Chapter 437: Will she still like it?
I asked the question I wanted to ask the most.
I also have reason to question this way. It is not as easy as Tong Xue said. I need to prove to her that my passionate heart; similarly, it is also that I am proving to myself that there is nothing wrong with that choice.
There is not much difference between three days and three months, it is just that I make that decision sooner or later.
On the other hand, Tong Xue has been refusing. Willfulness is a privilege for women, and I cannot deny this. What I want to deny is that my confession is no longer easy, and it is not easy to break with Zhang Yao.
Life has allowed me to see through some facts, I have accepted it, and made my own decisions.
What I think now is to get Tong Xue’s recognition, we will go back to the simplest and most beautiful state at the beginning.
Do you think this is fair to her?
Tong Xue did not answer directly, but asked me this question.
Unfair.
I replied frankly and affectionately: But in the end, she and I are both from two worlds. The longer we delay, the greater the torture will be... In your opinion, it may seem easy and irresponsible, but as the person involved, I know that such a choice is the decision to be responsible for each other.
This is not like you I know.
Today you have been feeling this way for the second time.
To be honest, my feeling is very complicated now... there are both gratitude and disappointment. Tong Xue frowned. You used to never consider these things. When you fell in love, you used all your strength to love. At that time, I might like you. This is the reason for my disappointment. As for gratitude, you should also know clearly what it is, right?
Nodded, I didn't say anything.
I remember every word that Tong Xue said when she revealed her feelings to me.
She said that she is the woman who is most suitable for living with me and starting a family.
Chen Mo, I have to think about another question now.
What?
My heart suddenly tightened. I subconsciously wanted to find something for myself. The cigarette box was placed on the table, but I couldn't pull out one to light it.
So I picked up the cup again, and it didn't appear until I put the cup mouth to my mouth, and the water was gone.
I put it down with a loss, and I clamped my hands together, looking around, as if a suspect was restless waiting for the judge to announce the verdict.
I was wondering, will I still like you if you are no longer yours?
I was stunned.
A stone fell across my chest unexpectedly, making it impossible for me to breathe freely, nor to look directly at the woman in front of me.
I would rather not ask her that question at this moment, and I would rather not know what she means.
But in this world, those are the most unlikely ones, aren’t they?
We all know each other so well. When she asked this question, she already had the answer, and as I, who knows her, also had the answer.
In the emotional world, she will not like me who is no longer me.
How should I express it now? What should I explain to her?
It seems that there is no need.
So, how should I do it?
Because of a song, I thought of the rest of my life. Under such circumstances, I confessed to her again; and her answer seemed to have not changed much.
The only difference is that she didn't say that I was too easy this time.
But compared with her question, I hope that she would say that I was impulsive and easily treat the future with caution, and such things, rather than a question that no one can escape now.
With a long sigh, I finally gave her a far-fetched smile. It turned out that I was a child, but now I am not.
Before she could speak, I continued: The most important responsibility a man should have for a woman is to leave when he is not suitable for her; even if he is a bastard or scum for a long time, he is no exception, because he can't be entangled with true love or liking, and dignity is not allowed. The most important thing is that he cannot delay her life... Indeed, this is the case with her, and this is the case with me and you in March this year.
After saying that, I let out a sigh of relief and began to stare at Tong Xue quietly.
During this period, her brows loosely and frowned, her eyes bright and confused... In the long speechlessness, we were all silent. We didn't need this to be the case, but everything that really happened in front of us now made us have to do this.
It's a choice for each other.
Either start over and work together for the rest of your life; or if you break your thoughts, no one will be in shackles.
The third type...No, there will be no third result in such a situation.
I said before that three months are not only given time, but also time for myself... Why are you so anxious?
Because I'm afraid.
What are you afraid of?
I'm afraid of any accidents in the past few months.
Why do you have this concern?
I said men also desire a sense of security, do you believe it?
Tong Xue shook her head and nodded again. Then hurry up and let yourself get busy. All the worries and entanglements are just idle diseases. Isn’t the studio about to be established? We should quickly implement the first order plan and transform the old time according to your idea.
Under her aggressive gaze, I saw the third situation.
There is no denial or consent.
Feelings are a matter between two people. It is useless to think clearly by me alone, and she also needs time to think clearly.
Is this a good start or the progress of a sad story? I still can't see through it now, but Tong Xue did not deny it after all, which is already good news for me.
good.
After spitting out this word, I really want to laugh at myself for being naive, and laughing at the good things in the world will always be more difficult...
Thanks.
Sorry. I'll reply.
Okay, let’s not be polite. Start tomorrow, let’s start implementing your plan. How about it?
Well... I'll go back and make a ppt plan later.
yik, then I will also find some materials to study how to design them.
We bypassed the problem. The stone it turned into did not fall to the ground, it still lies in my heart.
I'll leave first, thank you for your coffee.
I'll send you there.
After hesitating for a moment, Tong Xue nodded.
I followed her and walked out of the old days, walking side by side on the streets of Wuzhen in the afternoon. It was almost dusk. The sky was so red, it really looked like when I was young, when I was snatched from the cheek.
If you desire beauty, you should withstand the consideration of time, right?
But, does this beauty really belong to me?
Chapter completed!