"I'm selfish? Where is the fucking selfish?"

With a sneer, I murmured to the air, I'm sorry, no one will give me an answer. Just as I was wondering why Tong Xue suddenly changed, no one except her would know the specific answer.

Has she... really changed? Or is there any difficulties hidden behind this?

Life is always like this. When something has just improved and everything is on track, a sudden "surprise" comes to make people feel unconscious and at a loss.

I suddenly sighed and I added a cigarette to myself. It was the last one in the cigarette box. I suddenly realized that the topic I face today is not only parting, but also parting.

This is true for Lin Jiayi, and Shi Guangqi. Even Wang Yuxuan, whom I said goodbye to the point of decisively, was no different, and the cigarettes between my fingers were the same.

But, the cigarette is gone, I can buy another box, where is the person?

Some people, no matter whether they say goodbye or not, will they never see each other again?

No.

I haven't felt this way for a long time. As usual, I should be very familiar with it and able to adapt in the shortest time. But this time, I was extremely disgusted and resisted its proximity.

Because behind the worries is loneliness that is not understood by your lover.

I am by no means selfish, so I don’t choose to accept Zhang Baishan’s support. It’s one thing I don’t want to have any interaction with Zhang Yao. The most important thing is that I don’t want Tong Xue to think about anything more.

In my opinion, she took this matter too simply, and pies never fall from the sky. Why should Zhang Baishan give an irrelevant young man such a good opportunity? It is really because of my ability that caught his eyes?

If I hadn't been in Borui Advertising, I might have felt it naively, but I've been there and I know how many young talents there are (compared with me). Tong Xue used to be a design and also a market, and would understand the market more or less, so I'm absolutely sure that what she said to me was just to comfort me. As for the purpose, it was just to let me seize this opportunity and take our studio to many levels.

I know her and I also know that she is a rational and realistic girl. The only irrational one is probably the last choice of me.

But through my meeting with Zhang Baishan some time ago, the middle-aged man definitely did not give me the opportunity because of his appreciation. I understand both the purpose and him, and in the end I rejected him.

I don't believe Tong Xue won't see it, but...

I can't help but ask, who is selfish?

Shaking my head, I drank the wine from the glass and was about to add a glass for myself, someone patted my shoulder. When I looked back, I saw that the person was Wenbin.

"Where is one person drinking?"

"Yes, come and accompany me."

Seeing this, Wenbin was stunned, as if he didn't expect that I would admit it so directly.

"Just now, I saw Xiaoxue here, where is the person?"

"Go away."

"Are you arguing?"

"Isn't it obvious enough?"

"Okay, then I'll have a drink with you." After saying that, Wenbin sat opposite me, poured a glass of wine on his own, and suddenly said with a wicked smile: "Guangqi left. I asked me to tell me, don't be in that youth hostel. You might as well move to a bar. Anyway, there is a seat in the inner room... If it really doesn't work, you can choose a rental house nearby with Xiaoxue, and Jiayi has also withdrawn."

“…”

"Have you heard a word? Try something that doesn't make sense on the desktop. Maybe it makes sense if you try it in bed."

“…”

I ignored Wenbin, and I drank a sip of wine on my own. Seeing this, Wenbin followed one of them consciously and continued to chant: "You are a little wrong. I put down the work in my hand and drink with you. Are you so bored, really okay?"

"You said, what is the best life state for two people to be together?"

I interrupted him and asked this question a little abruptly. Tong Xue had just asked me the question.

"Two people, three meals, four seasons, parents are healthy, and children are happy..."

"Wait, don't you think this is too ideal?"

"Hey, the questions you asked are ideal." Wenbin smiled, "How can people in this world have the best life situation? ..... Those with rich want to be richer, or worry about not having money; those with poor people want to get out of poverty, those with partners want to get married, those with no partners want to get out of singleness, those with poor health want to be healthy, and those with healthy worry about getting sick. If a person has this sense of crisis every day, he doesn't have to do anything else, and he is worried about gains and losses every day!"

"Skewer."

I slowly uttered these two words, but I agreed with Wenbin in my heart.

As for people, they should live like this. What’s wrong with being more pure and more easily satisfied? Do you have to be rich and noble? Do you have to have a sense of crisis and beware of accidents at all times?

It is a false proposition in itself.

Tomorrow or accident, I really don’t know which one will come first. What a person can do and grasp is nothing more than just living every day with his heart and hard work.

This is my attitude towards life, and it is always this attitude. Tong Xue knows me so well, so she should not be unclear about these things.

So...why did she have to oppose the opposite of me?

I must understand these, otherwise it will turn into a thorn, crossing between me and Tong Xue, gritting my teeth, and now, I will tell Wenbin the quarrel with Tong Xue tonight from an objective perspective as much as possible.

"She shouldn't be like this, brother." This is Wenbin's first sentence.

Then, he said: "She was involved when Erjiu just started. At that time, we had thought about these problems, and the solutions were proposed, and she knew..."

"Then you tell me, why did she suddenly do this?"

"Expose the problem, or deliberately?"

Faced with these two problems, Wenbin hesitated for a long time before hesitating: "Brother, I'm not easy to judge such things. I can only analyze these two possibilities for you: the former, if the problem is really exposed, there are both good and bad. The good side is to stop the loss in time, so that you can realize that the three views are not in line with each other, and the bad ones are naturally...

As for the latter, you should think about why she deliberately sang against you. As usual, she should stand by your side and support you. But after she chatted with Qin Piaopiao, it changed. I don’t need to say anything about the problem between them, do you understand, right?"

"You mean, what did Qin Piaopiao say to her?"

"Those things you have experienced between you are enough to show that Tong Xue is a woman who can give you a lot... So I think it's not something that exposes the problem. For specific reasons, you should ask Qin Piaopiao, or the person behind her."

"... Can it? This is too fucking bloody."
Chapter completed!