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What does Zhang Yao mean? Why do I face me with such an almost indifferent attitude when I express my feelings to her? We are lovers. Even if she turned around and left that night a week ago, she was still my lover in my heart!

After all, none of us said we had broken up.

But her attitude is here. After choosing to confess to my parents, the first person I think of was her, because I felt that it was necessary for her to see my attitude and prove to her that the love that was spoken from me was by no means just a saying.

But now, for Zhang Yao, those words are no longer important.

My attitude, my determination, and all the beauty of the future that I have always outlined in my heart is no longer important.

She still didn't say breaking up, but what she said in her words was that I had nothing to do with her anymore.

Whether I choose to confess to my parents and announce her existence; or I continue to stage the farce, without mentioning her... it has nothing to do with her.

She has already made it clear that these are my own business.

Everyone living in this world is an independent individual, but when feelings arise between these individuals, they are no longer individuals.

Before, Zhang Yao and I were lovers, so when I learned about the things she suffered, I decided to face them with her and take on them together.

Similarly, after learning that I was going home to see my grandma off for the last trip, Zhang Yao also showed that she wanted to face it with me and give me gentle support.

only......

Shaking my head, I was finally able to speak to Zhang Yao.

"You are right... these are my own affairs and have nothing to do with you... The reason I told you this is just that I hope you see my determination. Now it seems that this is another meaningless thing."

"Don't...well, you're right, it really has nothing to do with me. There are still some things to deal with in the company, so I won't talk to you."

After saying that, Zhang Yao took the initiative to end the call and left me alone here.

I can be sure that I just heard the hesitation in her tone, but why did she stop that hesitation in time? Can I think she felt a little reluctant in her heart, but when facing reality, she had to give up that reluctant?

Is she really determined enough, or is she suffering another thing?

I can't see through it.

In a state of confusion, I lit a cigarette for myself again.

The living room is not big, and the smoke from before has not yet dissipated. At this time, in this space, there are curling smoke, and the strong nicotine smell is disgusting, but I enjoy this smell very much.

It can calm me, and it can also make me forget my distress for a short time.

My father still didn't come out of the bedroom, and my mother, who didn't know where she went, didn't go home.

Here, I am the only one.

Outside the window was a dazzling red sunset, which shone on me, making it impossible for me to look directly... Just like the woman who was still in Beijing, she once expressed her love to me enthusiastically, but when I couldn't put down the reality and pushed her away again and again, she turned into a dazzling sunset in the sky.

Just like the love between us, it is infinitely beautiful, and soon it will become... dusk.

......

Night falls.

When the community was lit up by street lights, my mother returned slowly from outside.

After she turned on the lights in the living room, I immediately found myself sitting on the sand.

"Xiao Mo, why don't you turn on the light?"

Before I could answer, she frowned again and asked with an unhappy expression: "Why did you smoke these cigarettes?"

"Nothing, I'm thinking about something."

"Have you had a conflict with Xiaoxue?"

"without......"

"Oh, where is your dad?"

"Sleep in the bedroom."

I was so in a bad mood that my mother could only answer one question. If I could, I didn’t want to answer. I was afraid that she would like my father to mention the happy marriage to me.

"you......"

"Mom, let's ask later. Can you cook first? "

I forced myself to raise a smile and tried to help my mother away.

"Okay, I'll cook two dishes, just let you and your dad have some drinks."

"Okay, thank you mom."

......

"Xiao Mo, I'll ask your dad to get up and have a meal."

I came to the bedroom as I said, and said to my father who was lying on the bed, "Dad, it's time to eat."

"Come on this." My father responded unrestrainedly, and then asked me: "Have you thought about how to tell your mother?"

I shook my head truthfully, without saying anything.

"you!!!"

With a long sigh, the father said helplessly: "Let's talk about it later. You know, when your grandmother left, she had a heart attack again."

"Yeah, I know."

"I know you uncle."

After my father whispered, he walked out of the bedroom. After I sat at the dining table, he had already put on a smile like my mother, and there was no sign of any unhappiness between us.

After three rounds of wine, the dishes were tasteless.

My mother suddenly asked me a question: "Xiao Mo, do you know why you want to have some wine with your dad today?"

"It's easy for me to come back to my senses."

"It's not all right." She paused and continued, "The house in Europe City is good. Your dad and I plan to buy you a house there..."

"You wait first."

I quickly waved my hand and said, "My dad told me about this. I will not touch your pension money. I have not reached the point where I have to buy a house and get married. You, don't worry about me."

"You kid, don't you let me finish your words?"

"You said, you said."

"The pension money for your father and I are not enough to buy such a house... To put it bluntly, your grandmother feels sorry for you and has prepared it for you."

"What's the meaning?"

I subconsciously felt ache in my heart. The old man who loved me was always caring about me, as my grandson, even when he was dying.

"The high-speed rail paved the road and occupied the land, and the rural house relocation gave two million yuan in demolition payments... This was decided before the New Year. At that time, your grandma said, leaving one million yuan for you to buy a house and get married."

Speaking of this, my mother shed tears.

"She shared the remaining one million for us... Your three uncles have no objection. After all, your cousin and their children are very old and have their own careers. So, today your uncle asked me to get the card back?"

"The legacy left by grandma to me?"

"right."

My mother nodded: "Look, you have been with Ren Xiaoxue for so long, so it's time to give someone an explanation, right? It's just enough for you to get married."
Chapter completed!