Chapter 519: The Third Proposal
The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and even so, I could still feel that the temperature between us was rising.
Tong Xue's exquisite face is right in front of me, very close.
I leaned forward again, perhaps because she realized what I would do next, she closed her eyes.
Deep kiss, long.
After we parted, we began to breathe heavily, and hormones and dopamine were secreted rapidly at this moment... I was about to sleep with her! When this sound appeared in my heart, I pushed Tong Xue to the sand. Before touching her lips, I said a little abruptly:
"Let's get married."
I have never been so nervous in my life, even when I was pursuing Zhang Yao before, trembling from my scalp to my tail bones, and my soul trembled.
Tong Xue was stunned at first, and then a wet touch soaked her eyes. Under the candlelight, I could see that she was very excited. She must have been waiting for this sentence for a long time.
She said that when she understood what love was the beginning, her heart filled me.
We missed it, cried, laughed, bitter, and sweet, and finally, this day came.
The memories of the past, the intertwined emotions, and the feeling of being unable to suppress them, I finally said this.
"You...what did you say?" Tong Xue asked with a trembling voice.
Her heart must be very uneasy.
"I said, let's get married."
There was only candlelight in the room, but I thought she could see the light in my eyes.
Firm and*.
Tong Xue was speechless for a long time and fell into deep thought. I think so, she waited for this sentence and put it into the whole youthful emotions. She waited hard behind her back, giving, without saying anything, loving, smiling, and hurting...
The more I felt heartbroken when I knew what she was thinking.
It turns out that I think what I owe her is just the tip of the iceberg. It turns out that I am still far from it.
There is no absolute fairness in love, that's right, and I have never given her relative fairness. I just rely on my own feelings to do things without considering the feelings of this woman.
Everyone's heart will have a softest place, and my softness is touched at this moment.
"I know you are afraid, and you are worried, worried that this is my whim, worried that I have not forgotten that person, and even, you are afraid that we will not love each other one day in the future, and that marriage will become a burden. Believe me, this time it is not just a talk."
Everything can deceive people, but my own feelings cannot deceive people. I know that all this came too quickly, which made Tong Xue not ready yet, but no matter how fast it is, my feelings cannot deceive people.
Successful people can control their emotions well. I am not, but I have to obey their emotions. It says that Tong Xue is the most suitable person to marry you. It says that she is your favorite now. It says that you should get married.
So, propose.
No lights, no music, no bouquets, no diamond rings.
All there is is a sincere heart, a candle for two yuan per roadside convenience store, a rose for nine yuan per flower, and a dish made with care on this table.
This is my proposal to her.
"Chen Mo, should we think about it?"
After a brief excitement, Tong Xue began to occupy the peak of her feelings and slowly pushed me away. She sat up and said lightly: "We will get married. I will never marry you in this life, but don't you think everything comes too fast? It's like a movie, halfway through, someone suddenly rushed forward. Before we saw the subsequent plot, we suddenly came to the end... What's more, I ran out secretly with you. To be honest, I don't know how to give Huang Ze an explanation now."
Huang Ze is the man that Tong Xue almost married.
"What do you mean?" I said excitedly: "It is true that I love you, and it is impossible to deny that you love me. We have known each other for so many years and we know each other very well..."
After a pause, I mentioned the past shamefully: "What's more, if it weren't for the accident in my uncle's health, we should have gotten married long ago, right?"
Hearing this, Tong Xue was stunned. After a while, she asked me: "Chen Mo... do we really understand enough?"
Tong Xue murmured to herself: "I used to think I know you very well, but after you said this, I began to wonder if I really understand your preferences and what you want to do. Do you think that such a marriage that does not understand each other can last for a long time?"
Every word hit my heart.
I know it's impulsive to make this decision, but, at the same time, shouldn't all this come naturally? I just took it forward and didn't think it would affect anything.
But what Tong Xue said makes sense, even at this time, reason should not be allowed to occupy the top.
"There is a gap between dreams and reality, right?"
When facing my sudden question, Tong Xue was a little confused, but she nodded honestly.
"Then you touch my heart!"
I suddenly stood up, walked to her regardless of everything, then picked up her right hand, and had no time to feel the softness, and placed it directly in my heart.
"You feel it well. Feel its beating, feel its sound, feel...my truth." Looking at her bright eyes, I said, "I just want to tell you that all this is true, not in my dream."
Tong Xue's hands trembled slightly, and she was not as calm as she seemed.
"Can I think about it again?"
"How long does it take?"
"I'm not sure, but I can be sure of one thing." As he said that, Tong Xue looked up stubbornly and said word by word: "The last person I married must be you, Chen Mo."
Love has a voice, firmness and no doubt.
Tong Xue’s answer is this voice.
To say that you are not disappointed is an angry thing, even if you know that your sudden proposal is the product of impulse. However, when two people get along, you must give each other enough space and enough respect.
She said she didn't think it was because she was afraid.
To put it bluntly, she still had concerns in her heart. After all, the wound healed, and the scar was left behind. At least it has not been eliminated yet, otherwise why would she be afraid?
I should give her understanding and I should give her enough time to accept the marriage.
But I didn't expect that it was because I didn't persist this time that I brought great harm to her, me, and the love between us.
I gently hugged her into my arms and said softly: "I'm worried. When I want to get married, we will get the marriage certificate."
"Well, I won't let you wait too long."
Chapter completed!