I don’t know how long it took, but we separated, staring at each other with big eyes and gasping, and then I was surrounded by endless regrets.

Who am I? What is my identity? Why should I kiss her?

Looking at her apologetically, I felt at a loss.

Tong Xue gradually calmed down her breathing, turned around, and scolded angrily: "Rogue!"

I looked at her back and grabbed her head, repentance and annoyance.

"You're right, I'm a hooligan. Just now... I'm sorry."

Tong Xue's shoulders trembled slightly, "That's just a dream, isn't it?"

The indescribable sadness is very desolate.

I knew she was crying, and on the first day we met again, she cried.

Am I still a man?

Not only do you have to hurt her, but you also have to humiliate her and then eat it all?

I questioned myself over and over again, and I had never felt such pain or such difficulty. Even though I was clearly in love, I dare not admit it or confess it.

what do I do?

She sobbed and shook, as uncomfortable as if a knife stabbed into her heart.

Chen Mo, are you still a man? Are you qualified to say you love her?

I don't care, it feels so fucking bad! It tortures me and tears me apart.

Hold.

I walked over slowly, did what I had done countless times in my life, and hugged her tightly!

Tong Xue was just held by me like this, very tightly, and I could clearly feel her trembling.

I don’t know if her mood is the same as mine at this time... We are all people who are afraid of love, afraid of the hurt they will face after love, and even more afraid of the torture that cannot be obtained.

I sniffed her silk, and there was a faint scent of jasmine, which smelled very nicely and made people addicted to it...

"Let go!" Tong Xue struggled harder and said in a crying voice: "This is just a dream between us, let go."

My heart hurts a lot.

If this is a dream, I hope this dream will never wake up! I am willing to immerse myself in this far-reaching dream for me.

I whispered in her ear, "We... let's get married!"

Fate just joked with me, everything seemed to have returned to the starting point, and it seemed to have begun a new chapter.

Tong Xue was stunned. No matter how she thought, she would never have thought that this kind-hearted man would tell her this again. She asked quietly: "Why? If you say it, let's just treat it as a dream, isn't it good?"

Yes, it's a dream.

After dawn, she is her and I am me.

No, we don’t have to wait until dawn. When I let go, our dream will wake up!

Perhaps, the future will be like a stranger and never interact with each other; perhaps, there will be new tests waiting for us.

I don't want this kind of life from the bottom of my heart.

The more I hugged her, "Listen to me, I...I love you."

I love you, three words, it is worthy of a promise that men can keep for their whole life.

Today, I finally said it with difficulty!

Yes, I love her, I'm pretty sure.

This kind of love, not expressing it, is a torture, that kind of double torture for the soul and the body.

I couldn't help it, fucking shit reality, fucking worldly vision! I love her, more than anyone else. And I'm sure that Tong Xue loves me.

This intuition is wonderful, unreasonable, but it actually exists.

Tong Xue was completely stunned. When I ran out with her hand, she would not have thought that she would have everything in front of her.

But I let these things be born in real life.

Do you regret it?

Absolutely not, I can bear all the consequences because I have thought about them a long time ago.

Zhang Yao, I admit that I have never forgotten this woman, but no matter what, we have finished playing together and will never go back to the past... As for Wang Yuxuan, I never thought about what I would have with her, even if I had liked her.

Holding this person in my arms is my childhood sweetheart. We all know each other very well, and I owe her a lot. Perhaps, in this world, besides owing her parents, I owe her the most.

Some people may think that the reason I confessed to her at this moment is because I am afraid that she will become someone else's wife.

Of course I feel this way, but for me, love is a existence that is superior to everything except parental affection. I don’t allow it to have too much mixed feelings. At this moment, all my emotions about Tong Xue burst out. I am very sure that I love her, more than ever.

Love her simplicity, love her purity, love her coldness, love her childlike heart.

Tong Xue was completely motionless, melted in my arms, speechless for a long time.

Maybe she waited for these three words for a long time, and finally heard my confession today.

After a while, she sighed and said slowly: "Chen Mo, do you know the true meaning of love?"

"The true meaning of love?" After murmured and repeated, I said to her: "Isn't it just that two people are happy with each other, not considering any factors, not suspicion of each other, like flames, tightly surrounding two hearts."

"Yes, you're right." Tong Xue turned around and looked at me with a spring-like eyes: "But, are there too many mixed between us...? I can tell you exactly that I love you, starting from my understanding of what love is, it has not changed. But what about you?"

I?

I stopped for a moment. Yes, while I love Tong Xue, I still miss Zhang Yao. If Zhang Yao appears in front of me at this time, what should I choose?

My love is not loyal and unfaithful.

Thinking about this clearly, I let go of my hand, "I'm sorry. I...I didn't think so much."

In the face of love for her, I was scared and I loved her, but she was not my only one.

This is unfair to Tong Xue.

But, I forgot that there is no fairness in love. The next moment, Tong Xue's actions proved everything. She almost ran and hugged me, crying: "Chen Mo, you bastard!"

I raised my hand again and again, not daring to put it down, not even dared to surround her...

I had to caress her head, and it seemed like there was a stone blocking her heart, which made me have difficulty breathing and even more difficult to speak.

My mouth opened and I couldn't say a word. I wanted to comfort her and let her know that there was nothing wrong with loving this man.

This feels really annoying.

Why do I have to think so much?

Why do I claim to be infatuated?

Actually, everything is something I ask for, right?

If you love, you will love.

Why do you have to consider so many questions!?

A heavy punch hit the heart, and then the stone that blocked the heart was broken.

I hugged her tightly again, "I'm a bastard, I'm not a thing, I'm sorry, I will never let you down again."

As we were talking, my tears also flowed down. The two of us felt like two fools. In the middle of the night, we hugged and cried in the People's Square, and told what we wanted to confess long ago.

I don’t know how long it took, it might take a cigarette or half an hour.

We finally stopped crying, let go of each other, looked at the tears remaining on each other's face, and smiled, very pure and naive.

Perhaps, this is the taste of love.

It came violently, but it was natural.

I suddenly thought, held her hand, ran in the square, and turned, tired, looking at her panting and smirking.

Tong Xue also stared at me.

"Hey, God, please listen to me. I, Chen Mo, love the woman in front of me, very much." I shouted loudly, until my voice was hoarse.

Tong Xue blushed, but she still plucked up the courage to look at me.

"Tong Xue, I love you, I love you, I love you!!!"

Exercised all your strength.

"Chen Mo, I love you too, I love you very much!"

Tong Xue imitated me and shouted.

This moment is eternal.

The world is not worth it, but love is worth it!
Chapter completed!