Human needs are endless. I hope Tong Xue will tell me what she is experiencing and take on it together with her.

But when I saw her tears and felt her helplessness, I gave up this idea and instead told her that no matter what the final result was, I would be by her side.

As I said to Wenbin, "What's the difference between being together or not? As long as she is by my side." This is also a need.

If you think about it carefully, the essence of these two needs is the same, both for the decisions that cannot see the future and for the current struggle.

Wenbin put down the cigarette box in his hand, looked at me in surprise, and slowly uttered two words, "Nao Shang."

"This is not noble."

Without thinking, I denied him.

"I am selfish, and from the beginning to the end, I admit that I am selfish... The reason for making these decisions is not based on the premise that I like her and love her? If it were someone else, I would never say these words and do these things."

After hearing what I said, Wenbin was stunned for a moment, "You are honest."

"If the relationship is not honest, what else can I be honest?"

"That's right... Then I wish you all the same old age with me." After that, he walked to the wine cabinet and took out two bottles of beer. "I didn't have the nerve to mention it when Xiaoxue was there just now. Now that she's gone, let's have two drinks."

"Okay, you treat me anyway, so I will definitely not be a bastard."

"Oh? What does it mean?"

"You don't take advantage of it, you're a bastard. Don't tell me this, you haven't heard of it."

Wenbin: "..."

During the two bottles of wine, we made a lot of outlook together, mostly about what the old days should look like after reopening. We also talked about the past, when he opened a bar, when he was playing music, he said that I was struggling and climbing in Beijing and consciously being an ant.

What cannot be avoided is melancholy, and what can make us relieved is melancholy.

Two men, who were almost thirty, were drinking, smoking, laughing and choking in the newly renovated bar.

Everyone will have their own experiences, and those experiences will eventually become old things. When alcohol and nicotine are mixed together, those stories are jokes.

......

When I returned to the hostel, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

The light next to the bedside was on, so that the room would not be dark. When I saw this scene, my heart felt warm. I didn’t need to guess that this was something Shi Guangqi left for me.

I took off my clothes gently, walked into the bathroom and washed up briefly, and I emptied myself and lay on the bed.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he heard a voice coming from Shi Guangqi's direction, "Brother Chen, can I talk to you?"

The sound of the sound was terrifying in this empty room. If I were not a pure materialist, I would definitely jump out of the bed and shout, "Amitabha, Hallelujah..."

Even so, I was still frightened. After taking two deep breaths, I said to him angrily: "If you have anything, just say it. However, I hope that in this situation, you can make a little noise in the end before you speak. After all, people will scare people, don't be much scary."

"I'm sorry, brother, I... I just can't sleep, I just happened to have something in my heart that I wanted to tell you."

"Okay, you said."

"I still have to say sorry." Shi Guangqi hesitated for a moment and finally said to me: "I want to go home, but I don't want to stay in Wuzhen anymore."

"Ha, just go back..." Speaking of this, I finally realized the problem and couldn't help but raise my tone, "You said you want to go home?"

"Um."

"Guangqi, didn't you agree to come to my studio to work?"

"I know, but all of that has a premise. Now that the premise is gone, I don't want to stay in Wuzhen sadly." He said to himself.

But I frowned.

From his words, it is not difficult for me to find the problem. When he first came to Wuzhen to stay in a youth hostel, he told me that he wanted to meet a different life here (experience the bar and long for a romantic encounter). At that time, he was very simple and had a clear purpose.

Until he met Wang Yuxuan, he began to worry about gains and losses.

If I look like a boy who is trapped in his first love tonight, then all Shi Guangqi's previous performances are the most realistic portrayal of the boy who is trapped in his first love.

Wuzhen, sad.

With a light whistle, I couldn't help asking him, "My junior sister rejects you again? Is it because of this that you want to leave? Guangqi, you have to know..."

Just as I was about to preach, Shi Guangqi interrupted me.

He said: "Brother Chen, this has nothing to do with her...and it can't be said to be okay, but it's not what you think."

"What do I want?"

"Oh..." Shi Guangqi sighed, with a little self-deprecating, and said, "None of us had thought before that we could become like this when I met her, right?"

"right."

"Love is really wonderful."

I listened to all this without knowing what to say, but I could only respond to him and wait for him to explain.

"I thought about meeting a romantic encounter, but I met love. I have to sigh at the bloody life... Brother Chen, maybe you will think that I am not love, but just being so mean to see lust. I don't blame you, after all, even she thinks so. As long as I know what I think in my heart, isn't it?"

He smiled and continued, "Later, you encouraged me to pursue it, and I did as well. Until that day she came to the youth hostel. At that time, I knew that no matter how hard I tried, I could not have a place in her heart. Haha, if you say that there is no jealousy, it must be fake, but what if I am jealous? It is not mine, it is not mine after all."

"Guangqi."

I called him.

"Brother Chen, let me finish my words. I'm not blaming you or her, really."

“…”

"I just blame myself for being like a girl so easily, or rather, like a girl who has someone else in her heart."

"No one is surprised." This time, I spoke directly: "Love is wonderful, and it is also selective for two people to be together. No one is wrong... If you have to find a mistake, it is better to attribute these mistakes to fate."

"Destiny? Do you believe it?"

"I believe it."

"But I don't believe it!"
Chapter completed!