Pneumonia and anxiety, ultimately, come from the lack of a sense of security.

Du Cheng once said that no matter how angry a person is, as long as he falls into a relationship and cannot get out of it, he will be worried about gains and losses... To put it nicely, it is called lack of security, but it is a bit ugly, it is just a pretentious thing.

I have to admit that I am now in the middle of such a state.

Especially after I broke up with Zhang Yao and said goodbye, Tong Xue’s position in my heart became more important. She is not only a woman I have a good impression of, but also my emotional sustenance.

Love is not the whole of life, but in many cases, it is the driving force for me to do things.

I don't want to, and I can't lose her.

It seems that there is another problem between us. Regarding this, no matter whether it is within the scope of my ability, I will try my best to reconcile it.

After all, in a relationship, there must be someone who needs to maintain it with care.

Tong Xue had problems, and I couldn't let myself have problems too.

Taking a few deep breaths, I forced myself to calm down and said to Tong Xue: "Promise, in the world today, there are indeed not many people who are willing to believe this kind of thing...but, this also needs to distinguish the situation, right? I don't believe you Tong Xue. What I said to me here ten days ago was to make fun of the stupid guy."

"Ha, silly boy?"

Tong Xue chuckled, "You are not a fool."

"so?"

"I did not lie to you at that time, but now, I still haven't lie to you." Tong Xue looked at me calmly and said lightly: "Chen Mo, enthusiasm will sooner or later, we need to calm down after all."

"Calm down? Us?"

I looked at Tong Xue in disbelief, unable to suppress the fire in my chest anymore, and shouted to her loudly: "After mobilizing my enthusiasm, do you tell me that I need to calm down?... Tong Xue, if you have any difficulties, you can tell me, we can bear it together. What are you calling me now? Do you know the fuck?!"

When one person despairs about another, he will not feel any emotion.

Whether in the past or present, I can't despair with this woman I have loved for seven years, so I have resentment. Tong Xue should understand this. After hearing my excessive words, she just shook her head and explained to me patiently:

"I like you and love you are all my own affairs. Some time ago, I couldn't control my emotions, so I expressed it. Now, I don't know what I am like... I'm telling you this, right?"

"You are a free job!"

"No matter how you feel, I have said what I want to say. Is there anything else?" Tong Xue asked with a smile.

Seeing this scene, I really felt like I was going crazy.

I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart: Is this woman in front of me still Tong Xue? Has Tong Xue ever looked like a bastard?

Yes, it's a bastard. Even though this word is not appropriate to describe a woman, the way she shows when facing me at this moment is no different from a bastard.

It has nothing to do with gender. When a person is lazy and does not take responsibility for his feelings, that person is a bastard.

I said goodbye to Zhang Yao in the hospital, and Tong Xue, who was calm and persuaded me to calm down at this time, are all fucking bastards!

"What happened in the past two days?"

Unwilling to accept it, I asked this question again.

"Nothing, I just thought it through."

"I didn't do it well?"

"You've done a good job."

"I went to see Zhang Yao and made you feel safe?"

"A independent woman's sense of security is always given by herself and has nothing to do with others."

"What the hell is that?"

Tong Xue was finally angry at me at this moment, "Chen Mo, are you finished? I told you everything because I figured it out, it has nothing to do with you or anything."

"Yes, that's what it looks like, keep it."

I suddenly realized in my heart that I hugged my shoulders with my arms and looked at everything in front of me with a smile, "The voice is louder, otherwise how can you show your anger? ... Also, it is better for you to be a little hysterical, that way, it will be my force you to a certain level."

"What do you mean?" Tong Xue frowned and asked to me.

"Xiaoxue, others don't understand you, but I understand you."

After letting out a long sigh, I explained to her, "Just now, I was really angry. Most of the anger comes from grievances... If we were together, when we were together, you would definitely be angry or turn around and leave without saying a word. But you didn't, you even acted like you didn't care about your own affairs."

"You said too, that was me when we were together, not me now."

"Yes, but what are the differences between us now when we are together? ... You will ask me for soy milk in the morning, you will tell me not to drink if I have a bad stomach, and you will urge me to quit smoking. What is the difference between us when we are together except for a three-month period?"

I was sure in my heart, but at this moment, I was also betting.

Bet on Tong Xue’s feelings for me and my own understanding of her.

Since we met, Tong Xue has been acting a little too normal. The normal thing is not what a normal woman should look like. That's why I think deeper. When I was angry, she was still calm... This made me see the real abnormality. A woman who hates me to speak swears did not pursue it, and she didn't even frown.

Assuming that nothing happened and she showed this way, then our seven-year relationship would definitely be fake.

So, I began to expose her performance.

My heartbeats very fast. I didn't look calm on the surface, and the smile on the corner of my mouth was about to be unable to hold on. Tong Xue, there was no words yet... I shouted in my heart, hoping that this silly woman could speak something, but she didn't.

I'm about to be depressed.

This will mean that I lost completely.

No matter how unwilling I feel, I can only accept this situation?

Fortunately, at this moment, Tong Xue took action!

I saw her stroked the wind-sprayed tips and said softly: "Chen Mo, in fact, sometimes it is particularly wise to pretend to be confused, right?"

She proved my guess from the side!

While I felt relieved, I grabbed it again.

How serious would it be to let her escape and not want to face my affairs?

"Xiaoxue, tell me what you are suffering, okay?" As much as possible, I kept my voice soft and couldn't bear to touch it, and the barriers built by her own heart.
Chapter completed!