than the Fifth Ring Road. It is like two cities, and for us, it is also two worlds.

Shaking his head, driving those clips out of his mind, suddenly remembering that when he went out this morning, he promised to bring some bait for the tropical fish, and found a pet shop that was not big or small, and bought good fish food. When he checked out, he actually cost 80 yuan.

In a painful pain, I paid the money and hurriedly escaped from here.

I want to raise an animal to fill the loneliness, even if it can't share the pillow with me, but the reality is that I am not as good as a dog now.

The house is an old man's house from the 1990s, and his age is equivalent to mine. The one I rented is on the sixth floor. When I climbed to the ground, I was so tired that I couldn't control myself.

Just by the orange sensing light in the corridor, I took out the key and opened the door.

The light is on.

The incandescent light is as dazzling.

I clearly remember that when I left, the lights were turned off, but now it is on.

A thief entered?

It’s impossible, the public security in Beijing is very good. Besides, even if you are a thief, you can’t be so bold, right?

Who could that be?

There are only three people who have the key to the house, me, landlord Sister Li, and Tong Xue.

Could it be that Sister Li came to collect the rent?

No, no, we have been contacting Alipay using WeChat before

Tong Xue.

She is the only one.

The room changed. The messy sand that I had thrown away was now re-paved. The wine scattered on the ground was placed orderly next to the garbage can. The ashtray was dumped very cleanly. The tropical fish in the fish tank was also happily eating a long-lost meal.

Has she changed her mind?

This feels very strange, just like an explorer who has been walking in the desert for a long time suddenly found a sweet spring!

All of these emotions of fear, joy, and doubt appeared in my heart.

The sound of water came from the bathroom. I saw the figure that appeared in my dreams every night along the half-open door.

She seemed to have lost weight. Her shawl length, which was originally like a wave, has now become Sassoon short and dyed into wine-red. She was washing clothes, washing clothes that I threw on the ground casually.

Everything is so illusory, everything is so real.

It seems that the incident more than a year ago was just my imagination, and we are still living together, living a fulfilling and happy life.

It's hard to control one's own feelings.

I rushed over and hugged Tong Xue's thin body tightly.

She trembled a little and didn't break free.

"Come back?"

"Yeah, I just got off work."

Sniffing her thread, the jasmine fragrance, so familiar, time seems to solidify at this moment, and hope it will become eternal.

"Have you been hugged enough?" After a while, Tong Xue stood up straight, "If you hugged enough, just let it go."

The tone was plain and a little cold.

I forgot that she no longer belongs to me.

He let go of his hands and stood at a loss, not knowing where to put his hands, "Why are you back?"

"I forgot to take something when I left."

"Those documents are very important to me, and will be used for performance assessment this year."

Tong Xue turned around and saw my appearance, frowned: "Chen Mo, why are you like a ghost?"

Is there any difference between a person and a ghost without a soul?

I laughed dryly: "I didn't have a good rest yesterday."

"oh."

"Where are my things?"

Walking out of an unrealistic dream, I took out a tidy box under the bed, and after she left, I put the things that belonged to her here. I hope she will come back one day so that I can see her again. I don’t want her to come back, at least I can leave a memory.

But, she is back today.

"Everything of your stuff is here." Pushed to her, "Look at what's missing."

I have thought about the possibility of reunion countless times: I may be so excited that I can't control myself, I may question loudly, or I may be begging hard. But I have never thought that I would be very calm.

But after a brief rejoicing, I am now very calm.

Does this mean that I can face her calmly?

Tong Xue squatted down and glanced at it a few times: "That's all these things, thank you for keeping them."

"Um."

Nodded and stopped talking.

"I asked me to throw away the beer in the refrigerator. I put some noodles in the kitchen. You have a bad stomach, so it's okay to eat more pasta. The fish is quite tenacious, and it turns out that there are four more pieces. All your clothes are hung on the balcony. Remember to collect them and think about ironing your shirt."

"I'm leaving."

Tong Xue picked up the tidy box and walked slowly.

I stared at her in a daze, feeling the soul withdrawing from my body.

"Stop!"

Finally, when Tong Xue walked to the door, I shouted out.

"how?"

She turned around and asked.

Without words, my eyes were red, I rushed over, forcing her to put down the box, held her shoulders with both hands, and looked straight into the still clear eyes: "Why are you back?"

"I told you that I'm here to get things."

She is lying!

Push her against the wall by the door and kissed her desperately

Tong Xue struggled for a moment, then stopped moving, and just looked at me quietly, with her eyes blank.

"Chen Mo, have you made enough trouble?" His tone was like a pool of stagnant water.

"I'm no longer the Tong Xue you know."

"Be mature, don't be like a child."
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